This is my crazy life (SEQUEL TO A BEAUTIFUL LOVE)

My name is Lucy Burnstun and I am 15 years old. My mother Candy is married to my dad Harry styles, yeah I know what you are thinking omg your dad is in one direction. Another note yes one direction is still around just not as popular as when I was little. Well anyway my uncles aka the other members of one direction are my whole life, they are there for me when I am having troubles at school or when I need to just get away from home for a little while. You see I am having a problem now that I can tell anyone not even my uncles thats how bad it is or is it a blessing in disguise? follow me through the journey of my life and the troubles that get in the way.


7. Its almost like I need it to survive


I can't shake this feeling that there is more to this alcohol thing with Lucy I don't know she had Vodka for christ sake one of the most alcoholic drinks around. I mean when I was her age I was going behind my parents backs and partying every chance I got.

I am going to ask her about it because if she is anything like me she is definitely going to love alcohol.  

"Hey Jenn babe I am gonna go over to Zayn for a bit cuz Liam said that is where Lucy is I think that I will take her out to dinner to chat and stuff" I hope she didn't mind that I was going to be the only one going. 

"Yeah okay thats cool I wanna ask Daniela some stuff so I will just go and have dinner over there and we can come home when you back from dinner" I nodded and we got in the car to drive to Zayn's flat. 

"Is something wrong?" Jesus she knew me too well 

"Umm yeah sorta I mean Lucy told me some stuff the other night and I can't shake the feeling that there is more to it then what she is telling me" 

"I think you are just worried that she is like you were at her age" 

"That is exactly what I am afraid of Jenn, do you realize that I used to get into a lot of trouble when I came home drunk from those parties, My mom and dad almost kicked me out when I had came home smelling like cigarettes" I was definitely scared that she is doing things like drinking and partying and worst of all experimenting with drugs. I can't imagine Goose ending up in another situation like the last one it would just break my heart. We arrived at Zayn's and I started to get nervous for some reason. 

"Hey guys how are you?" I asked

"Pretty good just going to make some dinner" Daniela replied

"I was wondering if I could take Lucy out to dinner? just the two of us I wanna talk to her" 

"Yeah thats fine. would you like to stay for dinner Jenn?" Zayn asked. Jenn said yes and Lucy and I headed off to dinner. 

"So how have you been?" Damn why was I scared of her answer?




"So how have you been" Why do I feel like I am going to be interrogated? 

"Pretty good except for the small incident the other day" I didn't lie but I didn't stretch the truth. 

"Thats good I actually brought you out because of what you told me the other day about the drinking" Fuck my life I knew it I am about to be judged. 

"Yeah what about it?"

"Was that the first time you drank?" how the hell do I answer that

"Umm err" I stuttered and stumbled over my words 

"Oh Lucy please please tell me that was the only time" 

"I can't tell you that was the only time because its not" I felt like I could tell him the truth mainly because he was that same way at my age. 

"What do you mean its not the first time Lucy what aren't you telling me" 

I am saying Niall that I drink, smoke and get high to forget about things that I don't want to remember I don't want to be here anymore my life is a living hell you know that I can't take it any more mom and dad go on trip like every week leaving me with one of the boys and I have to lie and sneak out to get away from feeling like I'm not loved. I hate when they leave I hate when they don't take me with them. The only time I feel loved is when I am with Zac why? because he actually listens  to what the actual fuck I am saying and he understands" I had tears falling slowly down my cheeks I can't believe I told him my biggest kept secret and lie all at the same time. 

"I can help you if you let me you can get better I need you to promise me that you aren't going to do anymore of those things" There was no way in hell that I was giving up the party life hell to the no I feel like I have no problems when I party everything seems to disappear when  I drink and when I get high nothing can knock me down.  

"I can't promise you anything Uncle Niall because I don't want to stop okay I can't its become an addiction I crave it, its almost like I need those things in my life to survive" I needed to go home. I needed to drink do  something to ease the memories flooding back into my mind. Everything that I hated about myself and everything that I wanted to forget came flooding back. 

"Just promise me that you will try and if you try I can guarantee that you can come home to my house if you are drunk and I am not saying that it is okay to drink i am saying that I will be here to help you stop when you need too" I am glad I have at least two people in this world I know actually love me for me and won't leave me   

"Okay I will try but I am not saying I will" He nodded and well we ate and went back to uncle Zayn's house teary eyed and all.. 

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