Maybe your not who I really thought you were

what happens when everything seems perfect and all in place but then you realize everything is wrong and falling apart? what happens when the people you love turn on you? what do you do when your world crumbles?


16. peaceful morning

* authors note*

hey guys sorry about how short the last chapter was and omg 427 reads!!!?? whoaaaa kay guys bye love you all xoxo  BUT GUYS!!! LOUIS AND ELEANOR BROKE UP AGHHHH IM CRYING


* jennas POV*

I woke up feeling strong arms wrapped around my waist. I smelled the familiar smell and knew exactly whos arms I was in. I looked up and saw the adorable Niall laying there still peacefully sleeping. I layed there just admiring him when I realized I had to pee. I started to sit up when I felt Nialls arms wrap around me even tighter, if that was even possible. I tried to get up once again and this time Niall pulled me back down to the bed. I looked over to see a smirk plastered on his face. " Niall let me up" I said as I squirmed in his arms which only caused him to pull me even more. " Why wont you let me get up" I asked as he started laughing " because we should stay in bed all day and cuddle" he said as he pulled me on top of him. " hmph but I have to pee" I said and with that he let me go " please come back in bed when you're done please baby?" I got up off the bed and kissed his soft pink lips " okay I swear baby I will" I said as I walked towards the bathroom. I went in and did my business and was washing my hands when I looked down and saw my bandaged up wrists. I took off the bandage revealing how bad they actually were. A single tear rolled down my cheeks as I looked at my wrist. There was dried blood all around my arm  and also fresh blood. I opened the cabinet and pulled out a new bandage and some cotton balls and the peroxide to clean my wrist off I looked in the mirror and jumped when I saw Niall standing behind me. I ducked my head down ashamed of what I had done to myself the previous night. he put his fingers under my chin and lifted my head up so that I was looking directly into his crystal blue eyes. He leaned in and places his beautiful lips on mine after a few seconds he pulled away. He lifted my arm up and studied my wrist. A tear rolled down his cheek as he looked at my cut up wrists. He looked back up at me and I wiped the tear off his cheek. " baby, just please promise me you wont do this again. please? I know itll be hard to overcome but we are all here for you. I'm here for you. I love you." a tear rolled down my cheek this time. Nialls soft fingers wiped it away. He reached down and got the peroxide and cotton balls and cleaned my cuts for me. He wrapped the bandage around my arm for me.

"hey babe do you wanna go out and go walk around town?" he asked me as we lay on the bed cuddling and watching the fault in our stars. "sure but we  will both have to change clothes first seeing we were both in pj's" Niall chuckled as he realized that we WERE both in our pj''s. " well im gonna go get dressed I said as I climbed over Niall teasing him. I got up and walked to my closet looking for something to wear. Finally I found the perfect outfit. I got a mint green sundress and a cream colored sweater. I then saw my cute cream colored wedges. I instantly grabbed them and slipped them on my feet. I had already had a shower and fixed my makeup and hair. I was ready to go. I came back out into my room to see Niall sitting at my desk with his back facing me  I came up behind him and wrapped my arms around his neck. I rested m head in the crook of his neck. He tuned around and wrapped his arms around my waist. He pulled me down so that I was sitting on his lap. He looked up at me and smiled " you look beautiful babe" I blushed as he said words that made my heart melt. He looked back up at me and leaned in. I leaned back down too and felt his soft lips on mine once again. We were sitting In the chair in the middle of a passionate kiss when all the sudden we heard someone clear their throat. It scared me and apparently Niall noticed as he started lightly chuckling. I looked up to see Liam standing there with what looked like hurt..jealousy...confusion? in his eyes I didn't know what was going on with him. "uhh.. hey Jenna could I talk to you for a second?" he asked as he looked past me not daring to look me in the eyes. " sorry Liam could it wait till me and Niall got back? we were about to go into town" I said as I looked at him " oh uh..uh..erm yeah sure" he said as his face started to fall but he quickly picked it back up. " you can go talk to him now im sure it wont take long and then we can go right after" niall said as he squeezed my hand. " oh okay!" I said as I stood u and followed and un sure liam to the living room. We sat down on the couch and Liam nervously looked at me. "Jenna I really need to tell you something and I don't know how to" he said as he fidgeted with his hands. I became nervous as to what was happening. "Jenna I like you. I mean I like you a lot. and I know your happy with Niall I don't know what came over me but I had to tell you."  he said now looking me directly in the eyes. Okay now I didn't know what to do. " Liam, I uh.. I.. I love Niall im sorry we are just friends we will only be friend im so sor-" I was cut off as lips were placed on mine and hands were placed on my cheek. I was trying to get away but Liams grip was too strong. The tears were running down my cheeks. I couldn't stop. he wouldn't let go either. All the sudden he was ripped off me ad I could breathe and I wiped the tears off my eyes. I saw who was standing there and noticed it was Niall. Niall picked me up bridal style and carried me upstairs and held me in his arms cradling me as he knew what just happened.

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