lost love (Niall Horan fan fictions)

What is love? How do you find, love? Better yet, is there even such thing as 'love'? Or is it just a myth? Questions like this are holding Dest back, from life, school, her dreams. She was about to give in, break down, she was about fail without even moving on. But those questions will have answers, and those answers will have meanings. She will learn the lesson she was Destined to be. Her teacher none-other then her idol, Niall Horan.


4. chapter 4

Dessy's P.O.V

We all walked to nando's to figure everything out. Niall is explaining how we are going to move everything and I should only bring certain things. Some time during that I tuned out. He is so cute, his hair, His eyes. Dessy, stop! You can't risk it again. I just can't. But his voice is like an angel. He is perfect, just like me, everything I've ever wanted. Hes my prince. but I'm not his princess...

"Dessy!" Some one screams at me. I go back to reality. "what..?" I asked. "I'm going to go with Liam and Savannah to go get Savannah's stuff, you and Niall go to ours, you know the stuff I need to pack right?" I nod my head. "OK well then lets hit the rode!" Liam says and we all leave nando's. Toris' and my flat is further away then Savannahs', but I didn't mind since i was with my best-friend. "so twerp, hows D been?" D is my brother, his real name is D'vante, but no one knows how to say it right, so we just call him D. "Still a brat, And a jerk." I update him on whats going on with my family and he updates me on his. "so twerp, where is your flat we've been walking forever!" "We've only been walking for 10 minutes! And stop calling me twerp!" I've always hated it when he called me it. "fine, beautiful where's your house?" He says with his perfect smirk. Why is he doing this to me? I started to blush a bit and it a miracle he didn't notice. "It's just up the street. Do you now understand why we need this car so bad?" I seriously hate walking, especially at night. "don't worry, you wont need a car anymore!" I was about to say something, when a drunk man came and started talking to me. "Excuse me I have to get home." I say trying to push him out of the way. "No need to go home, you can stay with me, We could have plenty of fun there" "no I am perfectly fine at my house" I started walking away when he grabbed my arm hard. "Now stop being a tease and come home with me." His grip was getting stronger and he wouldn't let go.

"let go of her." I turn to see Niall with a red face. Probably from anger. "And what are you going to do? You're only 2 feet tall!" Niall punched the guy right in the face, I got my arm free and i ran in to Niall's arms. I started crying from shock, he hugged me tight and rubbed my back, Trying to calm me. "It's ok, he's gone." I just hug him tighter, not wanting to let go. "Niall please don't leave me." He gave me a squeeze "I would never do that." We started walking, me still in his arms. "Destiny?" "Yes?" "I'm not short am I?" I laughed, Niall wasn't short, just not the tallest guy. "No Niall, you aren't short, your perfect." "Thank you love" He set me down back on the ground, But he was holding my hand tight. "My flat's right here" "Finally" He says with a chuckle. We went up to my flat and started packing.


Niall's P.O.V

That man was disgusting, I just wanted to kill him, putting his hands on her, talking to her like that. Terrible. Once we got up to her flat I texted a cab drive to pick us up. "Hey Niall how long do we have till the cab?" "Umm not till 11:30" Hopefully she doesn't get mad... "NIALL!" To late.. "yes sweetie?" "Don't call me sweetie! Its only 8:30! Why is the cab getting here so late?!?" I'm not even joking right now. She was the cutest thing when she's angry. "Because they didn't have any earlier cabs..." She sighs dropping the bags, for her clothes. "well do you wanna have some food?" "Really Dessy. Really. That is just sad." She gave me a face that said 'Hey I was just asking!' We both bursted out in laughter. She Grabbed two lemonades, and put some popcorn in the microwave. She popped the cap off the lemonade, and put a straw in them. When she was about to give me it she immediately stopped. "Oh wait I'm sorry! do you want a beer instead? I'm sorry!" She started to go back to the kitchen, but before she could i grabbed her wrist, and pulled her, which caused her to fall back on the couch. "Oh just sit down, I'll take the lemonade!" I said laughing taking the bottle. "Are you sure? You don't have to not drink, just because I don't." she said. "I'm fine Destiny! Trust me!" She smiled and went on sipping her lemonade. I am pretty happy that I'm the only one that calls her Destiny, i've known her forever, before her brother was born. And I knew how much she hated it. But it grew and now everyone calls her Dessy. 

She was beautiful. Truly, perfect. She wasn't to short. she was actually always tall for her age. She hated it in when we were younger. She could never find a boyfriend that was taller then her. when she turned 15, she just stopped growing, so she's normal height, but I'm still taller. Her Hair, is a beautiful light brown, that has beautiful, natural, lose curls. Her eyes', oh my her eyes'. I've never seen any like hers'. The are mostly green, a bright green that always lit up a room, but as her mood changes, they turn this beautiful, deep aqua. I would spend hours looking at her eyes'. And her personality, when you really got to know her, she was amazing. She was always kind. But she was so fragile. She absolutely hates fights, or anyone yelling out of anger, she will end up in tears. She's been hurt by so many jerks. I have no clue how they could hurt her. Her family where terrible, then she has to be bullied and hurt, by scum. It's heart breaking. 

I was looking right at her, watching her. Just watching. She was a piece of art. I must of turned out of reality, and then thats when i realized that she said something. "I'm sorry, say that again?" Her cheeks' turned red, noticing I was staring at her. "I said 'I can't believe it's you'" she said Laughing. "And I cant believe it's you!" I really couldn't. "Niall, can I ask you something else?" she asked, looking down at her lemonade, getting serious. "Well you just did!" I said trying to lighten the mood, it didn't work. "I'm serious." she said looking up at me, tears welling up in her eyes. I set my lemonade down, and sat closer to her puling her on my lap, comforting her. "Anything you want" i said pulling my chin on her head. "what is wrong with me?" I took this in with a shock. "what do you mean?" "I mean, I try my best, I try so hard. But someone, is always there telling me, I'm not good enough, or it's always something. They pick at me, and pick at me. Not knowing how much of me is already gone. But they don't care. I always have to be the best. but if I slow down, or take a break, or even not do it to it's full potential. I get knocked down, like I'm a failure, like I'm a waste of space. What is wrong with me, am I forgetting something? I just don't know anymore." She was balling by the end. I hugged her tight, with tears forming in my eyes. She doesn't deserve it, no one does. I let go of her, and lifted her chin, so I could look into her eyes'. "Destiny Rain Pullen. Iv'e known you for our whole child hood. Iv'e been through so much, with you. and I can say. ANYONE who is ever kicking you down, is either jealous, or doesn't know you. You are Practically perfect, in side and out. You are the kindest, sweetest, and hard working person I have ever, EVER met. And if anyone says other wise, just come to me. Tell me, I'll deal with it. I'll help you. I don't want to ever see you cry, I don't care the reason. You shouldn't be crying, ever. And I mean every, single word." I brought her back in to a hug, and she cried in my chest. When we broke apart I wiped the tears that where now staining her cheeks. "what did I do to deserve you?" she said looking me in the eyes'. "just being you, the real question is 'what did I do to deserve YOU?'" she hugged me on last time. "shit!" she said under her breath. "what?" I asked as we where letting go of each other. "i forgot about the popcorn." she said laughing, while getting up and laughing. "It's burnt!" she yelled from the kitchen. I got up and went to the kitchen. "it's fine, we don't have to throw it away." I said. "Niall if you eat that popcorn, that is going to be low, even for y-"




Dessy's P.O.V

That's when it hit me, literally. Niall had thrown a piece of popcorn at my face. "Oh I'm gonna get you Horan!" I said grabbing a hand full of popcorn and chasing him. I was running and running, laughing. Thats when I resized, maybe i should of kept my eyes open. I had ran right in to Niall, landing top of him. I rolled of and on to my back. "ugh" I moaned while rubbing my head. Great, I had a cut on my forehead. Niall immediately got up. "DESTINY! Not again! Destiny are you ok!?" He said pulling me up. "yes, yes Niall I'm fine." I said laughing. "No you're not! look you have a cut!" "Niall I'm f-" I didn't get to finish my sentence, when he pulled me over his shoulder and took me to the bathroom. "where's your first-aid?" He asked. "in the cabinet but I'm fine really!" He ignored me and got the first-aid. "now this might sting" he covered my eyes, and sprayed that horrible thing. "AH GOSH!" I said waving my hands in front of it. "does it hurt?" I looked at him. "no Niall it feels like i just got kissed by a unicorn." I said sarcastically. "really?" He asked looking at the bottle. "NO! IT FEELS LIKE SATAN JUST PISSED ON MY FOREHEAD!" He started to laugh while getting the bandage's. "ok, do you want 'butterfly's, or Spider-man?'" He asked Holding up the boxes. "Niall, how dare you ask me. I know you know. JUST PUT THE GODDAMN BAND-AID ON ME!" I yelled at him. "Yea, I know, just wanted to know if you have a concussion!" he said. He pulled out a spider-man band-aid. "no! The one with his web going out!" What? I wanted that one...He laughed and pulled out the one with the web. "is this one you want, your majesty?" he asked. I nodded my head. 

He was putting the band-aid on. He looked straight in my eyes'. And I looked in his. "you know, you really are beautiful" he whispered. He started to lean in. I did the same. He crashed his lips into mine. It felt so right. People say it's like fireworks, and a tingling in your body, but its not. It's not this big 'oh my gosh I kissed him, it was perfect, fireworks went off between us.' kind of thing. It was a moment, you will never forget. Like when you where little and you finally got that doll you've wanted for so long. Or your daddy finally came back from the army. It felt like nothing mattered. Like nothing was there. It was like time froze, but yet time was on fast-forward. The felling lasted a lifetime, but the moment only lasted for so long. And when the moment did end. There was nothing left to say. 

when we broke apart I gave him a look. A 'whatever happened, It was amazing' kind of look. "Destiny I'm sorry it's just i got caught up in the mo-" I interrupted him. I didn't want to be let down. "We should get packing." I said and walked out of the bathroom.




*sorry it took me so long to update! but anyways,thoughts so far? how do you like it? any notes? anything i should add? Ideas?*













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