Our Future

*If you haven't read Brother's Best Friend, you need to read it first to understand this book* You know Becca, and Justin? Jecca as you guys call it? Well, this is about there life where we left off in Brother's Best Friend. " I can see my future, She's next to me"

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56. I can't lose you.

I sat up. I looked around the room. There was my Justin, right next to my bed. Sleeping, with tear stained cheeks. The heart moniter started getting louder. I laid back down and tried to go back to sleep. I just wanted to fade into darkness like before.

~~~

I heard Justin's paniced voice.

Justin: Please...

I weakly opened my eyes to reveal Justin. He was still crying. It hurt so much to see him like that. He froze.

Becca: What?

Justin: You, you came back....

I smiled at him. I moved my hand to his cheek.

Becca: I'm sorry.

He just stared in my eyes.

Becca: Justin?

I started to tear up. My husband didn't even want to talk to me.

Justin pulled my lips to his. He hovered his face over mine.

Justin: Don't cry.

Becca: I thought you didn't wanna talk to me...

Justin: Now why would you think that.

Becca: You weren't speaking...

~~~

We sat on the couch. Justin was now keeping a close eye on me.

Justin: They already announced you died... but you-you didn't...

I looked at him and half smiled. I just rested my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes.

~

I woke up on my bed. Justin's arms around me. He was laying on his side and he was looking at me. I looked into his eyes. You could tell lhe was tired. They were drooping and red.

Becca: You can sleep.

Justin: No, i'm fine.

Becca: No, go to sleep.. you can cuddle with me.

Justin: No. Last time I slept, you hurt yourself, and you almost didn't make it...

Becca: I promise, I won't.

He wasn't going to give in though.

Justin: What if you lie, what if I lose my wife, just because I was tired.

Becca: I swear, I won't. It hurt you too much.

Justin: I-I can't lose you.

He started crying, bawling actually. I pulled his face to my chest and let him cry into my shirt. I ran my hands through his hair and kissed his head.

Becca: You're not going to.

I heard his breathing calm. He had fallen asleep. I wanted to get up, I just wanted to see Drew. I started to move around so I could see him. Justin's head flew up. He tightened his grip on me.

Justin: You aren't allowed to leave...

His eyes started watering.

Becca: I just wanted to see Drew

Justin: My mom is watching him, I wanted to spend time with you..

I laid back down and kissed him gently. He pulled me closer and pressed his lips against mine more forcefully. I pressed back and he tangled his hands in my hair. I moaned softly against his lips. I pulled away to take a breath and he rested his head against my chest.

Becca: You can sleep. We'll continue later..

Justin: What if you aren't in the mood then..

Becca: Trust me, I will be..

I smiled at him. He pressed his face against my chest. His breathing steadied.

~~~

After he woke up, he looked so much healthier. We we're in the kitchen talking.

I smiled at him and he placed his lips over mine.

Justin: I missed you.

Becca: While you were asleep?

Justin: Yes.

His lips reconnected with mine. I smiled and pulled away. He gave the puppy dog eyes.

Becca: Aww, somebody wants love.

Justin: Yes... Now, you should give it to me.

He pulled me closer by my waist. I wrapped my arms aroung his neck. His lips traveled down to mine. His tongue slyly slipped into my mouth. I moaned into his mouth as his tongue tangled with mine. His hands traveled to my butt and picked me up. He didn't break  the kiss, not once, not even as he almost tripped carrying me up the stairs. He laid me on the bed and peeled my pajamas off of me. He looked at me. His eyes wandered my body.

Justin: To think.. I almost lost you, because you thought you were not good enough for me. Looking here now, you're way too good for me.... to think if my son hadn't followed you downstairs... I would never get to see you again...

I pulled his lips to meet mine and he pressed back.

~

After our little 'session' I laid in bed with him. I just rested my head upon his chest.

Justin: I love you baby.. you're never allowed to hurt yourself.

Becca: I love you too.

It was silent. I was about to driift asleep, but I heard a phone ring. I looked over and Justin's phone was buzzing.

Justin: I got it, you can sleep.

I kept my stare on him. He picked it up.

Justin: Hello? Mum, now's not the best time to talk. Y-Yes, she's laying right next to me. Mom, I don't think she would like if I answered that... MOM. Oh my god, why did you call. Mom-tell him we'll pick him up tonight. Mom. Thank you- Bye.

Becca: What's the matter?

Justin: Drew won't stop crying, he thinks that something is happening to us.

Becca: Aw, poor baby.

Justin: We can get him now if you wan-

Becca: No, I want time with my husband.

Justin kissed my head and smiled at me.

~~~

Later that night, we went and picked up Drew.

Drew:  MOMMY

He wouldn't let go me for the rest of the night. He held on to me and kept saying mommy.

~~~

Justin: Hey baby.

Becca: Hey.

I gave him a kiss as I walked into the bedroom with Drew's arms around me.

We all laid down and Justin's arms wrapped around both of us. It felt perfect.

Sadly it didn't stay that way.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*AN IK ITS ABSOLUTELY SHORT! I'VE BEEN SO BUSY. I went to Taylor Swift concert on Saturday.. I TOUCHED HER HAND asdfghjkl; I MET TWO OF AUSTIN MAHONE'S FRIEND'S HANDS asdfghjkl; I WATCHED AUSTIN PLAY BASKETBALL... SHIRTLESS.... MY LIFE IS COMPLETE... asdfghjkl; sorry about the chapter's suckishness though...*

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