Our Future

*If you haven't read Brother's Best Friend, you need to read it first to understand this book* You know Becca, and Justin? Jecca as you guys call it? Well, this is about there life where we left off in Brother's Best Friend. " I can see my future, She's next to me"

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44. I still love you

Malou and I left immediately after that. I told her I wanted to be alone so she let me be alone.

~ ~ ~

I laid down and I got a text from Pattie.

From: Momma

To: Me

I'm going to tell him soon. Like five minutes. Are you sure?

To: Momma

Yes, just let him know I still love him. Where are you guys?

From: Momma

We're on Fisherman street, we're walking, why?

To:Momma

I'm going to come.. but he won't know it's me... i'll be there in two minutes.

I closed my phone and threw on a beanie and put my hair up. Big sweatshirt and yoga pants. I saw Justin and Pattie walking. I followed behind them. Not far, but not close.

Pattie: Justin..

Justin: Mom, why doesn't she loves me.

Pattie: Justin she does.

I wanted to run over and tell him I do love him. I couldn't though.

Justin: No she doesnt

Pattie: She told me she does. But Justin-

Justin: You talked to her but you didn't tell me?

Pattie: Justin it-

Jusitn: MOM!

Pattie: Honey, she's gone.

Justin: What do you mean?

They stopped walking. Pattie said something softly.

Pattie: She's gone..Justin, she died..

He froze. I stopped walking.

Justin: No... NO SHE CAN'T BE. WHERE IS SHE.

Pattie: Justin-

Justin: I should've been there, I should have saved her... I should have been there.. I should've been there.

Pattie: Justin, there's nothing you could've done.

Justin: I SHOULDN'T HAVE WENT ANYWHERE NEAR SELENA. I WOULD STILL HAVE HER IN MY ARMS. WE HAD A BABY! SHE HAS BEEN MY DREAM FOR SO LONG, I JUST THREW IT AWAY LIKE IT WAS NOTHING. NOW MY DREAM IS GONE BECAUSE OF ME. I KILLED HER.

Pattie: Justin you couldn't have stopped her...

Justin looked over at me.

Justin: WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING LOOKING AT!? LEAVE!

I started crying. He stepped closer to me.

Justin: YOU'RE WORTHLESS.

He didn't even know me, and yet, he called me worthless... I shook my head and looked him in the eyes.

Justin: STOP LOOKING AT ME! DO YOU LIKE TO WATCH ME SUFFER? I'M HUMAN TOO!

He took a closer look at me and tried to move his hand to my cheek. I turned around and ran. I didn't stop.

When he called me 'worthless' it brought back the memories of what Selena said.

I ran to my bedroom and Justin kept calling. He left me a voicemail the message saying.

' Baby, I don't know if it's true, I don't know if that was you on the street, but im flipping out. If it was you on the street, you're not worthless. I love you more than anything... Please, if you don't call or get in contact within 12 hours... well I don't know what i'll do.'

I set the phone down and started crying. I didn't want him to be sad, but he had to stop looking for me, and forget about me..

~ ~ ~
I've been sleeping for about 11 hours. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I got in the shower. When I came out I looked out my balcony doors. There was a young male standing on my dock. I took a closer look and it was Justin. I slowly backed away and put on sweat pants and one of Justin's T-shirts. I brushed my hair as I watched him look at the ocean. He hand something in his hand. He glanced at the items in his hand then back at the house. He didn't see me. He looked back out at the ocean. He started screaming.

Justin: Now I can be with you.

I paniced. I ran downstairs. He raised his hand to his mouth. I ran out the back door and rn as fast as I could to the end of the dock. Right as his hand was touching his mouth I reached him and hit the pills out of his hand. When I saw his face, it was tear stained. His eyes were red. He was frozen. I wrapped my arms around him and his arms automatically wrapped around me.

Becca: I still love you.

He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around him. His head was on my shoulder and he was crying into my hair. He started mumbling.

Justin: I-I thought y-you were gone..

Becca: I-im h-ere b-aby.

I pulled my face away then he pulled my lips to his.

This does not mean we're together, now, how was I going to break this to him?

 

 

 

 

*AN There you goooo <3 Sorry it's short, it means a lot though... so comment... ANOTHER CHAPTER? Maybe? Yes? No? What do you choose?*

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