If Only...

Jaylynn had a pretty bad family life, but to her, her friends were her family. The only difference being all of her friends were guys. I mean girls just caused too much drama. But one day, her "best friends" betray her and do the unthinkable. Will their be someone to catch her after she falls? If Only...


12. Keep Singing.

Jaylynn's POV

It's so beautiful, I don't think I can explain it. Darkness surrounds you, and it scares you so much. But then colors begin to form from the darkness, and the realization hits you that this isn't darkness like at night. Blues, purples, reds, and greens swirl, forming a sort of tunnel. And at the end of the tunnel, a bright light shines, pulling you like a magnet.

That's the point where I am right now. The decision of letting the magnificent light pull me into it, or stay back in the swirling darkness. I began walking towards the light, reaching my hand out to touch it, but I can't. Something is holding me back.

Niall's POV

My eyes fluttered open from the dreamless sleep. I wiped the crust from my eyes and looked around. I had obviously fallen asleep on Louis' shoulder, noticing the tear stains that streaked the sleeve of his shirt. Zayn was to the left of me, lightly snoring, as was Louis.

That's when I noticed Harry and Liam, both asleep, sitting across from me. I wanted to go over and rip out Harry's throat, but I knew better than to cause a commotion. 

I got up and sauntered over to the nurse's desk.

"Do you know if Jaylynn is out of surgery?" I asked her.

"She got out about a half hour ago. Room 205." she said before handing me a visitor's pass and giving me a sad smile. At that moment, I knew that whatever was happening to her, wasn't good.

I thanked the nurse and looked back to see the boys still sleeping. I began walking towards the elevators, starting to get excited about seeing her again. I found the room with no trouble, and when I walked in, I wanted to walk right back out.

Jaylynn was laying on the bed, a bandage wrapped across her stomach, and tubes sticking from numerous places on her arm. I walked over to the bed and brushed the hair out of her face.

I sat down in a chair next to the bed, grabbing her hand, and letting the tears flow from my eyes. Seeing her, broken and helpless, it broke my heart.

A doctor walked into the room, checking the tubes coming from her arms. He noticed me sitting there and began talking to me.

"Are you her friend?" he asked. I nodded my head in reply.

"I don't mean to be a downer, and I know this is a tough time, but she doesn't have a good chance of making it. The amount of blood she lost should have killed her, but I guess she wants to hang on a little longer. I doubt she will ever come out of the coma." He said before patting my back and exiting the room.

I let my head rest on my hands, the tears flowing again. I feel a hand begin to rub my back. I look up to see Louis and the boys had entered the room.

"Any news?" Louis asks as he pulls his hand away from my back and goes to sit down.

"She barely has a chance of living through this" I said, shaking my head and glaring at Harry. I regretted it as soon as I did though. Tears began to run down his face as he went to sit down.

The boys stayed with me the whole day, but as night began to fall, I told them they could leave. They all began to leave, patting my back and whispering encouraging words to me.

"Do you need anything when we come back?" Liam asked before exiting the room.

"Can you bring me my guitar?" I asked him. he nodded his head and exited the room.

I pulled the chair closer to her bedside, and held her hand in mine, drifting off to sleep moments later.

I woke up the next day to the smell of coffee and the mumbling of the boys as they entered the room. Zayn handed me my guitar and I thanked him for getting it for me. Liam also handed me a coffee, which I gratefully took.

We all made small talk until Louis asked the question I was waiting for.

"Why'd you have us bring the guitar?"

"I want to sing to her. I don't care if she can't hear it. I am going to sing to her." I replied. A silence filled the room, so I picked up the guitar and began strumming.

I didn't even notice when I began singing, but the boys joined in, singing along to my mellowed out version of One Thing.

Time passed. At first, it was day by day, then week by week, and it was finally a month in, without any luck of her waking up. Simon had us do interviews about two weeks into this mess, but he promised me to keep everything local in London so I wouldn't be far from her.

I visited her every day, and sang to her every night. The doctor had told me that if she didn't wake up in the next week, they would pull the plug.

Two days before they were going to take her off life support, I decided to stay the night. The other boys had visited earlier, singing a song with me for her, but they had left about an hour ago. I picked up my phone, checking the time. It was 11:59.

I began strumming my guitar, singing 'I Should've Kissed You' to her. I closed my eyes and let the emotions take over. I don't know if I could live without her.

Jaylynn's POV

Every so often, the voice of an angel would reach me, pulling me farther and farther away from the light. This angel, whoever it was, was slowly bringing me back to life. The colors and the darkness faded more and more.

I struggled to open my eyes, the effects of the coma taking its toll on my body. The music stopped as I opened my eyes. I looked over to see Niall sitting there, his face in his hands. I reached out to grab his hand, but he suddenly got up and stormed out of the room.

I called his name, but no noise came from my throat. Tears filled my eyes, my hand reaching out to grab him, but collapsing by my side in the realization that he was gone.


Hey guys!!!! Sorry I haven't been posting, but I was on vacation!! As far as this and my other movella go, they will now be published on Wattpad, as well as updated there first. The only reason for this is that I can't update and format these from my iPad, but I can with Wattpad. So the username for my stories there is mischievlouis and the stories have the same titles! Thanks for reading and I hope you all are enjoying summer vacation!!!!

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