Back For You {z.m} ON HOLD

"The past comes back to haunt you."


13. going back



Zayn's p.o.v

After, Perrie breaking up with me because she thought Alex was my girlfriend. Niall and I walked back to the waiting room, where the rest of the boys and Alex were waiting.

When they saw, us they hugged Niall and asked how Harry was completely ignoring me. I hunched up on a chair, feeling my mood dropping, not only had I maybe killed my band mate, I'd banned my sister from dating him and my girlfriend had broken up with me deep joy.

'Guys time to go' said Mike a few minutes later.

We stood up and climbed into van. As we started driving Alex turned to look at me her brown eyes staring deep into mine, she didn't look angry with me, she looked hurt. I could see tears forming in her eyes.

I reached forward and grabbed her hand, I excepted her to snatch it away but she squeezed it and gave me a small smile. This made me feel even worse, my innocent little sister still liked me after every single thing I'd done to her.

I deserved the jets, torture I might as well just go back to the highway and let them see me. They can hit me, punch me and beat me; I need it after what happened. I closed my eyes and tried to picture the jets in my mind. Simon the leader he was my best mate and one time, I remember when we went to the tattoo parlour and got matching tattoos, I was his second in command until I left them. Oh yeah that’s anther other thing I've done on my list of bad thing I've done in my life, I left the jets as well as leaving Alex.




By the time we got back to the house, it was pitch black and there was a cold wind in the sky. I shivered in my thin leather jacket as we ran inside; Louis gave me a cold glare before grabbing Niall's arm and stomping inside.

As soon as we got inside, I rushed straight up to my room I couldn’t bear to be with anyone right now. I heard Alex yell after me but, I ignored her I just need to be alone.

Alex's p.o.v

'Zayn' I yelled as he ran up the stairs.

I went to follow him, but instead I decided not to why should I have to always been there to comfort him. He thinks he's so mature then he can bloody right do it himself.

'What was wrong with him’? Niall asked, as I walked into the living room and cuddled up next to him.

Louis and Liam were doing something in the kitchen, Mike was trying to get everyone to bed and Zayn was sulking upstairs.

I put my head on Niall's chest, as he fiddled with my curly brown hair. I smiled and looked into his ocean blue eyes, right now I feel like he's the only person I can trust.

'Want to watch a film'? He asked a few minutes later as we were still sitting there in silence.

'Sure' I replied.

We searched through, all of my Mike's old tatty films, until we eventually decided to watch pride and prejudice I guess that makes me sound really pathetic, but I've always admired Elizabeth's and Mr Darcy's relationship nobody’s ever loved me. Except maybe Harry, except he's lying in hospital now, and I might never see him again.

For the first ten minutes I couldn't focus on the movie, as I was too busy worrying about everything. Slowly I got sucked into the movie, and for the next two hours, I got lost in the world of Georgian England.

'That was pretty good" Niall said after the movie finished.

'Hmm" I mumbled half asleep on his chest.

I rubbed my eyes and focused on Niall, I'd never really noticed how hot he was before, I'd always thought of him as the cute one, the one everybody loves but looking at him now I could see his six pack under his t-shirt and that his muscles were toned, maybe he's not what I thought.

"Bed time I think Al' he laughed as I rubbed my eyes.

'What time is it'?

'Almost midnight' he replied.

'Carry me' I moaned lazily sticking my arms out.

I was excepting him to just say no way, but he scooped me up in his strong arms and carried me upstairs. I leaned against his pounding chest and almost feel asleep before we even reached my room.

He placed me down on my bed, tucked me under my purple duvet, kissed me and whispered good night before leaving the room.

Despite all the worries about Zayn and Harry, I felt fast asleep dreaming about Niall and all the happy times I'd had with the boys...



hey guys guess what I’m back, I'm so sorry about not updating for like two months I just had writes block.










thanks guys


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