The Quietness

When fifteen-year-old Queenie escapes from the squalid slums of nineteenth-century London, she has no idea about the dangers of the dark world she is about to become embroiled in. Initially thrilled at being taken on as a maid for the seemingly respectable Waters sisters, Queenie comes to realise that something is very wrong with the dozens of strangely silent babies being 'adopted' into the household. Meanwhile, lonely and unloved sixteen-year-old Ellen is delighted when her handsome and charming young cousin Jacob is sent to live with her family. She thinks she has finally found a man to fall in love with and rely on, but when Jacob cruelly betrays her she finds herself once again at the mercy of her cold-hearted father. Soon the girls' lives become irrevocably entwined in this tension-filled drama. THE QUIETNESS is a novel of friendship and trust in the darkest of settings.


1. Queenie

It was a wet day. The rain had turned the roads to sludge. Everyone unlucky enough to be out on the streets hurried past Queenie, without even glancing at the heap of fruit she’d polished to gleaming on her skirts. No matter how hard she shouted, ‘PENNY A LOT, FINE RUSSETS!’ or, ‘EIGHT A PENNY, STUNNING PEARS!’

It was the worst of days. Queenie and Da had been shouting themselves hoarse for hours; Da with his tray of apples strung around his neck and Queenie with a basket of pears balanced on her head. On good days they could easily take two shillings and Mam would buy a bit of bacon and butter to have with their bread, and sometimes they’d have taters, roasted crisp in the fire. But today was different. They hadn’t even made enough pennies for a hot pie and a glass of beer.

Da swore under his breath, ‘Sod this for a trade. How’s a man to wet his bleedin’ throat?’ His face had turned red and Queenie knew his temper would soon be flaring. ‘Come on, my gal,’ he suddenly shouted. ‘If the beggars won’t come to us, we’ll go to them.’

Queenie followed Da down winding alleys while the clouds spilt their innards. The rain had loosened the mud and set free all manner of frights to float down the road. Turds, broken plates and bits of dead dog swirled around her ankles. They stopped outside the gin-shop. A darker, more evil-smelling place Queenie couldn’t imagine. It crouched low on the corner of the road. Its two grimy windows, hung with cobwebs and tattered curtains, were like a pair of blinking eyes staring out at her. She knew she had to go inside or there would be a beating from Da and the taste of blood in her mouth. But it made her guts twist in fright to think of it. It was no good staying on the streets, though. So she lifted up her apron, filled it with pears and pushed open the door with her shoulder.

The room inside was long and low, the floorboards rotten and covered with dirty remains of straw. The air was thick with tobacco smoke and the sour smell of vomit. Customers crowded around the bar drinking; painted women groaned and cursed, and men with red, bloated faces and beady eyes reached out their hands to grab at her flesh.

‘Here’s a pretty one ripe for the plucking,’ said a voice. Hot breath so close she could taste it.
‘Over here, missy. A penny for a kiss and a feel of your arse.’

A shiny brown penny was lying on the floor. As Queenie bent to pick it up, stubby fingers found their way up her skirt and prodded at her where they shouldn’t. The pears fell from her apron, but the penny was warm in her hand. She stood up and looked around at the leering faces.

‘A PENNY FOR A FEEL OF A RIPE, JUICY ARSE!’ she shouted, and ten minutes later she was back on the street with a handful of coins and the rain cooling the burning of her cheeks.

Back home, when Mam’s face lit up at the sound of coins jingling in her apron pocket, Queenie thought of the groping fingers and how easy it had been to collect a fistful of fat pennies. But as she ate bread still warm and doughy from the baker’s, Queenie could feel the throb of bruises between her legs. She felt deep down dirty. A new kind of dirty that didn’t feel right. She swore she would never let Da force her into one of those places again. She would rather starve. Or take a belting.

Queenie looked around the pokey room she shared with Mam, Da, the little ones and the baby. Seven of them in one room. Seven empty bellies to fill. The little ones like scrawny fledglings with their throats always open, begging for food; crying for a mouthful of sweet bread or the taste of warm fresh milk. There were seven of them to huddle round the stove now that Da had managed to set a meagre fire burning.

‘Fit to warm the backside of ’er Majesty the Queen,’ he pronounced, all la-di-da.

They all sat close; the hot licks of flames brought a blush to the little ones’ sunken cheeks and chased the cold from Queenie’s aching bones. Mam set the tea kettle to boil and when the spurts of steam sailed from the broken spout, Queenie thought of the black funnels of the trains at Waterloo spewing out big, soft feather pillows. She could almost smell the excitement, the oily scent of travel; people arriving and people leaving. She imagined boarding one of those trains one day, carrying a fine leather suitcase and wearing a fancy bonnet, perhaps, and a velvet-trimmed dress. Just like the well-to-do-ladies who sometimes threw a coin from the window of their carriages as they flew by; wheels and horses’ hooves churning up the mud on Blackfriars Road. Queenie could always imagine leaving, but she could never imagine where her journey would end.

Mam handed round mugs of hot water with a spit of tea from the weekly dregs and pulled out her titty from the top of her dress to feed the baby. Mam was forever talking. Klattering on and on, Da would say, speaking so nicely, turning each word out carefully. Like she’d got a mouthful of plums. A mouthful of fat, purple, juicy plums.

‘On account of ’er livin’ with them swanks,’ Da would tease. ‘Got to ’er just in time, I did. Afore she was spoilt goods.’ He’d wink at Queenie but Mam’s face would close up and her klattering would stop, at least until Da had whispered something in her ear and kissed her hard on the lips.

Mam was going on now, telling Da how Gaffy from up the top had gone for his missus again and knocked out the last of her teeth. The little ones were squawking and fighting over a crust of bread.

Queenie closed her eyes and tried to be somewhere else. Anywhere else than in the dingy room she called home; such a dark, damp place, hidden down a passageway in the tangle of streets between Waterloo and London Bridge.

The houses were so close together they held each other up. There was no room for the sun to shine down and dry out the wet filth that trickled down the walls and ran through the gutters in front of each doorway. Broken windows were stuffed with brown paper, stinking pools overflowed with shit and slops were emptied from windows. A foul stench hung in the air, clung to clothes and seeped so deep into her skin that Queenie never knew what clean smelt like.

There were bodies everywhere. Men, women and the ghosts of children. The men lounged in doorways, leaned from windows, or slept where they fell drunk in the gutter. There was laughter and wailing, fighting and dirty words. Shouting and squabbling, drinking and smoking. Hollow moans late at night.

Queenie could hear it all now. There was never any quiet with families crowded into every room. Gaffy the cobbler on the first floor, chestnut roasters on the second and Dirty Sal in the back room with her five screaming nippers.

‘Penny for your thoughts, my big gal,’ said Da.

Queenie opened her eyes and looked at him grinning at her, with his arm around Mam’s shoulder, sitting there as though he was lord of the manor. Like Mam and the little ones and a belly full of bread and beer were all he needed in the world to be happy.

‘I ain’t telling you,’ she said. ‘They’re just my thoughts. They belong to me.’

And before Da could say anything else she went to the corner of the room, wrapped her shawl tight around herself and lay down on the pile of straw she shared as a bed with her brothers.

‘Tomorrow,’ she promised herself. ‘Tomorrow will be different.’

She closed her eyes and wished and wished for some quietness.

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