The Spark

Harry simply feels like the spark is gone. That's exactly what he tells Maria, shattering her heart. But when she shows up back into his life later will he be reminded of the reasons he once loved her? Or will her fiancé stand in his way?


18. Forgiveness

I packed up the last of my shorts and shivered just thinking about the London snow I was going back too. "Hey Will, have you seen my phone charger?" I sat on the bed and looked up at the ceiling bored. "I packed it in my suitcase babe." I sat up and then heard him turn on the shower. I didn't just want to sit here so I got up and walked downstairs. "Are you sure you have to go Maria?" Niall's Irish voice said before I even fully stepped into the entertainment area. "Yes, Will has to go back for work." Harry didn't look at me. He had a cover over his nose to help it heal. I still couldn't believe Will broke his nose. "How about he goes and you stay?" Louis said it honestly and Eleanor looked at him irritated. I knew she was going to say something. "Well I would love to stay Louis but I would love it more to Spend Christmas with my fiancé." I saw a flash of sadness pass through Louis eyes before he looked at Harry. "I remember when you and Harry used to spend Christmas with me and Eleanor. Everyone was happy." He said It under his breath but I heard it. Everyone did. "Louis you can not just say that!" Eleanor hit him and pulled away from him abruptly. I put my hand on her knee. "It's fine Eleanor, Louis can say what he pleases. Its called Freedom of speech. But I will not tolerate listening to it. Just tell Will I'm outside ready to go when he is." I got up and quickly walked outside. The damp air surrounded me and the sound of  waves claimed me down. "Maria?" His voice sounded so careful and warming. "Yes Harry?" I turned around and he immediately brought me into his arms. I was stunned at first but then pulled away when I realized what was happening. "What the hell?" I looked at him and flicked the hair out of my face. "It's been killing me Maria. I have to know before you leave. Do you forgive me?" My gut wrenched at the thought of telling him. Telling him I couldn't. "Harry , no." I expected him to look shocked but she didn't. He just looked disappointed. "Why not, I'm sorry and it was a long time ago." I looked at him dumb folded. How could he ask such a thing? "Harry you cut me open with your words and left me there to bleed. Have you ever been so mad you just wanted to scream at the top of your lungs, Kick something, Throw something, just brake anything, Because I have Harry. You made me that way. You drove me crazy and I can't let that happen again. Not when I have something so good going for me. And you say we can be friends if I forgive you but we both know we can't. If our past it erased  we will fall right back together and I don't want that. I don't want to loose Will just to have you pretend to care for me. I still remember how I felt the first time you kissed me. I loved it. I still remember how it felt when you broke my heart. I don't ever want to feel like that again Harry. Will won't do that to me." Harry shook his head and laughs spitefully. "You can't just settle for him Maria. Settle for something safe. That's not what you want and you know it deep down. You know it that we still have something. I look at you and Will, I see you don't have it. You don't have a spark. But we do. I know what it's like to know the spark is gone. You want to love them still but deep down its not what you need. Maria this is destiny. Me and you are destiny. God sent you back to me so I could relight our spark. Because your and Wills has died out." I backed away as far as I could with still being on the porch deck. "THERE IS NO SPARK HARRY! It's not a thing ok." He glided over to me quickly. So fast that I couldn't even comprehend the slightest bit of what he did. He pulled me in by the hips and crashed out lips together. Then I heard the front door open and an awkward cough breaking us apart. Then I met Wills disappointed  eyes. 

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