How 'bout Now

A sneak peak into Lily Spencer's interesting life.


1. Chapter 1

I sat on the pavement, the autumn leaves brushing against my bare feet as a strong current of wind blew them from the dying trees. I adjusted my headphones and began to click on my pen, attempting to think of something to write about. I didn't understand why my teachers gave me so much work to do about things I didn't care about, I don't care if there is a God, who help everyone who truly repents or anything like that. I don't care about it, because he has never helped me. He is supposed to be someone that is there for you, someone that you can count on, a bit like a father or an older brother, but I don't know what it's like to have one of those as I never knew my dad and I don't have a brother, so it doesn't seem to me as if God was actually doing any work to help me. I looked down at my dirty grazed knees and chewed the end of my pen. I would much rather be writing stories, fairytales about a girl who gets everything she ever wanted, a happy stable family, a wardrobe full of nice clothes and loads of best friends, I want to be able to close my eyes and image what my life could have been, happy, fun, loving, but instead God decided to give me this one. A life that seems to always be a long, endless pitch black tunnel and I will never get to see the light at the end.
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