Take Me As I Am *Complete*

Cammy is a 14 year old girl who has lived in an orphanage most of her life. She has many troubles but a different perspective on life than most other people take it as. Her only wish is that someone will love and adopt her.

One Direction have been looking for someone to care for and someone who will teach them responsibility. Simon's orders. They decide to adopt someone for the orphanage in London.

Will they fix Cammy or will Cammy fix them?


Sequel: Broken Like I Am will be released June 21st.


27. Zayn's Week Part 2

Cammy's POV-

Today is the last day with the Malik's. I am happy to say that Drew and Finn will be joining me next week at Niall's house which is awesome!

But this week at the Malik's house has not been the easiest. Let's just say, I was happy to have Zayn, Drew, and Perrie here with me.


"Cammy, my friend is joining us for dinner tonight, I hope you don't mind meeting a new face." Auntie Tricia tells me. "No problem!" I smile. I am currently watching T.V. with Drew, Perrie, Zayn, Safaa and Doniyha. Last night Drew took me on a cute little date which was awesome. I am glad we got some couple time together.

Drew is whispering cute things in my ear that only I can hear, making me giggle. Like 'You're beautiful' 'I'm glad you're mine' 'why are you so perfect' and just a bunch of cheesy, yet adorable stuff.

*3 Hours Later*

DING DONG. All of us are still on the couch watching T.V. but Waliyha joined us about an hour ago. "No kids, it's okay, I'll get it! I'm just slaving over a hot stove and I don't have anything else to be doing right now." Auntie Tricia jokes with us. "Sorry, Auntie Tricia!" I yell. We all decide we should get up, because we're all lazily laying on each other, it's kinda funny actually.

"Everyone this is Stacey, my best girlfriend! Stacey, you know my children, and this is Cammy, the boys daughter, and her boyfriend Drew." Auntie Tricia introduces us. "Daughter?" she asks. "Yup she's mine and my bandmates' daughter." Zayn proudly smiles and wraps his arms around me. "Did your parents abuse you and the police sent you off to an orphanage where they adopted you? You're telling me to believe that? If that's your life then, you do realize the boys just pitied you?" she says.

My jaw drops. "Stacey!" Auntie Tricia scolds her friend. I feel tears come to my eyes. Why is this lady doing this to me? "Are you kidding me? How dare you speak to her that way!" Zayn yells. "You are a cow! How could you say that to Cammy?" Drew yells.

I run upstairs into mine and Zayn's room. I hear Drew and Zayn follow me up the stairs. I hear yelling from the girls downstairs. I hear my thoughts telling me that she's right. I hear my sobs of pain. I hear Drew and Zayn trying to comfort me with soothing noises and words.

I hear everything except for my own true feelings and thoughts. They are trying to burst out, telling me what to really do, but all of the other noises occupy my head. My brain is exploding in ways, trying to find myself in this mess.

I am officially broken and it's all because of a stupid lady I just met. The thing that started it was the word 'daughter'. That word took my mind to extremes and I am officially lost.

I realize that I can't trust anyone anymore. I can't trust Drew, Rylie, Finn, Kalie, or even the boys. Can I trust myself?

For almost the past year, I've told myself these boys are my everything and I should fully trust them. But what if I was just a publicity stunt?

What if these boys don't really love me? What if Simon told them to do it? What if I was taken in from pity, just like that lady said?

This whole creation of adoption was made from pity! The only reason I was adopted or even put into an adoption center was from pity.

Whoever found me could've easily let me die on the streets but they pitied me and took me to the adoption center.

Linda never cared for me! It's her job to pity all of the orphans! She never cared for me!

My life is a joke. I would've been fine not knowing that. The word 'daughter' is the only word that made me see.

It gave me a new look at things. I am breaking and breaking each time one of the boys tell me they love me, because now I know they don't mean it.

I need love and compassion right now.

I need it more then you could imagine.

The only ones I can get that from are the ones who have hurt me the most. My mind is telling me that I've trusted them long enough, but my heart is telling me, they have loved me all along.

This is it.

They need to just realize that I need tons of fixing and it's not easy. And after they're done with me I'll probably have to fix them too.

They need to,

Take Me As I Am.


Zayn and I have discussed all of my thoughts.  He told me that Simon did tell them to adopt a child, but he said they love me more than anything. He knows I am broken as well as the other boys, but they all promise they're willing to fix me.

And to be honest, walking on the plane with Drew proudly by my side holding my hand, with the Malik family waving goodbye to me with tears on each of their faces and with 4 other boys who are willing to introduce me to their families back home, I choose my heart.



Intense chapter.

We just found out what happened to Cammy when she was a child...

Her secrets are being revealed to everyone, like the boys, Drew, and even Kalie, for the first time. Crazy, crazy, crazy chapter.

But it is the beginning to my plan!

Thanks for reading!

Love you all!

~Cammy xx.

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