Take Me As I Am *Complete*

Cammy is a 14 year old girl who has lived in an orphanage most of her life. She has many troubles but a different perspective on life than most other people take it as. Her only wish is that someone will love and adopt her.

One Direction have been looking for someone to care for and someone who will teach them responsibility. Simon's orders. They decide to adopt someone for the orphanage in London.

Will they fix Cammy or will Cammy fix them?


Sequel: Broken Like I Am will be released June 21st.


60. The Letter

Cammy's POV-

The fans rip me apart. They don't care for my feelings. They tell me to die and that no one will care. They hate me. Of course, there are many nice ones, but sadly, the bad fans get more attention from me than the good fans.

I'm falling apart. The boys never talk to me anymore. Kalie and I had a fight. Trevor left because he had to take this major exam that requires him to be on campus. Max is in the hospital because his sickness has gotten a lot worse. The girls don't talk to me anymore. Nobody in any of the boys' families talk to me.

Drew, Mason, Riley, and Finn are the only ones that actually care and the only ones I'm on good terms with.

I feel like the depression is coming back.

"Cammy, you have to get ready for your concert." Finn says and walks in. "I don't want to. I don't feel good." I say and burry my face back into my pillow.

I stay in bed all day pretty much. Sure, I have the rare visitor to bring me food or I get up to use the bathroom or go to a sound check, meet and greet, or concert, but any other time, I'm in bed on my phone, sleeping or crying.

"You've already skipped sound check today. Cammy I'm really worried about you. What's wrong?" he asks and lays down next to me in bed.

"I'm depressed. I'm tired. I'm alone. I want to go home. I'm just sick of this." I say and bury my face in his chest. "Maybe we can talk to Simon and ask if we can stop and go home." he suggests. "There are a lot of sold concerts that I still need to perform at, I can't stop. The boys probably won't even let me back home." I say. He gently pulls my face out of his chest and looks at me.

"What do you mean they won't let you back home?" he says. I look up at him with a guilty face. "Cammy, what aren't you telling me?" he asks with a worried face. I let out a shaky breath and stand up and get something out of my PINK bag and hand it to Finn.

The boys sent me a letter in the mail and it wasn't a nice letter. I got it about 2 weeks ago and didn't tell anyone. This is what it says:


Tour has been crazy for us and we bet it's been crazy for you. We do have a problem though. Yes, you do have our last names by law, but for now while we're on tour, we don't want to see you. You've been pretty rude to us lately and we don't appreciate how you have been treating us. We adopted you, gave you a house to live in, gave you food and loved you, but you go on tour and find your brother and constantly talk to him, but never contact us. We're done, Cammy. Good luck on tour and call us if you really need our help, but besides that please don't talk to us. When our tour is over, we'll contact you again and arrange where you can live later. We love you, but you hurt us.

-Zayn, Harry, Niall, Liam, and Louis

"Did they really send this?" Finn asks. "It looks like Liam's handwriting and it was from their hotel address they were at the week the sent it." I say as a few tears fall down my face. "Cammy." he says and pulls me into his arms. I keep crying, but I'm used to it. I've been doing it everyday for the past few months.


*5 Minutes Until Cammy Goes Onstage*

"Good luck Cam!" Ashton says and hugs me as the other 5SOS boys hug me. "Thanks!" I say putting on a fake smile. "Good luck kiddo." Austin says and gives me a hug. "Thanks Austin." I say in his ear as we hug. "You'll do great babe. Don't let those idiots bother you." Drew says and hugs me. "Thanks Drew." I say and kiss his lips. "I love you." he says and puts his forehead on mine. "I love you too." I say and kiss him again. "Cammy, can we talk for a second?" Kalie asks walking up to us. I nod my head as Drew kisses my nose before he lets me go.

"I'm sorry we had a fight. I was very selfish and you really need me now. Riley told me about the letter and I need to be here for you. I'm sorry Cammy." she says. I pull her into a hug and whisper, 'It's okay.' in her ear. "I love you girlie." she smiles. "I love you too. Now I need to go!" I say and go towards the stage. Riley, Finn and Mason come up and wish me good luck and then I walk underneath the stage to my platform that will lift me onto the stage.

My beginning video is playing and I can't help but think of the boys.

"Hey ey ey. Hey ey ey. Oooooohhh." I sing as the platform rises and I finish the song.

*Later in the Concert*

"Thanks everyone!" I say as I finish Royals. "I've been going through a hard time lately." I say taking out my earpiece and walking around on the stage. I've kicked off my heels hours ago. I told Charlie and the crew that I didn't want to change and I'll stay in my pink see through button up tank top with a cami underneath, light blue high waisted shorts and black heels for the whole concert. I got sick of the heels so I took them off and threw them to the side of the stage. So now I'm barefoot.

"A lot of difficult things have happened to me lately." I say as I touch some fans' hands as I walk past them. I go down the long isle in the front of the stage and sit down. The cold stage floor touches my bare legs and feels amazing. "I don't handle pressure well. I'm a normal teenage girl. And I can't handle the hate." I say and take a breath and look at the ground. A few tears stream down my face. I look back out at the crowd and they all begin to cheer and yell nice things to me. "Thanks guys." I say into the mic. "This song is my new single and it means a lot to me. I wrote it while I have been on tour the past couple of months and it relates to something that has been going on in my life. So if you record this and maybe put it on YouTube since it's my first time singing it live, that would be great." I say and the crowd roars as they know what song is coming next. "Here to help me sing this song is a very good friend of mine. Ryan Tedder, the lead singer of OneRepublic agreed to record this song with me and he helped me finish this song and now it's on the radio and iTunes. Please welcome the awesome Ryan Tedder!" I say and Ryan walks out. I stand up and walk over to him and give him a hug. "Thanks for everything, Ryan." I say in his ear as we hug. "No problem, Cammy." he says. "This is Say Something" I yell in my mic as Ryan and I sit down on these stools on the stage.

"Say something, I'm giving up on you. I'll be the one, if you want me to." I sing.
"Anywhere, I would've followed you. Say something, I'm giving up on you." Ryan sings.

"And I am feeling so small. It was over my head I know nothing at all." I sing.

"And I will stumble and fall. I'm still learning to love, just starting to crawl." Ryan and I sing.

"Say something, I'm giving up on you. I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you. Anywhere, I would've followed you. Say something, I'm giving up on you." Ryan and I sing.

"And I will swallow my pride. You're the one that I love and I'm saying goodbye." Ryan sings.

"Say something, I'm giving up on you. And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you. And anywhere, I would have followed you. Oh-oh-oh-oh say something, I'm giving up on you." We both sing.

"Say something, I'm giving up on you." Ryan sings.

"Say something." I sing and finish the song.

I am really giving up on the boys. I don't know what else to do.



Did you guys like this chapter?

Why are the boys being so mean to Cammy?

Do you guys like Ryan from OneRepublic?

I love OneRepublic personally.

Credit to A Great Big World and Christina Aguilera for their song Say Something.

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Love you all!

~Cammy xx.

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