The day I joined the world.

Autumn doesn't want to stay. she can't. Her dad abuses her since her mother died when she was just a baby. One night she does leave but, not without trouble from the new world she is thrown herself into. Will the help of a blond irish boy help, or destroy her? *this is my first book* HEY GUYS IMPORTANT: I haven't been on for so, so long and now I am editing I am so sorry for my past awful writing!!!

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13. When I look at you...

The whole week that I had my bad cramps niall took care of me. And the test of the boys avoided getting on my bad side. As I sat in bed (finally my period had ended) I thought about that. After a while I looked at the clock. Oh my god!!! It was already 11. The boys were out. Again. I really miss niall when he goes to these things. Well he said they'd be home at 12 so, not much longer to wait. I got up and went downstairs for breakfast. I made pancakes and by the time I ate them it was already 11:45! I had better get in the shower. Don't want to be smelly when they come home. I headed upstairs and turned on the fancy shower and grabbed one of the plush towels. As I stripped I let the water get hot. I stepped in and it felt PERFECT. So great I decided to do something I haven't for a while. Sing. The boys weren't home so... No one would hear. I started to sing when I look at you by Miley Cyrus. I had really started to get into the song because that's how I felt about niall. I loved this song because of the amazing  vocal range it requires and Miley? She nails it. I was feeling pretty good and hit all the notes perfectly. I haven't sung in a while so I was surprised. But, I always could ace this song. As I got to the crescendo I let the water rush over me and it was perfect. It felt so great to sing again I couldn't just sing one song. I started to sing wings by little mix. After that I had finished my shower but, boy I was on a roll. That bathrooms had built in speakers so I plugged in my iPod and can't hold us started playing. Perfect. I knew all the words already. I sang along perfectly as I got dressed and even brushed my teeth. After I finished I unplugged my iPhone and walked out of the bathroom. Something I did not expect however, was all the boys sitting on my bed outside the bathroom. Oh god. Had the heard me sing? And rap? How embaressing. I flushed bright red and ran downstairs. I walked onto the living room and put on lemonade mouth. It always calmed me down. The boys followed me in and instantly said, "why didn't you tell us you could sing?!" "No no no. I can't sing." " oh ya then what was that we just heard In there?" Liam asked me. " that was you guys being pervs and the acoustics in the bathroom. Nothing more" I huffed and looked back at the screen. My eyes started to fill with tears. I really didn't want to talk about it. Singing used to be my escape. Whenever my father would beat me after he left I would sing to myself,almost like assuring myself that I would be okay. The boys didn't pick up on me getting upset and just stood there." Well?" Louis said while tapping his foot. That was it. I lost it like I hadn't in a long while. " FINE! You wanna know? I don't sing for other people. I have only ever sing for myself and that the way it's going to be!"  " we'll that's pretty selfish. I think other people would like to hear you" Harry said. Oh the nerve of that boy..." selfish? SELFISH? Do you know why I would sing to myself? So whenever my dad beat the shit outta me I could reassure myself that everything would be alright!! That I wasn't going to die then and there. And that maybe my mom would hear me from heaven and save me from the shithole she left me in!" By now I was sobbing. I ran back upstairs to my room and slammed the door. I threw myself against the bed and started to cry into a pillow. All I could do was cry harder and harder because it was flashback after flashback ...

*Flashback*

4 years ago...

"dad can I please please please go to school? Everyone else is. I don't want to be dumb! I want to go to college!" " college?! Now who is going to pay for this 'college'? Huh? Not me and certainly not your mother! She's dead!" My dad started to laugh. I capful don't help what I did next " stop laughing! She was a great woman and should be honered!" My dad looked over at me with glaring red eyes. "What did you say to me you little bitch?" I gulped. What had I gotten myself into? He got up and his fist flew towards my stomach. Oh god. It hurt so bad. He kept going for what seemed like hours. When he finished he said" and don't EVER talk to me about June like that. Ever!" He left the room and I started to cry. I did the one thing that made me feel better. Singing. I sang hey Jude by the Beatles this time. After I felt better I got up and took a shower. I was already bruising...

*present time*

i kept sobbing into the pillow when I felt a worm body wrap himself around me. I knew it had to be niall. He smelled like my niall. I cuddled into him and started to sing. I was just so upset. I sang monster by paramore. After I finished I started to fall asleep and looked up into Niall's eyes. As I looked into his teary eyes I realized, I was 115 percent in love with niall James horan. " Niall?" " yea babe?" " I love you" I said and then fell asleep. 

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