Dirty Little Secret - A Niall Horan Story

Everybody has a dirty little secret. Want to know what mine is? My dirty little secret is that.. Well, I am someone elses dirty little secret. Niall Horan's dirty secret that is. A secret he isn't so keen on letting the whole wide world know about. But as everyone may know, is that the thing about secrets is that they often don't stay hidden for long...


3. 'We got to keep it even more on the down low..'

‘Well, that was rather brilliant.’

I stretched and yawned, and rolled over to my stomach, staring into his eyes.

‘Grand is the word I would use.’

His eyes were dazzling in the soft light of the table lamp. He snaked his arm around me and pulled me closer, I put my head on his chest and relaxed.

‘So this is how you fix my drycleaner, ey?’

‘Lay off. As if you could come up with anything better?’

I snickered and he gave me a playful smile.

‘Well, I would definitely keep out the drycleaner and my mom from it, but hey, that’s just me. Did he buy it?’

I asked and that was when Niall loosened his grip around me and got up and started getting dressed.

‘About that..’

He started while he pulled his shirt on. I pulled the covers tighter around my body and just stared at him.

‘They are on to me, or well, us. They have noticed that I’ve sneaked out and well, yeah.. They are starting to wonder.’

His eyes went from mine to the floor and around the room. A habit he had when he was nervous, and he fiddled with his hands.

‘So. What does that mean?’

I got up and started rummaging around the room for my own clothes.

‘We got to keep it even more on the down low..’

He murmured. I dropped the sheet and pulled on my pajama pants and a tank top, not caring that his eyes wandered all over my body.

‘Are you kidding me, Niall? We almost never see each other, I don’t even think this can be more down low then it already is.’

I huffed and stomped my foot in the ground, something I tend to do a lot when I don’t get what I want. I’m almost like a stubborn child in that way; I huff and puff until I get what I want.

‘Com’ere lovely.’

He walked over to me with his arms open, trying to engulf me in a hug but I quickly backed up.

‘Just let it be. It’s not like we are a couple anyway, we just f..’

He stepped closer and hushed me by putting his hand over my mouth.

‘Hush, don’t say that. It’s more than that and you know it.’


I scowled at him.

‘We met. We kissed. Kissing turned into sex and now we repeat it every time you got the time for it.’

‘You know that I can’t have a relationship with the band and everything going on.’

Niall tried to reason with me, and in his frustration he started walking around the room, he pulled his fingers through his hair.

‘So instead of something even remotely to a relationship we should just keep doing this?’


He answered with a question. It hurt, a lot for then I thought that it would. After all this time I thought that I actually meant something to him.

‘Wow... Just wow.’

Was all I got out of my mouth when his phone started ringing and the eye contact we had was broken as he walked over to my nightstand and grabbed his phone. I looked over his shoulder and saw that it was Harry calling. He looked back at me and I shrugged.

‘Answer it, and well yeah, I think it’s better if you leave now.’


I interrupted him before he could finish his sentence and lead him to the door.

‘We have been at this for 6 months now; I think it’s time that we call this off. I don’t want to sit around here waiting for you to have the time for me. I don’t want to be a secret anymore. I want to.. I want to find someone who I can spend my life together. Not the whole forever deal, but yeah, I want to date, go to the movies and stuff like that. Hold hand out in public.’

I ranted but stopped myself when I realized what I was saying. His phone was still ringing and I opened the door and thankfully he walked out willingly.

‘I think it’s time for me to move on. Good night Mr. Superstar and good luck with your life.’

I kissed his cheek and pressed out a forced smile. He was shocked, I could tell. His blue eyes stared wide at me, his mouth was slightly agape and he was shaking his head slowly.

‘Don’t forget to answer that.’

I closed the door behind me and leaned against it. What had I just done? I had ended something because it didn’t turn into something more. ‘But you are starting to get feelings for him.’ My inner voice taunted me. Pfft, his body makes me feel.

‘Yeah, I know. Just .. Taking a walk that’s all.’

I could hear him say through the door. Yeah, just taking a walk. I got back to the bedroom and crept down in bed. I turned off the light and stared at the dark ceiling while smelling his scent on my pillow.

‘Great idea Alexandra. You’ve just dumped your famous … Whatever.’

I mumbled and closed my eyes; counting sheep’s jumping over the fence.

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