Mine (A Jb Fanfiction)

When you love a girl and you are too scared to tell her. What are you supposed to do? The words you say mean nothing and you just keep on making the same mistakes. Then one day she's gone without a goodbye...
But she was always mine.....
Justin+Jesse=<33
A JB Fanfiction.

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2. Justin and Jesse <3

Justin's Pov

I looked up into Jesse's beautiful hazel green eyes.

"So you're saying you won't miss me" I said astonished at how calm Jesse was. We were sitting in our usual spot underneath the willow tree in the park where no one could see us.

"I'm not saying that Justin! I was just.... Uh...Just"Jesse fumbled with words.

"You can tell me Jesse"I replied. She was scaring me now.. What was it?

"Well,I will miss you Justin..So much you won't even be able to understand it..It's just I don't want to hold you back,You know.." She looked up at me to see If I was judging her or something..I was just lost in my thoughts about how beautiful she was.She didn't deserve to be so insecure. She looked down at the grass. 

I never realized but I had absently  started picking at the grass.There was now a big clump of it sitting beside my foot.

"Justin, Are you okay?" Jesse said concern filling her voice. She paused for a couple of seconds taking in the scene. "You can tell me" she continued mimicking what I had said and she let out a weak smile.

How was I going to explain this to her? That I love her, that I can't live a day without imagining what it would be like if she were mine....The way I would love her, take things slow, make sure to have those cute moments she longs for and goes "Awh" to, How was I? I knew she didn't think of me than more than a friend but was that ever going to change? Ugh! I get a headache just thinking of all those unanswered questions, those moments we were happy with those awkward silences, those moments of stolen glances, hugs longing a moment too long and knowing exactly how the other was feeling even if they tried to hide it.

When were those going to be explained? Why did I feel a longing to have her in my arms and that pang I felt in my chest when she said we were just friends to strangers who thought we were a couple and then explaining to them how I was too good for her.For all it's worth it was the other way around, but why didn't she see that?

"Justin" she mumbled "Do you not trust me?"

That was it.That word trust just lit the fire inside my soul. I pulled her into a bone crushing hug.

"How could you even think that Jesse" I mumbled into her hair.I loved her hair I would always play with it, Just another thing to add to the list of things I love about her and going to miss.

"You won't be gone for that long Justin! Just think of how much fun you're going to have! And all those beliebers" she tried to sound enthusiastic but you could see she was hurting inside.

"You don't have to lie to me Jesse" I replied hugging her tighter.

"I'm not Justin" she said. God why was she being so stubborn?

"Just come with me on tour!" I said exasperated.

She pulled away from me.

"You know the  answer Justin..Then why do you keep asking the same question?" she answered annoyance clear in her voice.

I knew she was going to say that...She always does!

"But Jesse,Why not?" I said huffing like a child. She might agree if she saw how much it meant to me.

"Justin..Just...Ugh!" she said getting frustrated.She looked so cute like that! "Just no Justin,Okay? And besides I wouldn't be able to stay without Mum and Dad for that long" she continued sorrowfully.

Jesse was one of the lucky few children that had both parents.Her family was perfect,at least it seemed that way.The only thing that I had ever heard bad happening to her was when she got 98% on her Maths test and she was upset over it.Her Mum and Dad had never said anything but she thought she had made them regret having her..Which was a total lie.

Jesse was a princess with that elegant walk and that perfect hair swish that girls took years to master but she didn't mean to do it and she never noticed it.That lovely hazel brown hair that cascaded down her back and those gleaming eyes.She was the perfect child that was beautiful,Artistic and Intellectual.

But also I wouldn't know about Jesse's problems even though we were best friends and she trusted me with her life.Which she had told me before.She didn't like discussing her problems with me or with anyone.She would just keep them in her and learn to live with them another great thing about her personality,that she didn't want people to worry about her.Which was so sweet.

Not that her parents let her worry about anything.They were sweethearts and I had learned to call them Mum and Dad instead of Auntie Jamie and Uncle James.

My thoughts we interupted with Jesse's sigh.I had forgotten she was even there.

"I must be getting home now Justin" she said.

"What? Why?" I said just as if my senses were back.I stood up at the same time as her.

"Remember curfew?" Jesse said in a "Duhh" tone.

"Oh,yeah" I said realising how dumb I sounded.

"Bye Justin" She said and started to walk away.

I turned around and kicked the clump of grass behind me.Man why did she have this effect on me? 

I could hear her footsteps getting fainter and fainter till they stopped. I turned around.What had happened?

"Justin if you're worried that i'm annoyed at you,I'm not" she said reassuringly.She smiled that beautiful smile at me.

My heart was at peace. "I wasn't Jesse" I tried to say keeping my voice even.It didn't work.

"Try to tell yourself that Justin" she said playfully. She blew me a kiss and I caught it and put it in my pocket.

She smiled."Bye Justin" she said.

I watched her walk away.

I lay down on the grass.

Man,I love her!

One day she will be mine I thought.

Mine.....

 

 

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