Maybe your not who I really thought you were

what happens when everything seems perfect and all in place but then you realize everything is wrong and falling apart? what happens when the people you love turn on you? what do you do when your world crumbles?


31. when will she wake?

*Louis' POV*

I was sitting there still sitting beside Jenna waiting any moment now for her to wake back up. After she told us all she hadn't been eating a nurse came in and said she should get some rest, which she really needed because she didn't sleep at all since the club. I was sitting in the chair but no longer holding her hand, I instead was trying to calm  down Haley who was sitting on my lap as I rubbed her back. I pulled out my phone to see if I had anything but instead decided to text Niall just part of my mind until I saw him face to face and let it all out. I texted him and laid my phone back down on the table beside the chair. I leaned my head back and started feeling my eyelids grow heavier by the second because of my lack of sleep. In what felt like seconds later I was awoke by Jenna's heart moniter go off and go into what sounded like one sold beep. I jumped up and saw that it in fact had gone to one solid beep. Nurses rushed into the room and rolled Jenna out. A million thoughts started going through my head. "Was that her death bed?" "Was that the last words I would hear from someone now took as  a little sister" "Was that the last thing I would remember about her?" I felt even more tears roll down my cheeks now and I couldn't take it. I told Haley I was going to go outside of the room into the guest room and walk around and she said her and the boys would be there as soon as she woke them up. I walked out and into the guest room. I started pacing back and forth as more and more tears fell down my face. I suddenly bumped into someone and looked up to say sorry "im so-"  "Louis??" I knew that voice, But this wasn't the same voice that im used to hearing. This was a voice that had gone through many emotions, yelling, and crying and also laced with fear. I felt the anger inside me boil over. "Niall." I said as I looked up at him. His eyes were red and bloodshot and his hair was a mess. His shirt was soaked with tears. "Louis I don't even know what happened. the alcohol took over me and so did that girl. She just kissed me and she wouldn't stop because she didn't really know how horrible of a person I was at that moment because I had a girlfriend and now I probably don't. I probably lost the one that I love the most and its all my fault." I felt sorry for him. I saw how drained he was. I'm not saying what he did was okay by any means im just saying that everyone makes mistakes. I didn't say anything to him, I instead pulled him into my embrace and hugged him. I can tell how sorry he is and if he can make me see it he sure as hell can make Jenna see it hopefully. Those 2 are perfect for eachother and we cant let this one thing ruin them. Niall gasped at first possibly thinking I was going to hurt him. But he then realized I was only embracing him in a hug. He wrapped his arms around me and cried even harder. "I cant lose her Lou, I just cant" he said in between sobs. I went with him and we sat down in the waiting chairs. Not even 5 minutes later everyone else came and sat with us, Everything felt different without seeing jenna sitting here with us, it was quietter. It wasnt the same. And it made me wonder, will it ever be the same? will we ever have the Jenna we all know and love back? or was tat the last time we would see her? When I had walked out here earlier with Niall, it was 12pm. I looked at the clock on the wall and saw that it was now 4pm. 4 hours without her has already felt like 4 years. It probably felt like 400 years to Niall. About 30 minutes or so later, a nurse came out, "I'm looking for the people here for Jenna?" We all stood up and me and Niall walked over to her. "Well I have good news and bad news she said as she looked between the 2 of us. We nodded for her  to continue. "Well the good news is that Jenna's heart is beating again and is going at a normal pace. However the bad news is, is that she is in a coma and we don't know when or if she wil be waking up"....

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