Hated (A 1D fanfic)

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Sawyer hates the thought of school simply because they are there.
Yep, the thought of them gives her chills.
Who am I talking about?
The one and only Louis Tomlinson and his girlfriend Stacey Porter.

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6. Hating my life

*Sawyer's point of view*

Oh, great. He has my paper. I just can't wait to see what he's to say about my drawings! I'm really hoping this isn't going to be a group thing, though.

I wonder if he'll ask about my drawing of my parents. God, I really hope not. That may kill me. 

I pick up Zach's paper, and examine his pictures. He drew a picture of his girlfriend, Hill. I don't really know her very well. She moved here after the whole 'Louis moving here and attempting to ruin my life' incident, so she never really got a chance to know the real me.

So I start my short story,

        'I never understood love. It was never really anything big in my life, and I hadn't planning on it having to be for at least a few years. But you know that feeling you get when you try something for the first time, and you instantly know that it was made for you? That is kinda what love feels like, only you feel it towards a person, not an object or a place. When I saw her for the first time, that was exactly how it felt. Well, it was basically love at first sight, if you think about it. Maybe that is how love is supposed to feel.'

That seems good enough, right? I'm usually a much better writer, but because of the lack of meds in my system, that will have to do.

His second picture is of a tombstone, and it is in an empty grave yard. I understand this. He is afraid of dying alone, not having anyone around who loves him.

Hm, now that I look at his pictures, Zach is a really good artist. I wish I could draw that realistically.

        'It wasn't exactly death that scared him. No, he was afraid of the loneliness of death. The man who was always with someone, who was always depending on someone, who was always using someone, dying alone. It was kind of a funny thought, actually. A paradox, in some sorts. But I felt no sympathy for him. A wicked old man, he was. He had died alone because he'd outlived them all. He'd killed them, stepping on them to get to the top, and eventually crushing them. Maybe such a thing wouldn't have happened to him if he had been a bit more friendlier, maybe a little less selfish. Oh well, it was too late for him to learn his lesson now.'

I hope he knows who that is dedicated to. Actually, I have no doubt he knows. After all, he is his best friend.

***

Up until lunch, the rest of my classes go as usual. People whisper about me as I walk down the halls, the occasional rude comment is spat into my ear. You know, the norm. In both of our classes after Art, Honors English and Geometry, Louis found some way to humiliate me, or make me want to jump off a cliff. In English, when Mr. Walker was calling role, my mind had been drifting because of the lack of meds in my system. And of course, I missed my name on the role.

"Sawyer?" He'd asked when I hadn't been paying attention. "Um, Sawyer? Where are you today?" He asked again, snapping me out of my little trance. 

"I guess my mind was just elsewhere." I'd mumbled, looking down at my hands.

"She forgot to take her ADHD medicine, just ignore it." Louis had announced to Mr. Walker, and of course to the whole class.

"Louis, don't be rude." Was all Mr. Walker'd had to say about that. All I could think was 'Seriously? Was he not going to say anything else?'

"Oh, I'm not being rude. She is just insignificant. That's all." Louis had replied, and the whole class laughed at me. 

And Mr. Walker did nothing at all.

Then in Geometry Mrs. Reasons handed back a test. Yay, I made a 43, was what ran through my head. And Louis just had to point it out. 

But I now am at lunch, where I can sit alone in the corner and hate my life for 45 minutes until the bell rings, and dismisses me for my 5th period, World Studies. Which, I suck at.

 

**Hey babes! I've decided that I'm going to start updating twice a week, and on Mondays and Thursdays! The updates may be pretty late at night, but I promise they will be there! Also, do y'all think I should start a new movella? This one has become quite popular in my book, and I was wondering if y'all'd like something else from me! And I was thinking about having a contest for the main character? Leave any ideas, comments, concerns, questions, pleas, final words, or discoveries in the comments! I do check them!!**

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