This is my crazy life (SEQUEL TO A BEAUTIFUL LOVE)

My name is Lucy Burnstun and I am 15 years old. My mother Candy is married to my dad Harry styles, yeah I know what you are thinking omg your dad is in one direction. Another note yes one direction is still around just not as popular as when I was little. Well anyway my uncles aka the other members of one direction are my whole life, they are there for me when I am having troubles at school or when I need to just get away from home for a little while. You see I am having a problem now that I can tell anyone not even my uncles thats how bad it is or is it a blessing in disguise? follow me through the journey of my life and the troubles that get in the way.


4. I didn't want you to hate me


I woke up next to Zac a few hours later. It was about two in the afternoon so uncle Liam wasn't home yet. Zac was sleeping so I decided to lay next to him and watch him. I know it sounds weird but he looks so piecemeal when he sleeps, like he has no worries and no cares in the world. I wish I could sleep like him but I just can't not with everything that has been going on. i decided to get up and look for that bottle of Vodka that I had brought. I needed to drowned away my memories of today and yesterday. 

"Fuck yeah poppin bottles" I whispered. I opened the bottle and let the alcohol run down my throat and burn all the way down. I loved the feeling of Vodka when it slides down. after about three chugs I could feel the effect it had on me but I didn't care. i loved feeling free and not having a care in the world. I had noticed that half the bottle was gone and so I was definitely wasted.

"Hey pssst ZAC wake up and come have some fun" I yelled and noticed he started moving around. Yay I was going to have a drinking buddy. 

"Lucy? Lucy what the hell are you doing drunk at 2 in the fucking afternoon are you crazy?'" He asked coming over and taking the bottle of Vodka out of my hands

"No I'm not crazy i just don't want to remember what happened this morning thats all" I stated trying to get up. 

"Well there are better ways to try and forget" There were but I didn't want to tell anyone so I suppose alcohol was my best friend these days.  

"Oh well too late now haha" I fell trying to walk to the bed

"Lucy i am here if you need to talk don't ever forget that and don't go drinking away your problems because well they can get you in trouble." He was sexy when he was mad I like it 

"your sexy when your mad do you know that ?" i asked 

"Lucy your drunk you don't know what you are saying go to sleep" He stated placing me in bed and putting an arm around me. I fell asleep within minutes. 



What am I going to do Lucy was raped today and she won't let me tell anyone. I am just going to have to be there for her when she needs me. I think that I am starting to grow strong feelings for this girl. Feelings that I can't describe. 

"Zac I am home" Fuck Liam and my mum were home. what the hell just don't let them know that Lucy was drunk just tell them that she wasn't feeling well so she went to bed.  I walked downstairs to greet them and i tried not to seem suspicious.

"Hey guys how was your day?" I never asked that wow way to act as if nothing happened

"Pretty good did Lucy come home yet?" Liam bought it SCORE! 

"Oh um yeah she wasn't feeling good so she came home and she went to lay down" 

"Is she okay ? I think I will go check on her" Liam why the fuck do you have to be so loving. I didn't say anything I just let him go upstairs and check on her. shes sleeping so what is the worst that could happen?




I feel like something is up but I just can't put my finger on it. I walked into Zac's room to find Lucy sobbing in her sleep. 

"Chris get away from me!" She was screaming

"Let me go I won't tell anyone let me go!" I am waking her up I can't let her keep having this nightmare. 

"Lucy wake up your okay its just me uncle Liam." I cooed in her ear 

"Uncle Liam what are you doing back" Wait did she really sleep the whole day?

"Lucy its 5:00 at night" Her eyes grew wide

"I slept all day" 

"I know do you care to tell me about this nightmare you were having?" She shook her head and some tears began to fall from her cheeks. 

'"No I I I can't" 

"What do you mean you can't Lucy you can tell me anything and you know that" I hugged her 

"Well I am going to tell her but I don't want you to tell anyone okay" I shook my head and let her tell me

"Last night I went to Lindsay's house and Zac was there with his friend also Lindsay's boyfriend. We were all hanging out and Chris Lindsay's older brother came home with some of his friend and he pushed me into a room and tried to rape me but Zac stopped him and he took me home and them this morning on the way to Uncle Louis house Chris followed me and push me into an alleyway and he actually got what he wanted and he successfully raped me" I couldn't believe what she was saying. She is just a little girl and she was fucking raped this is not fair to her she will be mentally scarred for the rest of her FUCKING life/. tears fell  from her face so I wrapped her in a tight hug.

"Uncle Liam i don't know what to do" She cried and I told her it would be alright.

"I am going to call the rest of the boys and i will figure something out okay?" I asked and she shook her head 

"You promised that you wouldn't tell" 

"I know but this is so much worse than what I thought it was going to be I don't have a choice other than to tell the boys."

She nodded and I walked out to call the boys.



I loved Jenn so much we have been together for about 13 years and we are so in love every kiss is like the first. 

"What do you say we take this to the bedroom" Jenn asked while kissing my neck. I didn't reject. I picked her up and carried her to the bedroom and threw her on the bed. In the middle of exploring her body my phone rang. 

"don't answer it" She said between moans. I had to get it, it was Liam and he only called when it was important he usually just texted me. 

"I have to its Liam and he only calls when it is important" She nodded and I answered 

"Hello? Liam calm down speak slower" he talked so fast but I caught every word. I dropped the phone when I hung up

"Where are you going?" Jenn asked?

"I have to go to Liams Something bad has happened to Lucy and she needs us all and that means you are coming too" She shook her head and got up and got dressed . 



I can't believe a sick fuck would actually do that to a 15 year old girl. its like just yesterday I told her that I would always be her uncle and that I would love her forever. Daniela and I jumped into the car and practically sped to Liams house.

'Hey Liam how is she?" I asked he was crying as well as all the boys

"She is sleeping right now so she is good but she is having nightmares about it" I walked in and say between Niall and Louis. They were both crying. 

"So I called Harry and he can't come home due to some weather issues but he wants us to tell the police and get the bastard arrested" Wow Liam never swears this is like the first time I have heard him swear. 

Liam Called the cops and they said they would be here in about and hour.



Everyone was downstairs talking about me and I hated it. I felt like a piece of shit. i couldn't sleep because the nightmares kept me awake. Zac just hugged me and i felt safe in his arms. Uncle Niall walked in and asked Zac if he could talk to me alone for a minute and Zac left and I suddenly didn't feel safe anymore. Uncle Nialls cheeks were red and his eyes were puffy, he had been crying. 

"Hey Goose how are you doing?" he called me goose ever since I was little

"Umm I feel like a piece of shit for making everyone's life 10 times more complicated" 

"Lucy what happened to you was not your fault and you know that but things happen and they make life hard but you and the rest of us will get through this together" I didn't cry i had done enough of that. 

"uncle Niall?" 

"yeah what is it?" 

"umm well I got drunk today to try and forget about what happened and Zac well he woke up and he stopped me from drinking a whole bottle of Vodka" Uncle Niall eyes grew wide


"Lucy you could have killed yourself if you drank the whole bottle. I am not mad I am just glad you are okay" I knew he would understand about the alcohol thing because well he is an understanding person.

"I know I just couldn't deal with it so I drank I won't do it again I promise" I lied. Uncle Niall and I talked some more but I had to go downstairs to answer questions that the cops had for me. They weren't hard they were just things about what happened and were I was going. 

"Okay Lucy we will have him arrested and he won't be able to hurt you anymore" I nodded and he left. 

"Lucy why didn't you tell me this morning?" Louis asked with tear falling down his cheeks

"I didn't want you to hate me" 

"Lucy none of us could ever hate you and this was not your fault okay" Zayn said and he hugged me. 

everyone left and I went to bed or at least tried. 



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