Take Me As I Am *Complete*

Cammy is a 14 year old girl who has lived in an orphanage most of her life. She has many troubles but a different perspective on life than most other people take it as. Her only wish is that someone will love and adopt her.

One Direction have been looking for someone to care for and someone who will teach them responsibility. Simon's orders. They decide to adopt someone for the orphanage in London.

Will they fix Cammy or will Cammy fix them?

*UNDER MAJOR EDITING*

Sequel: Broken Like I Am will be released June 21st.

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49. Waiting For Him

Cammy's POV-

It's been 3 weeks since Drew and I broke up. That also means in a week, I'll have my first concert of my tour here in London. I'm legit freaking out. I won't see the boys for like a year, I have to perform in front of thousands of people almost every night, and I am going to be traveling. I am scared to death.

Telling my family about my past has been the best decision I have ever made. They finally except me for everything that I am and I have no secrets from them.

Some nights, I'll go to sleep in my own bed by myself and I expect Drew to come in from brushing his teeth, but sadly he never comes. I feel like I keep waiting for him, but he never comes.

I need him to come. I need him to listen to my side of the story and believe me when I say that I don't like Mason in a like like way.

I love Drew and I always will no matter if he comes back or not. I am missing a part without him. Everyone else knows that I'm not the same without him around. I don't have genuine smiles because I am breaking inside. It is so painful, more than you can imagine.

When someone walks into the room or my phone buzzes, I have hope that it's him.

But it never is.

"Who wants to take me to sound check?" I yell through the whole house. "I will." Daddy smiles as we walk out to his car.

"Hey guys." I smile at the 5SOS boys. We've all have gotten really close with sound checks almost everyday. I hug them each then we hop onstage. "Do you want to go first?" Calum asks me. "Actually, if you don't mind I do." I say. "No problem." Luke smiles as they all hop off stage and into the first row seats with Daddy. My band comes out and I greet them. "What song?" Connor, my lead guitarist asks. "Umm, Let Him Go." I say and stand in front of my microphone stand.

"Well you only need the light when it's burning low. Only miss the sun when it starts to snow. Only know you love him when you let him go. Only know you've been high when you're feeling low. Only hate the road when you're missing home. Only know you love him when you let him go. And you let him go." I begin and the music gets louder and the spotlight shines on me and on the rest of the band.

"Staring at the bottom of your glass, hoping one day you'll make a dream last. But dreams come slow and they go so fast." I sing and take the microphone off of the stand and walk around the stage.

"You see him when you close your eyes, maybe one day you'll understand why. Everything you touch surely dies." I sing, pouring my heart out into the song. I wrote the song a few days after Drew broke up with me.

As I sing through the song, I think about all of the times Drew and I had. The good and the bad. I'm still waiting for him. I don't think I'll ever stop.

"And you let him go." I finish the song. I realize I have tears streaming down my face. I jump off the stage and run into Daddy's arms. "Shh, it's okay, angel." he whispers in my ear.

 

A/N-

Poor Cammy is having a really hard time. :(

Credit to Passenger for his song Let Her Go.

I just named it Let Him Go, because Cammy wrote it in this story, so it makes more sense with Drew.

50th chapter, that's crazy guys! Thanks to all of you!

Please comment and more soon!

Love you all sooooooooooooo much!

~Cammy xx.

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