Over Again

Summary

Charlotte and Harry's relationship started out rough. The first three months was hard for them, filled with drama. There was a lot of bumps in the road, and obstacles along the way. But they figured out their problems, and got over it. Can they forgive and forget their past, and start it all over again?

Sequel to 'Forgive and Forget'.

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12. Chapter 12:


Charlotte's P.O.V:

 

"This one is perfect!" Dani squealed, as she pulled one of my dresses out of my closet.
(http://www.polyvore.com/petite_navy_pink_embellished_waist/thing?id=77554347)

The girls were preparing me for my date with harry tonight. She held it up for the rest of us to see. It was a navy and pink dress, that louis had bought me.

"No, I like this one! It's beautiful!" Perrie argued, taking another one of my dresses that louis had bought.
(http://www.polyvore.com/lipsy_ruffle_detail_strapless_shift/thing?id=78929774)
This one was white, it was one of my favourite dresses, along with the one dani had picked out and a few others.

"Or this one?" Rosie held up a dress that harry had bought me once.
(http://www.polyvore.com/forever_unique_monochrome_strapless_bow/thing?id=75437130)
I had only worn it a few times, but I still loved it. It was a short black and cream dress with a big bow on it.

I watched the girls as the continued to grab dresses out of my wardrobe. None of them were agreeing on what dress I should wear, they were all arguing over what dress they thought was prettier. I groaned and sat on the bed.

"Oh my god! It has to be this one charlotte!" Perrie yelled, grabbing a simple, white dress that I had bought when rosie and I had been shopping.
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I had a large collection of dresses in my closet, and I only wore half of them.

"Girl, where did you get all of these gorgeous dresses? I'm so jealous!" Dani gasped, as she looked at every one of my dresses. I shrugged, and grabbed my phone to sign into twitter.

"Harry and louis bought most of them, but I bought a few." I replied. She rolled her eyes at the mention of the boys' names.

"Those boys spoil you so much, I wish liam did that for me!" Dani whined. I laughed at her, as she pouted. She knew that liam would buy her anything if she just asked for it, but she wasn't like that. She didn't ask for him to buy her anything.

"You know, harry would buy you the world if you asked for it." Perrie commented. I smiled at how sweet harry was, I knew this was true. I looked back down at my phone, and scrolled through my twitter mentions. Something I regret doing, again.


"Okay charlotte, we've decided on what you are wearing! Go get changed into this dress, and hurry because we still have to do your hair and make-up!" Perrie ordered, as she handed me the second dress that she had picked out.

I tried to hold back my tears, not wanting the girls to see me crying again. I took the dress that perrie was holding and flashed her a convincing smile. She eyes me suspiciously knowing that it wasn't a real smile. But she didn't say anything.

I walked out of the room and down the hallway to the bathroom. I didn't bother locking the door, the boys were to busy with their video games to bother using the bathroom. I stood in front of the mirror and stared at myself.

Unable to hold it in any longer, I burst into tears for the third time today. I was so pathetic.. Always crying. I stared at my reflection in the mirror, thinking about what I had seen on twitter.

It was a mistake going onto my twitter earlier, because of the horrible and nasty comments that were being sent to me. All of the directioners had started hating on me, there was only a few nice comments that had been sent.

And I believed them. I believed all the horrible things they were saying, no matter how many times my friends had said they were not true. I believed it when the fans said I was a fat ugly bitch, that I was a slut, a whore, a gold digger.

Even if these things were not true, I still believed every word they said. I was fat and ugly. Harry deserved better than me. I was disgusting.

I hoped the others didn't hear me crying, I didn't want them to worry about me again. I had caused enough drama already.

I calmed down slightly, only a few tears falling from my eyes, but they were still red and puffy.

I started to sing a song that I loved, Change Your Life by Little Mix. It fit my situation perfectly right now.


'She captures her reflection then she throws the mirror to the floor
Her image is distorted screaming, "Is it worth it anymore?"
No-oh-oh'


After I had sang the first verse, I heard someone beginning to sing the next part behind me. I turned round to see perrie and the other girls standing behind her. Perrie sung beautifully.


'Are you scared of the things that they might put you through?
Does it make you wanna hide the inner you?
You’re not the only one so let them criticise
You’re untouchable when you realize, Ohh'

She smiled at me as she sung, and I smiled back. A real smile this time. I noticed that the boys were now standing in the doorway behind the girls, they must have heard our singing. Harry was smiling widely at me.

I joined in singing with perrie when it came to the chorus.


'Change, change your life, take it all
We’re gonna stick together, know we’ll get through it all
Change, change your life, take it all (yeah, take it all)
You’re gonna use it to become what you’ve always known,
Become what you’ve always known...'

We stopped singing, and just stood there for a moment. Suddenly, perrie wrapped her arms around me and a tear slid down her cheek.

Momentarily, everyone else in the room joined in on the hug, squashing me slightly.

"Guys... I can't breathe..." I stuttered. They all let go quickly, before praising perrie and I about how beautiful our voices were. I didn't think mine was that good, not in comparison to perrie's.

"You both have beautiful voices. I never knew you could sing, charlie." Louis commented.

"I can't." I shrugged. Everyone looked at me in shock.

"Are you joking? You can sing amazingly! Your voice is so beautiful, it's perfect." Harry smiled, as I hugged him. "Okay everyone, go! Charlotte needs to get ready for her date!" Perrie shooed everyone out of the room, but justin stayed standing there.

"You really do have a beautiful voice, ya know. Matches your beautiful face and your beautiful personality." Justin smiled at me. I blushed and looked away, making him chuckle.

"You know that really means a lot, hearing it from you. Thank you." I replied, smiling shyly.

"Anytime." He laughed, winking. I giggled.

"Hey, you know you're beautiful, right? Don't doubt yourself." Justin said, before leaving the room.

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