Ash is those one of those teenagers that is free spirited. She lets nothing get in her way. She is one of those strong and independent girls, who has a heart that cares for her friends and family. But one summer changes everything. But what?

Copyright 2013


11. Ash

Ash's POV

     Okay so I really don't what's wrong with me. Everytime I look at Zayn it's like, I feel like there's butterflies in my stomach, Everytime we talk to each other, it's like there's nothing to hide. When he he wouls simply smile at me, I warm feeling would spread through me. He would somehow slip in my mind without me knowing and it's just so unnatural for me. I have never felt these kind of things before.

     Honestly I thought I would hate him forever because the first thing I did was trying to kill him with bat when he first walked into Janelle's beach house.

     With Zayn, it felt like I could talk to him about everything. Okay maybe not where Lily died or when I self harmed. Those two are way too personal for me to talk about. Not even to James. I wanna be able to trust in him completely but there something about him that feels... odd. But I always look past that. He was the good guy inside.

     If i'm with him just for five minutes, he makes me forget all the bad things in my head disappear. I know this might be the most cheesiest thing but... I'm falling for Zayn Malik.

     I've always wondered what Zayn's life before I met him. He never really talked about his personal life that much to me. I would really want to know more about his family and all that but mostly, more about himself. There were times where he would lash out on everyone when he's in a really bad mood and times he would look like he won the lottery and be the happiest man alive.

     I've grown close with him during the past week. Of course I still talk to Janelle and Sam. They are pratically like my brother and sister, but Zayn it's a different feeling. I'm definitely falling for him.

     I laid on my bed enjoying the peaceful and quietne-


     Never mind.

     I sighed getting out from my king sized bed and went stright to living room where Niall and Sam was holding a bag of Nandos. "It's my favourite," Niall grinned, smelling the bag creepily. I rolled my eyes and giggled. Niall and Sam went into the klitchen enjoying the meal.

Come on skinny love just last the year


Pour a little salt we were never here.


And I told you to be patient
And I told you be kind

     I followed the voice that lead outside to the back beach. Zayn sat there with the guitar in his hand, strumming the melody in perfect tune as his angelic voice sang along with the music.

And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be fine

     I stepped a little closer to him and sat on the ground next to Zayn. Knowing he knew my presence. He stopped singing to stared at me with shock in his eyes. "Ash- I didn't know you um..." He stuttered, having a goofy smile his face.

     He stood up and held his hand out and I gladly took it, helping me get on my feet. Just before I can take a step. I tripped over his feet and fell... on top of him. I looked up and Zayn had a cheeky smirk on his face while I was blushing like mad. Just when everything had an awkward moment...

     "Are we interupting something? Because we can go if you wanna carry on..." Louis chuckled from the door while I stood up and away from Zayn, "No! No we're fine! um uh yeah..." I trailed off. Louis raised an eyesbrow and behind was Janelle smirking at me. Oh Jeez I will not hear the end of this.

     "Hey mate, didn't know you still had the voice! You're still a good singer." Louis smiled but Zayn didn't. He was silent as soon as louis got here.

     Louis didn't stop talk though and it seemed Zayn was getting a little annoyed now. "yeah, I haven't heard you sing since L-"

     But Louis was cut off when Zayn walked up to Louis and grabbed him by the collar, looking in his blue eyes. "Don't you ever mention her," The rage in Zayn's voice completely took me off guard.

     I looked at Zayn and his brown eyes turned black. Completely black. I was begginning to feel frightened. "Zayn," I spoke. But he still hand his hands wrapped around Louis collar. "Zayn you're scaring me."

     Just like that Zayn's eyes came back to his normal colour. And he let go of Louis shirt and breathed out. "I-I need to go the room." And just like that he ran upstairs not looking back. Janelle was behind Louis, she was absolutely terrfiend at what she saw. I can definitely relate to that. Louis stood there, his blue eyes filled with regret and gulit. louis almost broke down and Janelle caught him, hugging him for dear life.

     I was in shock. Nothing but shock. So many questions filled my mind.

     What the hell just happened?



LOOK WHO'S BACK?!?!?!?! Janelle ;) So I'm in IT class and took me two days to write me this chapter because I had no clue what was happening. I also want to thank Ash who filled me in as well so I dedicate the chapter to my co-author Ash! Love you girl! :)

-Nelle :)Xx and Ash ;)


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