forget, forgot, forgotten ?

Alex is an really normal girl. When she is 12 she falls in love with a boy while on vacation. When they return the next summer everything is perfect. They keep in touch but over the year the contact slowly fades away. When the next summer comes around he isn’t there. In a moment of complete anger and heartbroken she deletes all the contact information. All that’s left are the pictures. Almost directly after she feels miserable. A whole year go’s by and she is sure they will never meet again, a summer passes and she stay’s home. But almost a summer later she sees a clip on youtube, and there he is. Singing on the X-factor. Will they be reunited? And does he still remember her?

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6. chapter 6 - the truth...

terschelling 2005 - end of the summer,

 

The truth comes out.

                It was like tree hours before our boat left that would get us home. Suddenly the doorbell rang. Niall and Maura were standing in front of it. “Hey love, you mind if we come in?” “No, no of course. Why are you here though?” “We want to talk to your dad…” “Oh, okay then.” I stepped away from the door and let them walk in. dad was in the living room and I went to my bedroom to pack some stuff. After a while I heard screaming coming from the living room. “You don’t deserve her. Do you know anything from her?” “I don’t want to know her!” “You are an arshhole!” “She deserves to know everything!” “I’m never going to tell her that!” well, I heard you screaming your lungs off so I want to know the truth everybody is talking about. I was really angry; I didn’t hold it in this time. No freakin excuses this time! I’m sick and tired of you all doing things behind my back. “Sit down love, I’ll make you a cuppa and we’ll tell everything okay?” humpf, I groaned. For this one time. “I had a relationship behind your mum’s back and was getting married and I plan on moving in with her but she lives in another city, so I’m going to leave you with your mum. I also like to forget that I have you as a daughter as I think you are a disappointment for my bloodline, and I and my soon-to-be-wife are trying to make a new baby. But if you really want to I can make you a part from my new life but it’ll be hard.” This was not what I expected. This was not what I wanted! I was furious, but I knew that breaking down in anger wouldn’t help. Well, right now I don’t know for sure I even want to see you ever again. The same for you Niallator, because he knew and didn’t tell me. I also would like to say that this is the time I am going to run away. And I would really like it if you don’t come looking for me. I put on my shoes and ran away as fast as I could. I really needed time to think.

                I let myself fall to the sand as I ran to the beach. I practically tore my clothes off and jumped into the water. Don’t worry I had my bikini on. I lay on my back in the water, just thinking. Thinking about how my dad didn’t want me anymore, about how Niall had betrayed me. About my mum, about my friends, about my life. At some point I came to the conclusion that I didn’t want to live anymore. That I had nothing to live for. What if dad didn’t mean it though? What if he wanted me in his life but his new girlfriend was a manipulative bitch. What if Niall wanted to tell me but couldn’t. What if I’m making a mistake right now? I panicked and tried to swim back to the coast, but I couldn’t see it anymore. Well fuck my life then. I lost the coast. I looked over to the sun, but it didn’t really help because I have no clue what side to turn to. I decided to take a bet and just swim to a random side, thank god it worked. I saw the coast!! But my happiness faded as I saw Niall and my dad standing on it. I still hadn’t figured my things out and I really didn’t want to talk to them right now. But I guess I could keep running away. Somehow I found the courage to go up to them and talk. I forgave Niall quickly, he had a good reason for not telling me and besides that I was in love with him. My dad was another story. “Listen strawberry, I didn’t mean thing. I really want you in my life. But I don’t know how to make it work… we can figure things out but we need time. Me and my soon-to-be-wife, okay? I love you very much. And I promise you that I’ll never forget you. I’ll call you when things are figured out for me?” somehow I forgave him. I really don’t know why. I guess I thought they could keep their promises, I trusted them. Big mistake. I didn’t know it then but it doesn’t matter. I thought about making a big mistake that morning, and in the evening I made it anyways. Looking back I would’ve changed it, I would’ve made different terms or something’s. We decided to take a boat the next day, as everything was sorted out. We left with tears because I was going to Miss Niall so much. But I had hope. stupid little naive me...

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