lost love (Niall Horan fan fictions)

What is love? How do you find, love? Better yet, is there even such thing as 'love'? Or is it just a myth? Questions like this are holding Dest back, from life, school, her dreams. She was about to give in, break down, she was about fail without even moving on. But those questions will have answers, and those answers will have meanings. She will learn the lesson she was Destined to be. Her teacher none-other then her idol, Niall Horan.


14. Chapter 13

Dessy's P.O.V

"Okay who goes first?" I ask the group.

"ME!" louis shot up.

"Okay Lou you don't have to yell!" I say laughing. 

"Sorry Dessy" 

"It's fine, okay go!" 

"Hmmm Harry Truth or Dare?" 

"umm dare!" He said pulling Tori closer.

"I dare you to kiss Bella!" He said with a laugh. Harry's head feel down and he let out a sigh, Liam's face tightened and got stone cold, it was cute how much he cared about her. Bellas face got bright red, she looked over to me with a confused look. I pointed to my cheek, showing her she was blushing. She quickly covered her cheeks.

"Well go on!" Louis said, clapping his hands together. Harry gently moved Tori of him and looked at her.

"It's fine. But if I see you do it ever again, I'll cut you." She said so harshly. Harry slowly moved over to Bella, he leaned in, and Bella met him half way. They way they kissed, made them look so happy, like they where made for each other. I know it sounds weird, but when you see two people kiss, it either looks perfect like a fairy tale, or it looks like the evil step sisters kissing prince charming, and they looked like a fairy tale. I was thinking about how cute they are together, when I remembered, Tori and Harry are together. I love Tori so much, and I hate seeing her sad, so I made them stop kissing. 

"Okay! thats enough for now!" I said clapping my hands together.

"Harry go!" Niall said, he had caught on. Harry moved back to his seat, but Tori didn't go back on his lap, she put her head down and went on her phone.

"Okay, El truth or dare?"


"okay, do you think Lou is marriage material?" 

"You're asking me if my five year old boyfriend is marriage material?" She said, raising an eyebrow. Everyone laughed except for Tori and Lou.

"What's that suppose to mean?!?" That just made everyone laugh harder.

"Okay El your turn" I said, trying to stop laughing. My phone buzzed right after i finished my sentence. It was Tori.

'you saw it didn't you..' 

'I'm sorry babe. But we might just be jumping the gun.'

'He doesn't feel the same does he?"

'babe he's lucky you're sitting by him right now. You're worth so much more. He does like you, a lot. Don't worry about it love.'

"Dessy?" I heard Niall, call my name, then tapped me on the shoulder.

"Huh?" The group laughed. "What?" 

"I asked you!!" El said laughing.

"Oh I'm sorry, I was in my own world, I pick dare." 

"okay I dare you to do a hand stand for one minute!" Tori and I laughed. Not only where we in dance, but in tumbling, but just to help with our dance, so a hand stand was easy to us. I got up and stretched out my wrists, and my shoulders, then my legs, and did a hand stand, for the whole minute.

"Easy." I said coming down, on to my feet.

"Show off.." I heard Perrie say under her breath. But loud enough for me to hear it.

"Love you too Babe." I said laughing. 

"oh you know I love you to death!"  I laughed. 

"Okay, Liam truth or dare." 

"I'm not playing." He responded, harshly. 

"Dare it is! I dare you to do the one thing you wanted to do all day!" I gave him a look saying 'I know what's up, ask her on a date already' 

"I said I'm not playing." He said a bit louder. 


"No, I'm, not, playing." He said sounding annoyed.

"Side bar." I said and got up, and walked to the kitchen. I waited a few moments and he hadn't come yet.

"Liam would you get your ass in the kitchen before I drag you by your ear!" I shout.

"She will mate, trust me." I heard Niall whisper. I heard foot steps, and then Liam was in the kitchen.

"What is your problem?!" I whisper harshly.

"what?!" He threw his hands in the air in frustration.

"Why wont you ask her on a date?!?!" 

"What are you talking about?!" He said, getting shy.

"Liam! The guys might be blind, but I'm not. I saw how you looked at her, and how you held her. How you talk to her. You care about her. And I know she likes you!"

"Really? then how come her tongue was down Harry's throat?! Because she looked perfectly happy with him!"

"listen here you mofo. You need to stop being insecure, grow some balls and ask her out. Because you're not just gonna ruin your chance to be happy, but Tori and Harry's chance to be happy. Now go in there and ask her out!"

"I lost Dani already, I can't lose Bella." Tears started to form

I sighed and sat down at the table "If you don't make your move now, you're defiantly gonna lose her. Don't make her wait for you."

"She's to important to me." Tears where falling down his cheek, I wiped one away. 

"She's never gonna know unless you tell her."

"Or if I hear you.." I turned around to Bella standing in the door way.

"I'll leave you two to talk." I got up, and went back to the living room.

"and thats how you do it." I said sitting down. Everyone was giving me weird looks.

"don't ask. someone go for Liam"

"Okay.. Niall!" Lou shouted. I pulled out my phone to a text from Tori.

'How am I not suppose to worry about it? I don't deserve Harry. He's way better then me! All I am in an ugly, fat chines girl!'

Tears came to my eyes, I hate knowing my best friend thinks this way about her self.

'Tori that's not true. You are amazing, and gorgeous, and what the hell are you talking about? You 50 pounds under weight! Tori no guy will ever deserve you, but Harry is a person who knows you're better then him, and he'll do anything to keep you. I can see how he looks at you.'

'Dessy, he's to good for me. It's not true, i'm fat and ugly. He's just 'dating' me because he feels bad for me.'

That's it. 

"Hey!" Everyone who was talking stopped. 

"everyone who thinks Harry's to good for Tori raise your hands." Tori slightly raised her hand

"everyone who thinks Tori is to good for Harry raise their hands." Everyone but Tori did.

"everyone who thinks Tori is fat, and ugly raise their hands." Tori raised her finger, so no one would notice.

"Everyone who thinks Tori is gorgeous, and needs to gain weight stand up." Everyone stood up, leaving Tori on the floor.

"thank you. you can sit down now. I made my point." I sat down, and Tori had tears in her eyes. 

Dang it.

"Tori, I'm so-" She got up and ran up stairs. Harry got up to go after her.

"Harry, it's my fault I'll go." I got up and stomped my feet up the stairs. 

"To much dramaaaaaaaaaaaa" I whined.

I knocked on her door. "Gummy Bear?" I she didn't say anything, but I could hear her crying.

"Gummy bear I'm sorry. You just mean to much, I needed to prove a point."

"What point?! Me being insecure?!" She shouted. 

"NO! Tori, I'm sorry, I just can't see you like this. It reminds me of when you where depressed. I was scared you will make the same bad decision you did."

"the only bad decision I made was dating that loser!" She said falling back.

"Oh really?! REALLY!" I pulled up her sleeve to show her scars. "That loser was the only mistake?"

"don't act so innocent. You have the same god damn scars as me. and last time I checked, I'm not the one who tried to over dose, but epicly failed." She said snarled. 

"at least I wasn't pregnant." I shot back "Tori All i've ever tried to do was help you."

"I never asked you to. And it would be better if we just stop talking. I don't need someone trying to control my life."

"Fine then" I said crying and ran out the room. I bumped in to Harry on the way out.

"She thinks you're to good for her. Tell her that you've never felt this was about someone before, and it feels like a fairy tale. Then force her to watch pinocio. She's going to refuse, but make her anyways, make her tea, and come cookies and tell her how you feel about her and she'll be fine." I moved out of Harry's way and ran to the front door.

"I'm going out, I'll be back.." I said and before anyone had the chance to stop me, I ran out the door and down the street.

how could you? How could you do that to your best friend. She needed you and you left her. you're a monster. you'll never be good enough just leave.

These thoughts went through my mind, I am a monster aren't I? I needed to talk to someone. So I called the one person who listens to me. I pulled out my phone, and dialed his number.



"Whats wrong babe?"

"I just need help. Everything is crumbling and falling."

"Come over, I'll call the guys."


"hey Destiny?"


"You are to hot to cry" I could hear Henry wink in through the phone.

"You're such a dork henry. I love you."

"You too, see you soon"


I walked to the corner store before going to Henrys and got some ben and jerrys. Henry isn't like a boyfriend to me, or anyone I've dated, he's just a friend. He's actually younger then me, I met him through my brother, along with Eli Maxx squared, and Max. They all have liked me, but Henry is the one who is more up forward with it, it's not really him 'liking' me, it's just him thinking I'm hot. But we are really close, he was my brother when I didn't have mine. I was happy to see him, all of them, they mean a lot to me.

*sometime later*

I knocked on the door and the door instantly flung open.

"The strippers here!" Maxx squared yelled. 

"Very funny fat ass." I walked over to Max and Eli and laid on top of them.

"Niall asked me out." I say

"damn it!" I heard Henry from the kitchen.

"what did you say?" Max asked.

"what the hell do you think I said?!" I laughed.

"Right. Then why are you crying?" Eli asked.

"To early. Ice cream first." I said.

"Did yo-" 

"Yes Maxx squared, I got you magic brownie." I cut him off, and threw him his pint.

"Eli heres yours, Max, Henry they where out of 'imagine world peace' so I got you 'late night snake'" I tossed him the pint.

"Wheres yours?" Henry asked.

"right here" I said and pulled out a gallon of mint chocolate chip.

"Wow. it was bad wasn't it." Eli asked. I bursted out crying. Max pulled my in a hug and i cried in his chest.

I balled and once I could speak it just came out. 

"I lost Tori!" 


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