99 Days Without You

I stole this from a girl on tumblr who's you know...name I kinda forgot. But it's a really good Larry Stylinson fanfic. So, get you tissues because I'm gonna make y'all cry.


3. Day 3 & Day 4

Day Three:
Dear Harry,
    Silent.  That’s the only word I can use to describe that day.  In fact, any day beyond he second has just fallen silent.  There are no words to say then, and there still aren’t any.
    The boys and I sat stiffly on Liam’s couch, tears slipping down our faces as we realized, we weren’t One Direction anymore.  There was no One Direction without you, and there still isn’t.
    So that day was wasted on our own pitiful thoughts, and wondering what we would do now that you were gone.


Day 4:
Dear Harry,
    I found your note that day.  The familiar sight of your handwriting drove me to tears.  I couldn’t find myself to share it with anyone.
    Anne visited me that day.  I think it was Wednesday, but I really didn’t know.  I couldn’t find myself to care.  Usually we would be at rehearsals, but the news had already been leaked to the press, and spread all over Twitter.  I refused to go online, or watch TV.  The only things that played were predictions on why you had done it, but I knew why.  So, I didn’t wanna hear about the other theories.
    Our fans miss you.  I’ve had multiple come up to me while I was walking the streets, crying my eyes out.  They hugged me, apologizing for my loss.  They say you were amazing, an amazing person, that you didn’t deserve to go so young.  I agree with them.  Why did you leave?  Well, I know why.  But, I just can’t seem to wrap my head around it.
    I ended up showing your mother the note.  I know you meant it to reach my eyes, and my eyes only, but I felt she had the right to know.  She cried, Haz.  She cr
ied a lot.  I feel as though, i’m the only one to blame for all of this, and the weight on my shoulders just keeps growing.


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