This is my crazy life (SEQUEL TO A BEAUTIFUL LOVE)

HEY GUYS THIS IS THE SEQUEL TO A BEAUTIFUL LOVE SO READ THAT FIRST BEFORE THIS IF YOU HAVEN'T YET:)
My name is Lucy Burnstun and I am 15 years old. My mother Candy is married to my dad Harry styles, yeah I know what you are thinking omg your dad is in one direction. Another note yes one direction is still around just not as popular as when I was little. Well anyway my uncles aka the other members of one direction are my whole life, they are there for me when I am having troubles at school or when I need to just get away from home for a little while. You see I am having a problem now that I can tell anyone not even my uncles thats how bad it is or is it a blessing in disguise? follow me through the journey of my life and the troubles that get in the way.

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10. I Just want you to be able to come to me.

LUCY P.O.V 

I woke up in the morning to the smell of eggs and bacon so I crept down the stairs to find Uncle Niall cooking himself breakfast. I didn't want to startle him but he is so oblivious when he is around food. I walked in and sat down. 

"Pssst Uncle Niall?" I whispered and he whipped his head around. 

"Jesus Lucy you scared the shit out of me" I chuckled 

"Sorry and sorry I didn't tell you I was coming over its just that I came late" He furrowed his eyebrows 

"Why did you come late exactly?" great now I had to tell him about the drugs and the fight. To tell you the truth after I got high and came home I got the feeling that I didn't need the drugs and with the time that I wasted getting high I could be doing something better like hanging out with Zac or my mum and dad if they cared enough. 

"Well you see after you and I went out to dinner and we talked about the drugs and the partying I got the urge to get high so when everyone went to sleep that night I snuck out of Uncle Zayns house and I went to a friends house to get high and trust me Uncle Niall after I got high and came home and got into that fight with Uncle Zayn I had the feeling that I could be doing something better with the time that I waste getting high" He smiled 

"What are you smiling about you are supposed to be yelling or scolding me" He laughed again. what the hell was his problem this morning?

"Lucy I am not mad, Well I would be mad but you just told me that you could be doing something better with the time you spend getting high and that proves to me that you are able to stop on your own and it looks like you have no intentions of getting high anytime soon" 

"Oh no way I do not plan on getting high anytime soon or ever for that matter" We ate and when it fell silent I couldn't help but to fill that empty space with a question.

"Uncle Niall?" 

"Yes Goose?" I loved it when he called me Goose '

"Umm do you think that mom and dad still care about me?" I asked and I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes. 

'What kind of question is  that? Of course they still care about you" He reached out and placed his hand over mine as to say that no matter what he would be here for me. 

"Well its just that for the past year and a half they haven't showed up to any of the important event in my life and they keep going on these trips and leaving me at home and do you even know how many times that I have snuck out come home drunk and high and walked right past them and they didn't even know that I was high or drunk. That just makes me feel like they don't care about me and it hurts Uncle Niall it really hurts me" I let tears slowly slip one by one, droplet by droplet. 

"Oh honey they still love you and care for you I know that for a fact I think they just need to be reminded of how much you really need them in a time like this and I think they think that you are like Harry was at your age he felt like he didn't need anyone to be there with him he wanted to be on his own able to do what he wanted." I smiled at how much alike Uncle Niall and I are me and him both partied at 15 and got into trouble. 

"I know that they love me it just feels like they don't and I really hope Uncle Zayn didn't call mom and dad" 

"Same here but you know that I love you and Uncle Zayn loves you he is just up set and he will come around don't worry." 

"Thanks Uncle Niall" he was about to respond but the front door burst open. 

"Lucy!" It wasn't uncle Zayn because it was a girls voice. I looked around the corner to find mom and dad standing there. Oh shit was I in for it now. 

"Hi mom hi dad how was the trip" I asked and they didn't look too happy with me not by a long shot. 

"Well to tell you the truth it was good until we got the call that you had been raped and then you and I talked on the phone and it got better and then this morning I could never have been more disappointed in you in my entire life. sneaking out and getting high you know better than that Lucy why did you do it" Mom had tears welling in her eyes. 

"I did it because I couldn't deal with everything that has happened and I felt like you and dad didn't care about me because you missed my football playoffs last month and my first coffee shop gig and well I wanted it all to go away when I got high but it didn't" Mom has small tears running down her cheeks. 

"Oh honey i didn't know that you felt this way, I will start paying more attention to the calendar and next time your dad and i go on a trip you are going to go with us" I hugged her.

"that is all I have ever asked for and I am glad that we got to talk" and finally dad walked out from behind mom with tears in his eyes. 

"Niall Candy can I talk to Lucy alone please" i knew that he was upset and I know he was hurt but it didn't matter because he heard what I had to say. Mom and Uncle Niall nodded and went into the den area while dad and I went to the kitchen'

"Lucy I am not mad at you because I know what it is like to feel like your parents don't care about you and things but i just wished you had come to your mother and I sooner." I put my head down to hide the shame that was written on my face. 

"I am sorry dad I really am its just I didn't know how to tell you and I got so caught up in the moment and the drugs were in front of me and i felt pressured and so I did them and then I got hooked and I am just so sorry I will never do it again I promise and if I have a problem I will come to you and mom. " I hugged him 

"Lucy I just want you to know that I am and always will be there for you when you need me." And for the first time I actually felt like I was loved and not that one nightstand love the I love you with all my heart, unconditional love. We spent most of the morning talking and around 11 Uncle Zayn came over with Daniela and we talked and he understood and so we are all good. Finally around 12 my man woke up and of course dad wasn't too happy about us being together but he talked to Zac in private and well he wasn't happy but he was okay with it. Oh how everything is finally falling into place for me. 

 

 

 

 

HEY GUYS HOPED YOU LIKED THIS CHAPTER SO i KNOW i DIDN'T CHOOSE ONE OF YOUR COMMENTS AND THAT IS BECAUSE I TALKED IT OVER WITH MY FRIEND AND WELL SHE SAID I SHOULD COME UP WITH IT THAT WAY I DON'T HAVE TO STRUGGLE LATER ON IN THE STORY ANYWAY I AM TRULY SORRY ABOUT NOT PICKING BUT I HOPED YOU LIKED IT ANYWAY. TELL ME WHAT YOU THOUGHT <3

 

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