I'm in love with my best friend

Lindsay Horan and Miranda collins are the best of friends. Nobody could ever break them up. They tell each other everything. Well... Almost everything.. What happens when Lindsay finds out that Miranda has a secret... A secret that could change their friendship.. Will it?


32. the tension

Lindsay's POV

It's been a week since we broke up and I've cried myself to sleep every night.

Today's the first day back to school from winter break.

I woke up for school and pulled on a black hoodie.. Good thing it was January so it was still cold.

I used the jacket to hide my cuts.

And then I put on my black vans, and a some dark blue skinny jeans.

The make up I wore was black.

I think I'm going emo...

I walked downstairs, I didn't get much sleep.

I didn't eat breakfast, and Nikk is driving me to school because he's afraid I won't go to school.

He walked inside and hugged me, kissing my forehead in brotherly way.

"Did you eat?" He asked.

"Y-Yeah.." I lied.

"No you didn't. Sit down and eat." He said.

I sat down and had a few bites of oatmeal.

"Are you alright sweetheart?" My grandpa asked.

"I just didn't get much sleep. I had a nightmare." I said.

"Oh. Well I hope you don't have any big plans at school cause you seem real tired." he replied.

I nodded and got up to leave.

We drove to school and when we got there, Liam walked up and kissed Nikk, smiling.

It made me want to cry.

I looked at the ground.

"Sorry Lindsay." He said, hugging me.

"It's okay.." I said.

I saw Miranda from across the hallways so I quickly got my stuff and walked to class.

I didn't want her to see me like this, really at all.

I sat down and completely forgot we had this class together.

She walked in and sat down.

She'd been crying as well.

I looked down at my book and Nikk sat down next to me.

He held my hand while Miranda sat with Liam.

"It'll be okay. Just give it a few days." He said.

I nodded and looked over at Miranda.

Ours eyes met and I smiled slightly.

She smiled back a little.

I looked away and buried my face in my arms, silently letting the tears fall.

Andrea sat in front of me.

She turned around.

"Everything okay?" She asked.

I sniffled slightly.


Nikk's POV

I leaned forward.

"Lindsay's mom made her and Miranda break up. I'll tell you more later." I said.

She nodded and rubbed Lindsay's arm.


Miranda's POV

She was crying.

I could tell...

I feel like throwing up..

And why is she wearing pretty much all black?

I felt my throat close up as I watched her cry.

Oh how much I wanted to go and kiss her and tell her everything's okay.

I can't take it anymore.

I sent her a text message.

M-Can you please meet me behind the gym after school.. Please Lindsay. I need to talk to you.

She looked up and pulled her phone out and hid it, looking at the message.

She bit her lip.

She looked over at me and I looked back with desperation.

she closed her eyes and nodded.

Relief spread through me.

The bell finally rang and I headed off to Band.

I saw Lindsay walking with her head down and I walked up beside her.

"Mind if I walk with you?" I asked.

She jumped.

"Oh. I didn't mean to scare you.." I said.

She sighed and looked down.

I stopped her.

"Okay. Have you gone mute. Please tell me you haven't." I said.

"N-No.. I can barely talk without c-crying.." She said.

I swear.. I think I'm gonna fucking kill myself if the pain doesn't end..

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