You Held Me

Jay had a good life till something happened that changed it. What will happen when her past starts to become her present again. Can she handle it? What will happen at the end that will make all of you hate me? Who knows oh yeah me hahaha


5. Chapter 5

“I can almost see it, that dream I’m dreamin, but there’s a voice in my head sayin you’ll never reach it, every step I’m takin, every move I make feels lost with no direction. My faith is shakin, but I. I gotta keep trying, gotta keep my head held high, there’s always going to be another mountain, I’m always gonna wanna make it move, always gonna be an uphill battle, sometimes I’m gonna have to lose, ain’t about how fast I get there, ain’t about what’s on the other side, It’s the climb.”
I stopped after that cause we needed to leave. “Why didn’t you tell me you can sing? You have to go to the X Factor cause that was amazing. Oh yeah, I am going to force you to go. Yep it is already decided, you are going.” “That’s why I didn’t tell you. Can we go now?” “Yeah come on.” We got to the car and drove to the concert without saying a word to each other till we got there. “You excited?” I asked her. “Hell yeah, you know I love them!” “Lets get those seats then.” We parked and walked to the line. They let us in before other people because of the kind of tickets we had. We went to our seats and sat down till it was about time for One Direction to come out. It had gotten pretty crowded with so many screaming fans. “Hello how is everyone today?” someone spoke through a microphone. It wasn’t One Direction thought. I think it was a manager or something like that. He just came on to call One Direction to the stage. They ran up to the stage, jumped around, and started singing. Niall has come a long way with this band I don’t need to get involved in his way. He has other friends and I can see in his eyes that he is happy. I looked up to see them running on the stage over to give fans high fives. “Oh my god here comes Harry. Marissa, hold your hand out.” “Joy, no I told you I don’t want to be here so I’m not going to stick my hand out.” Apparently Harry was coming over here and he touched Joy’s hand. Wow did she freak out. One Direction stopped jumping around and started singing ‘Little Things’. I sat down in my seat and listened to it. After a few minutes the concert was over and everybody was leaving. We walked backstage as the security told us to and we stood there waiting for them. Here Harry comes; Harry turned the corner and came to meet us. “Hello, loves.” Said Harry. Joy just started fangirling right there. So while Joy was having her moment Harry turned to me. “Hey.” I said. “Aren’t you that girl at Abercrombie and Fitch?” Harry asked. “Yeah, sorry that was me.” “It is okay, love.” Out of the corner of my eye I saw the rest of One Direction come around the corner. Joy finished her moment. We all hugged each other as the greetings began, but Niall and I kind of stepped away from the group. Not that far though we were still in their sight. He held me in a big hug as tears started to coming out of my eyes. “I’m sorry, Niall. I couldn’t… I couldn’t keep my promise. I didn’t want to leave. I did want to come back. The ship wrecked and… and…” I said in between tears. “I’m sorry too, Jay. I couldn’t keep my promise either. I was suppose to protect you I was suppose to keep you safe. Jay I missed you so much.” Niall said with tears in his eyes. We walked back to the group and I met the rest of the band. We all switched numbers, said goodbye, and left. Joy and I were in the car when, “What was that about?” Joy asked. “What?” “The thing with Niall.” “Oh nothing he was telling me something that he didn’t get to tell me the other day when I was at work.” “That didn’t look like just nothing. But whatever it’s your personal information not mine.” “Thanks.” “For what?” “Not bugging me about it.” “Oh, your welcome.” We didn’t talk the rest of the way to the dorm so I started texting Niall and Zayn.
Texting Zayn:
J: “Hey, Zayn.” Z: “Vas happenin! Marissa.” J: “Tired so so tired. Vas happenin with you.” Z: “Food. I want some food.” J: “Well tell Niall that and you guys can get some food together.” Z: “Oh yeah, Marissa do you know Niall?” J: “What?” Z: “You and Niall, what happened at the meet and greet?” J: “Nothing happened. I guess I was just so much of one of his fans that I got emotional.” Z: “Sure a fan. I hope you know I will find out haha. Love, no matter what I always find out.”
Texting Niall:
J: “I missed you too, Niall.” N: “Jay we need to talk somewhere I want to know what happened.” J: “I know, but Joy doesn’t know about our relationship or my past and she thinks I am a stalker.” “Niall, Zayn is hungry.” “Oh and I have to go. Like now.” N: “Jay, we have to figure this out. I need to see you again.”


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