I'm in love with my best friend

Lindsay Horan and Miranda collins are the best of friends. Nobody could ever break them up. They tell each other everything. Well... Almost everything.. What happens when Lindsay finds out that Miranda has a secret... A secret that could change their friendship.. Will it?


30. I'm dying inside

Miranda's POV

I layed down in my room and cried.

I cried so hard and I got sick and threw up.

I cried until I passed out.

I woke up and Liam was sitting on my bed.

He hugged me.

"I know we haven't been friends for long but.. I do care about you and I'm gonna be here when Nikk can't. Nikk's over there trying to help Lindsay." He said.

I started crying again and he hugged me even tighter.

He layed me down and got me something to eat.

I almost threw it up.

"All that time waiting and we ended up having to break up anyways!" I yelled, crying into his shoulders.

I eventually passed out.


Lindsay's POV

I fell on my bed and cried, I bawled into my pillow.

I got up and went into my bathroom.

I took out a razor and snapped the head so the blade was bigger.

I sat on the ground against my bed and slid the blade across my wrist.

I wasn't trying to kill myself. I just wanted to make the pain of losing her stop.

Someone started banging on my door and I looked down at my wrists.

I had about 8 cuts, 4 on each wrist.

Big cuts.

"Lindsay. Open the door!" Nikk yelled.

"N-No! I can't!" I cried.

He was quiet for few minutes and then the door was open.

"ARE YOU CUTTING?!" He yelled.


"That's not important Lindsay. This is not okay." He said, getting a towel and holding it over my wrists.

"I couldn't help it. I can't live without her Nikk. I just can't." I said.

He bandaged my wrists and my mom walked in.

"Lindsay?! Why are you doing this! SHE IS NOT THAT BIG OF A DEAL!" My mom yelled.

Nik stood up.

"Now hold up. Yelling at her is not gonna help. It's only gonna make it worse. And Miranda is that big of a deal.Did you see phat happened the first time? I really don't want to argue, but I've gone through this and yelling doesn't help. Trust me on this one Mrs. Horan." He said, calmly.

My mom took a deep breath.


"Mom please don't. Just leave me alone. You've already done enough and nothing is gonna help." I said.

She sighed and shut the door.

Nikk pulled me onto the bed and held me.

I just cried until I passed out and dreamed about Miranda.

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