lost love (Niall Horan fan fictions)

What is love? How do you find, love? Better yet, is there even such thing as 'love'? Or is it just a myth? Questions like this are holding Dest back, from life, school, her dreams. She was about to give in, break down, she was about fail without even moving on. But those questions will have answers, and those answers will have meanings. She will learn the lesson she was Destined to be. Her teacher none-other then her idol, Niall Horan.


10. chapter 10

Dessy's P.O.V

He actually said it. He actually said he loved me, more then best friends. I was in shock. Niall must of realized that it was a prank. He go up of the floor and went on his bed. He held his hands up to his eyes. I think he was about to cry. I sat next to him on the bed. We where silent for a while until I spoke up.

"did you really mean it?" I chocked up.

"It's all i've ever wanted to tell you since the 5th grade." He looked up at me.

"Niall.." I couldn't find the words to say.

"You know what. forget it. I'm sorry I'm putting you through this, I know I have no I have no chance with you. Don't feel bad it's my fault.." He got up angrily, and punched the wall.

"Niall stop!" I hated seeing him like this. "Niall I care about you! You are my everything! I have nothing with out you!" I heard Tori mumble 'that hurt' on the other side of the door. I ignored it.

"Niall, you where always there for me, You are amazing and I was broken after you left. I lost faith in everything! I cried for months! I lost you! Niall I love you!" Niall turned toward me his eyes where sparkling from the tears that he was holding back. 

"Destiny. I have never stopped talking about you. Everything reminds me of you. Ask the boys I never shut up about you.-"

'he's got that right' Harry mumbled.

"DO YOU MIND!" Niall and I both said at the same time. We looked at each other and laughed.

"Destiny. I went to your house the day I left. Your mom said you where with James. I didn't have time to find you. I wanted to so bad. I wanted to just take you away from him. He doesn't deserve you. I wanted to hug you, and tell you everything I'm saying now, but I couldn't. I couldn't because I knew you where happier with him. I held it all in all these years. And now I'm finally saying them. Destiny Rain, will you please be my girlfriend." I didn't now what to say. I sat there in silence for what seemed like minutes. I looked up at Niall who had tears bursting from his eyes. His eye's turned to the ground. "I knew it" he mumbled. He started to walk away when Trinity burst through the door.

"hold the heck up." neither of us said anything.

"Destiny, after almost 6 years of crying, and dreaming, wishing, and every single tub of ice cream you are just going to turn him down?!?" She almost screamed. I looked down at my hands.

"and YOU!" She turned to Niall. "You, you would just leave her? After 6 years of waiting, 6 years of holding it all in? You're just going to dump all that stuff on her and expect an answer just like that?! Just yesterday you wouldn't admit you even saw her as a girl friend!" He didn't say anything.

"if you guys don't explain you selfs in about 5 seconds I swear to god." I knew I had to say something.

"I just afraid of losing him again" "I'm just afraid of losing her again" me and Niall said at the same time.

"guy's.." She sat down next to me. She patted the spot next to her, for Niall to come sit down.

"Guy's you can wait. You don't have to jump in to it. You've waited this long. A while longer isn't going to hurt." She got up, and pushed me toward Niall. He pulled me in a hug and I started to cry. He hushed me and we laid down. Trinity came and laid on the other side of me. Tori came in and laid on the other side of Niall. Just like it use to be. Except something was missing. Savannah. I missed her so so much.

"I missed this. all of us together again." Trinity said. 

"I missed it too." Niall, Tori and I all said in sync. 

"hey what about me?" Harry said. Trinity moved to the edge, and we all moved closer. Harry taking the spot next to Tori, he wrapped his arms around her. We where all peaceful, until I realized that there was a girl standing awkwardly in the door way.

"hey Tori." I whispered.

"yea?" she whispered back.

"there is a girl standing in the door way." I said scared.

"oh yea sorry. IZZY! Come here join in!" the girl walked over and sat on the corner of the bed, where our feet are. 

"umm doesn't seem like there's room.."

"Nonsense! there's p-" Tori was interrupted but a scream. 

"Harry! How dare you cheat on me like this!" the boy said.

"Louis Shut up!" a gorgeous girl said. 

"Sorry El." He gave her a kiss. Louis and El then came on the bed cuddling up next to us on the bed. 

"Okay now there's no ro-" Izzy was interrupted by a mysterious looking boy and another gorgeous girl. 

"Or you can just not invite Perrie and I to the party." Zayn said. 

"It's not like you would of got up babe." Perrie said. I laughed. He picked her up and they found a place to cuddle up on the bed.

"Okay I'm pretty positive there is no more room" Izzy said standing up and laughing. Just as she finished her sentence Liam walked in.

"hey wh-" he froze once he saw Izzy. 

"why are you standing up?" He said to her.

"Umm there's no room." Izzy said. Liam laughed. 

"Is she serious?" He laughed.

"Afraid so mate." Harry said.

"There is plenty of room...?" He let his breath linger, longing for her name.


"Okay well Izzy, If you don't mind. I'm going to show you where we fit in!" Before she could of answered, Liam Picked her up and made a spot for them to sit. We all sat there for a while, talking, laughing, just having fun. I forgot about Savannah, yea I missed her like hell, but I have a family now. And nothing can change that. I kept on checking up on Liam and Izzy. Liam never let go over her, and his eye's never left her. I felt so happy for him. While talking we found out that Izzy is 19 like Tori and I, and she just moved here and all three of us have the same classes! She was super nice, and sweet. 

"Hey what time is it?" Tori asked. 

"It's noon thirty." Yea yea I know, it's supose to be twelve thirty, but I say noon..

"Oh gosh I forgot everyone up! Come one! Girlies! Girl's day out, we're going to the mall! come on people move it move it!" Trinity said getting up. 

"Dessy, Tori, Perrie, El, Izzy! everyone lets go!" She dragged me off the bed.

"ughh" I groaned. El, Trinity, Perrie and Izzy where already ready, so Tori and I went to go get ready. I wore a black T-Shirt that was a little baggy, and high raised shorts with my T-shirt tucked in, and some black VANS. I put my hair in a messy bun and and did my make up. When I was some what decent, I grabbed my phone and went to the living room with the rest of the girls. 

"TORI LETS GOO!!" I yell.

"I'm coming I'm coming!" She shouted back. I sat down no the couch and sighed.

"Okay well I think I'm going to go now! I loved meeting you guys!" Izzy said getting up and walking towards the door. 

"wait!" Liam said and ran towards her. "You can't leave yet."

"Yeah we're going to the mall!" I said walking up behind Liam.

"oh I don't know, are you sure you want me to come? It seems like friend time." She said shyly.

"Oh nonsense!" I said laughing. 

"Why are we laughing?" Tori said coming down the stairs.

"Izzy's trying to leave! She thinks it's 'friend' time!" I said.

"OH no no no no. You're coming." Tori said, not giving her a choice.

"Come on everyone! Made an appointment at the nail salon!" Trinity said grabbing her keys. Perrie and El gave Zayn and Louis a good bye kiss and walked out. 

"Have fun babe!" Zayn said.

"Not to much fun!" Louis said jokingly, in a fatherly tone.

"Don't worry, we wont break them" I said walking out. 

"wait!" I heard Harry yell behind us. 

"Oh sorry babe!" Tori said, running up in Harry's arms, giving him a kiss. I turned to Izzy and made a gagging motion. We both laughed and ran to the car. We where waiting for Tori when Niall ran out of the house.

"Destiny. I love you be safe, and I want you to know I'll wait for you." I didn't know how to reply, luckily Tori ran out of the house, pulling me in the car. We left and where off to the mall.

*after a few minutes.*

"I have a question" Izzy said.

"answer!" Tori, Trin, and I all said at once. 

"Okay, so If you're named dessy, why does Niall call you Destiny?"

I looked at Tori. She shrugged. 

"Umm My name is Destiny, But i got this nickname by my brother, since he couldn't pronounce it."

"Okay, so why does he call you by your real name if everyone else calls you by your nick name?"

"Because I've alway hated it, and he knows I do, and I guess he just couldn't change to calling me Dessy"

"oh.." She said looking down.

"Well then I have a confession." She finally said,

"Go on." I replied.

"I hate the name Izzy, I hate it I hate it I hate it!" She said, she spat out. I laughed.

"Okay, what's your real name then?"


"Okay, how about bella?"

"I love it!" She shouted happily, then squealed. I quickly covered my ears. Tori covered her mouth.

"I'm sorry about that love it's just, Dessy, doesn't do good with yelling to loud."

"Oh I'm sorry Dessy"

"It's perfectly okay Bella." I said and smiled at her. we rode the rest of the ride to the sound of the radio.





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