The Spark

Harry simply feels like the spark is gone. That's exactly what he tells Maria, shattering her heart. But when she shows up back into his life later will he be reminded of the reasons he once loved her? Or will her fiancé stand in his way?


32. Deserving

So that's what I did. I left. I didn't say goodbye to Niall or Harry himself. Now here I was outside the airport in London. Hailing a taxi home. I'm sure they both have noticed I was gone by Now. Though no one had tried to contact me. I guess I deserved it. I had lied and manipulated everyone I cared about. Now I had no one. I knew there's was a large possibility Will would be at the house. I secretly hoped he would be. I'm not sure why, just the thought of anyone not hating me might help. Sadly he wasn't. The taxi cab driver took my money and handed me my luggage. "Thank you sir." That would probably be the last person I spoke to for awhile. I didn't even know his name. When I walked into my house realization hit me twice as hard. All his stuff was gone. It was far cleaner. No longer smelled like a mix of everything with his cologne powering over. It was just the furniture, a few books here and there. Then a simple note laid on the living room table. It had my name written across it. Clearly in Wills  Handwriting. I was afraid to read it as my fingers outlined his marks. What was wrong with me? Why couldn't I have just said yes to him and came home. He clearly had just recently left. The ink smeared lightly when I traced my finger over it. Of course I had just missed him. I opened it and sat on the couch. It read:

     "Hello Maria. My love. It's come to my attention that you no longer want to marry me. It will just be harder if we talk about it or see each other. At least it would be harder for me. I do seriously love you. So much this hurts. Gosh it Hurts so bad writing this to you. I just want you to be happy. That's what loving Someone is. Wishing the best for them in every way. If you are happier with someone else then be with them. I will never forget what we had. I will also never forget how you helped me save my mothers life. I wish you the best of luck in all aspects of life. Do I still Love you? Of course I do.  Forever and always." 
Sincerely, That guy that was good at Jeopardy

I folded the letter up and allowed it to drop onto the table freely. Over. It was over and I knew it. Will was gone, needed to be. Harry didn't want me, shouldn't want me. I was alone and I deserved it. Christmas was in two days, my house had no decorations, and I had no plans. I deserved it all though. 

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