lost love (Niall Horan fan fictions)

What is love? How do you find, love? Better yet, is there even such thing as 'love'? Or is it just a myth? Questions like this are holding Dest back, from life, school, her dreams. She was about to give in, break down, she was about fail without even moving on. But those questions will have answers, and those answers will have meanings. She will learn the lesson she was Destined to be. Her teacher none-other then her idol, Niall Horan.


35. Chapter 29

Tori's P.O.V

      The plane landed and I could feel my blood heating up, and my heart beating faster, and within seconds it was racing. I grabbed my bag and was waiting to get off the plane. Finally the pilot told us it was safe to exit the plane, and we all stood up. "Come one Bell, wake up, Nialls waiting on us..." I over heard Liam trying to wake up Bell. My heart started to beat even faster, not that I think it could of. I didn't know what came over me, maybe force of habit, maybe because I knew thats what I needed to do or what, but before I could even think about it I dropped my bags and ran off the plane. I heard people calling my name, but I didn't stop. I ran, and ran, and ran right off of the plane, out side. I stopped as soon as my feet hit the pavement, and looked around, until I saw him; Niall. The only person who could be even feeling the slightest pain I am right now.

    I know the rest of the gang feel hurt, scared, and broken. I know they all love Dessy so much, but I grew up with her, she's the only person who understands what I've been through, because she was there with me. And same with Niall, we all have been all we've ever needed, and all we ever cared about. We were all we had. 

I ran right in to Nialls arms, not saying a word. I jumped in his arms and he held me. I hadn't noticed I was crying, until I let out a whale, and thats when it all came out. I was in hysterics, uncontrollably crying. No one has ever seen me cry like this, not even Dessy. I didn't even know I could cry this hard. The next thing I knew Niall was in tears, and crying hard. He began to shake, and then fell to his knees; but we didn't let go of each other. No. We sat there and cried. 

" Tori I'm scared." I heard him cry in to  my shoulder. 

    "I'm scared too" I choked out. I felt two hands pull me off the ground. When I looked up I saw Louis' face with tears falling. "I'll drive." Liam suggested. "No I will." Zayn said pressed. Liam nodded and Louis started to carry me to the car. "I got her." I heard Harry say. I felt like resisting the offer, but was to tired, and weak to do so, so I accepted. We all pilled in the car, red puffy eyes and all. Harry sat me next to him, on the window seat. I leaned my head against the window and watched as the background started to move. Once and a while tears would fall, but By the time we got to the hotel, I was numb. 

        We walked in to the hotel room and we all piled in to the living room. El, Perrie, and Bella all sat on the couch, sitting on their boyfriends laps. I sat on the floor, as Harry held me. He tried to bring me closer to him, but I resisted and pushed him away. I sat with my knees pulled to my chest, rocking back and forth. They where all talking about what they where going to do, but it was all just muffled voices.

         "Tori" I was finally snapped out of my daydream when someone taped me on the shoulder. It was Harry. "Yea?" I respond. "I got us a room down the hall. It's getting pretty late, we all decided that we should get some sleep and start looking tomorrow morning." I nodded and slowly attempted to stand up. I started to get really dizzy, causing me to fall over and stumble. Harry grabbed my waist, keeping me steady. "Th-Thank you." I mumble, still pretty dizzy. Without a response Harry picked me up and carried me to our room down the hall. 

He sat me down on the bed, but I didn't move. I sat there, staring at the floor. "Arms up." He demanded. I did as he told, without thinking twice. He took off my long sleeve, and slid on one of his baggy shirts. Then he turned around and went to his suit case to get some clothes for bed, and while he did so, I slid off my pants, and I was just in my underwear. I sat there, still not moving, I started to fiddle with my fingers. When Harry was done changing, he turned towards me, letting out a gasp. 

I was started at first, looking up to him with widened eyes, but when I looked at him, he was shocked, and scared. I was confused, but then his hand slowly came up, and pointed at me. I gave him a puzzled look, there was nothing wrong, he's seen me in my underwear before. "Babe, why?" He asked, sitting down next to me, his eyes getting glossy. Thats when I realized, those times he saw me in my underwear, it was dark, and late at night, and I usually woke up before he did, so he never saw the scares on my hips, and I always where long sleeves.

He's never seen my cuts.

I lowered my gaze, and didn't say a word for a few moments. "When I was younger, Its nothing now, I've stopped." I said, trying to smile. He didn't say a word, he just hugged me, and for the thousandth time tonight, I cried. But this time it wasn't because of Dessy, it was because of me. Because I was scared, and I didn't know what was going to happen. I was lost.

Niall's P.O.V

 We looked for hours, soon hours turned in to days, and now its been 3 weeks since she has been missing. She was on every news stand, every radio station, every tv channel. There was no way that someone hadn't heard about her. We had not left Greece, we have been out every day looking, taking shifts on who will look at night, but day by day our hope was falling.    

       I sat on the couch, in the same position I always go back to, I fall in to this trance, and don't speak, I haven't spoke for days, just when I cry out for her. I've turned in to a monster, but I don't care, and I wont change, she was all I had, the only one who understood.. 

"You do it" I heard Zayn whisper.

"No you" No you, Liam replied.

"I'll do it" Louis volunteered.

I heard foot steps walking towards me, as he walked slowly, and carefully, like he would in a minefield, any step could cause an explosion.  "Niall?" I heard him say in a soft voice as he came closer.  "Niall." He said a bit more firmly as he stood beside me, but I still have not answered, my voice is for Destiny.  "Niall!" He said fed up with the silence.  "its over man!" He shouted. "Its over.. theres nothing more we can-" 

     I pushed my body off of the couch, "NO! Its not over! Don't you ever EVER say that again!" I yell at him.  "NIALL WE HAVE SEARCHED FOR 3 WEEKS! Its over! We know you are hurt, this is has been a nightmare, it has been for all of us! But look at everyone! You're putting us through hell!" He shouted back, anger between his teeth. 

"thats all you think it is? You think I'm 'Hurt'? This" I said motioning to everything around me.  "Is no nightmare. THIS IS THE ONLY FUCKING THING I HAVE LEFT OF HER. My girlfriend is missing, we didn't have a fight, we didn't break up, she didn't move out, SHE HAS BEEN TAKEN. SHE COULD BE HURT, SHE COULD BE DRUGGED SHE COULD BE COLD. She could be crying and I'm not there to wipe her tears away. I cant hold her and tell her everything will be okay. She... She could be dead." With tears forming I looked Louis in the eyes. I watched as his eyes locked with mine, and see the pain; he understood.  "I know it night be hard for you guys, but you have your fucking girlfriends, safe, right here, for you to hug at night. Shes not missing, you know if shes dead or alive. I don't know what thats like. Greece is the last thing I have of her, because this place, was where she last was, and that means there is a chance she is still here. So yeah, we might have looked every inch of this place, but its not over." I looked at them all. "It's not over...."




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