Mine (A Jb Fanfiction)

When you love a girl and you are too scared to tell her. What are you supposed to do? The words you say mean nothing and you just keep on making the same mistakes. Then one day she's gone without a goodbye...
But she was always mine.....
A JB Fanfiction.


5. Leaving?


Justin's Pov

I knocked on the door of Jesse's house. This was it. I was leaving for tour today.

I took a deep breath in.

"Hi Mum," I said. 

Auntie Jamie smiled. "Come on in sweetheart," she said. I came in looking around at the familiarity of Jesse's house. 

"So what are you doing here so early?" she asked. 

"Oh well Mum,I'm kinda leaving for tour," I answered looking down at the floor.

"But sweetie you just came back a couple months ago, and you had school and catching up so you and Jesse,you didn't have time," she said slowly.

"Yes Mum,I know but I'll make it up to her," I said surely. I would have to.

"You're here to say goodbye?" she asked. 

"Yes Mum," I answered looking up at her. "I'll be back soon,"

Auntie Jamie smiled and pulled me in for a hug. She was like a second Mum to me. 

"Sweetie you don't know how much we miss having you around all the time," she said,a tear trickling down her face. 

"No Mum don't cry!" I said wiping away her tear. It broke my heart seeing her like this. 

"Oh silly me!" she said smiling at me. "You go up to Jesse,and be gentle,you know how she is,"

"Aren't I always?" I said cheekily. She raised an eyebrow at me.

"Okay,okay I know I'm not always but most of the time,come on" I said winking at her.

Auntie Jamie smiled at me. "You little rascal!" she said pinching my cheeks. 

I pointed up towards the stairs. 

"Yes go on," she smiled. 

I grinned. "But be warned she's still asleep," 

I smiled. "She'll kill me!" Auntie Jamie mumbled. 

"Oh I've seen her sleep before no biggie" I said before realising what had just come out.

Not that I've watched Jesse sleep... Pssh no.. Okay maybe once...

Who am I kidding...Let's just say a lot of times. 

I've lost track.

Auntie Jamie raised an eyebrow at me. "You've watched Jesse sleep now?" she asked smirking. 

"I never said that!" I said darting up the stairs. She shook her head laughing. 

"Teenage boys!" she muttered. "Love you!" I screamed.

"I'm so glad I had a girl!" she exclaimed. "Me too!" I yelled back. "Teasing a guy is no fun," 

"Ssssh Justin,everybody's sleeping!" she exclaimed. I grinned. 

"That boy," she muttered. "You love me!" I sang out. "Oh you know I do!" she replied walking into the kitchen.

I looked around at the familiarity of the upstairs hallway. 

I wouldn't see this for the next 12 or so months. I sighed. Sometimes I really do hate my job.

All these goodbyes.

I opened the door of Jesse's room. The cleanliness of it shocking me. Jesse  must have been bored or worried or something. She only cleans her room when something is on her mind and I would know.

I walked around aimlessly looking at her room.

It was littered with pictures of our childhood,bringing back so many memories.

I smiled and picked up a picture. I remembered that day ever so vaguely. All I remember is that it was one of the best days of my life.

We looked so cute together. That was the day I tried so hard to tell Jesse I had a crush on her but I didn't want her to get mad at me so I didn't. The brain of a child. 

I chuckled quietly and looked at more pictures from that day. We were perfect together. Like two pieces of a jigsaw puzzle.Perfectly connected and when the other one was missing useless.

A tear trickled down my cheek. There goes all our Summer plans together.

Take a deep breath Justin.

I wiped away my tears I need to stay strong.

I walked over to Jesse's bedside. She looked so angelic in her sleep,like she had no care in the world. 

I gently pushed her side. 

"Jesse?" I whispered. "Jesse sweetie?" 

"Wake up!!" I exclaimed a bit louder. "I  loveeeee youuuuu" I screamed out.

Jesse shot up. "Wait,what's happening?" she asked. She rubbed her eyes and looked up at me.She looked so innocent.

"Justin?" she asked.

"Hey," I whispered tucking in a loose strand of her hair. "I'm here to say bye" I mumbled.

"Bye?" she questioned. "Are you already leaving?"

"Yes baby girl,but I'll be back soon" I whispered pulling her into my lap.

Tears welled up in her eyes but she blinked them away.

"Goodbye Justin," she breathed out.

"No it's see you soon!" I exclaimed. 

"Justin have you never thought that the person might not see you soon?" she asked annoyed.

"But you'll be here when I come back," I said straight forwardly.

"Yes-but" she began.

"No buts missy!" I exclaimed bopping her nose.  "I will see you soon!".

"Okay Justin,fine then" she muttered.

I leaned in closer to her face.This was my last chance and she looked beautiful as ever,our lips were about to touch when she unexpectedly pulled me into a hug at the very last moment.

My heart broke into a thousand tiny pieces. Had she just rejected me? Maybe I was wrong to think she'd kiss me. Maybe she likes Cody. What if she wanted to kiss me but I'm leaving so she won't.Or maybe she just doesn't like me.

I gulped down a big lump in my throat. Stay strong Justin. You can't let this get to you,at least not in front of her.

"I'll talk to you soon,eh?" I asked half-heartedly. I had to get out of here before I break down. 

She nodded her head absently looking the other direction. What was she thinking about? Maybe Cody. My hands involuntarily clenched up in fists.

"Bye," I whispered. She looked over in my direction,frowned the waved.No words were spoken for a moment before I darted out of the door. A huge breath being let out.

Why was she acting so distant? That was not my Jesse.

But I was leaving.

There's nothing I can do.

Tour here I come.



Hope you liked it?

Sorry bad chappie but hey atleast I tried to update!

I'm buzzing! Dramas coming!!! YAYAYAYAY!! 

Areej xx


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