Forever Yours

Danielle and Louis were friends till the end, now they are much more than friends till the end. But for Danielle, which we soon come to call Dani, the end may be coming sooner than originally planned. Will she survive it or die strong? Will Louis stay strong alongside her or will he crumble under the hardships?


19. Somethings Are Better Kept Inside...

Dani's P.O.V.

The entire group was practically flailing around in our bedroom.

"We did not do anything! Jillian you have to believe me! I would know if I lost my virginity Jay! Yogurt Chikld PLEASEEEEEE!" i'm screaming at her, she is insisting I had done it with Lou bear last night.  We did nothing nothing at all.

"Then explain to me why you have nothing, but Louis's shirt and underwear on.  Explain why you were sleeping with him.  Why you freaked out when we walked in!" she counters, fast.

"I always sleep in his shirts and my undies, you should know that of all people!  I have been sleeping with him for like, ever since he has been staying with me.  I freaked out because I didn't expect it, but I guess in my defense I should always expect that with you! Tell me Jay, where did you sleep last night?" I reply.

She turns red, Niall looks up at the ceiling, "Jillian look, the ceiling looks amazing! Is that the popcorn stuff?  Speaking of popcorn, I'm hungry...." he runs out and the guys run with him.  The girls slowly creep out of the room as Jillian spills the entire night's actions to me.

"Wait! He touched you where?" I screech.

"He touched my hip as a motion to bring me closer to him, JESUS CHRIST DANI!" she covers quickly.

We ended up not doing anything but get girly over last night.  The boys walk back into the room, Niall had just spilled to from what I can gather.  Apparently everyone slept with everyone else last night.  I realized that what Louis and I had done was okay, he kissed me, held me, cradled me until I fell asleep and then I dreamed of a future we could have.  A future we can't have, I can't have someone this close, I won't let heartbreak happen.  I didn't think Louis would hurt me, but you can never tell with society these days.  Graduation for 12th years is in 2 months.   How would we be able to keep our relationship strong when we have a 20% out of 90% chance of seeing each other, we probably won't even go to the same college.  I'm questioning myself, but I know it might be half true... I don't know what I can do if I can't find it in me to keep pushing forward.  I feel a sharp pain in my chest, my lungs hurt, its hurting me to breathe.  What's wrong with me?


*******3 Weeks Later**********  

I sit in my bathroom, hands on the edge of the sink counter.  I'm breaking at the seams, this mask I've been hiding behind for the past 2 weeks, I can't hide anymore.  I have to be strong.  I have to tell everyone what's happening to me, it hurts me to even think of it.  I have to tell them, I have to tell them, I have to tell them, I have to tell them.  My family came home about 3 days after the big sleepover, My mom and I had gone to get our annual doctor's check ups, early.  My chest had been hurting so we went to check it out.  They didn't find anything, we went home.   Three days later, my lungs felt like they were collapsing in on themselves, I couldn't breathe.  We went to the Emergency Room, Louis was with me.  They found nothing, how could they not find anything?  I went to a doctor who specialized in the Respiratory System.  He said my lungs were undergoing a lot of stress, I needed to breathe outside more often.  I stayed outside and slept in our family's tent for the next 4 days, the following day I couldn't breathe, my chest felt swollen, like one million bees had captured me and stung my lungs, deflating them once again.  We went back to Dr. Royce, he drives a Silverado if you wondered too.  He said I have a little, what he called, "lung stone" it is like a kidney stone, but in the lungs.  You cannot pass it like a kidney stone.  They have to be surgically removed.  I didn't tell Louis, not Jillian.  Not anyone.  I had been dying inside and out for 2 weeks.  Graduation is in 2 weeks and I have my surgery on the day before it happens.  I sit in my bathroom, I can't process my next move.  I called everyone, actually my mom had to.  I couldn't pick up the phone, my hands were shaking too badly.  I had woken up this morning in the tent, I had to tell them.  I texted Jillian, she was supposed to stay the night tonight, maybe she could help... You know help me pump air into my lungs with the machine Dr. Royce had given me last week, I had to use it to get my body's air system prepared for the surgery.

"Doll, are you okay?  You've been in there for ages!  I mean, I know you are a female and you take forever to use the facilities, but man!" I hear Louis calling me from my hallway.  I smile, the smile leaves as I walk into the hall, I sit on our couch, Louis at my side.  "I have something very important to tell all of you."

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