Loved You First (A Louis Tomlinson And Harry Styles Fanfic)

-ON HOLD for some time -
Ally has been best friends with Louis Tomlinson since they were babies. They spent everyday together until Louis moved to England to do x-factor. It's been three years since they've seen each other. They still kept in touch over the phone but they never seen each other since Louis left. One day Ally wakes up and finds out shes moving to England. Once she reunites with Louis, she meets the other boys from One Direction. Louis has always loved Ally and still does but he always kept it to himself. When he's about to tell Ally how he feels..his best mate, Harry asks her to be his girlfriend and Ally says yes. This caused nothing but trouble. Who will Ally choose? Louis or Harry?


17. The Letter

(Ally's POV)

  I slapped Louis and left his cheeck bruised as I went to my room. I laid in bed and threw my face into the pillow angrily. I let out a quiet but furious groan. How did my life go to perfectly perfect to miserabley horrible? Questions started running through my head. Why did Louis kiss me? What was stopping me from backing away? Why was Louis still smiling after Harry pretty much foreshadowed that we might be done? Are Harry and I done? Would Harry let me explain? My brain was searching for all the possible answers until I finally zoned out and fell asleep.


(Louis' POV) 
  -The Next Morning-

   The night before I set my alarm to 3am.  Not that it mattered since I didnt get any sleep at all. I was stupid and kissed Ally. I regretted it once I saw Harry's reaction. I couldnt take that smile off my face. I wanted to do that in so many years and I finally got to. If you were in my face, you'd probably struggle at it too. To my surprise though, Ally slapped me. I thought she accepted the kiss since she didnt move back right away... but guess not. 

  Anyways..why am I up this early? I packed what I needed and I was ready to go. Yes, I'm leaving. I dont want to cause any more problems for Ally and Harry. I would hate to be the reason why they broke or will break up for. Plus reality ruined my life. I wasnt going to get her anytime soon, maybe even never. I just cant stand to see her with another guy right in fount of me when I can offer so much more than Harry can ever...or at least..I think? I wrote Ally a letter explainng everything that it has been since fifth grade. I placed it by her door so when she woke up she would read it. I walked downstairs with tears starting in my eyes. For the pass few days I have officaly lost my maniless. With my bags I headed out the door. I dont know where I was headed. Maybe my mum's flat? I turned back to face towards the house and realized I was leaving the two most important people in my life. My love Ally and my best friend Harry. And off I go..


(Harry's POV)
   I didnt get any sleep at all, I expected though no one did. Louis and Ally kissed last night which showed me what it felt to be heartbroken..and I hated it. I heard someone walking around in the house and I didnt plan on getting up. That is until I heard someone leave the house. I walked out of my room quitely and looking down the hall. As I passed Louis' room I realized it was empty. Yup. He's the one that left. I was about to turn back to my room when I noticed a note at Ally's door. I picked it up and headed back into my room.

  I sat on my bed and started reading it.


 Dear Ally,

    I'm leaving. I dont know for how long and I dont know where I'm going yet. But please dont come after me or worry. Im doing this for the good of me, you, and Harry. I'm sorry for kissing you last night and causing a big wreck. I couldnt hold it in. Ally you got to know this. I've been holding this in pretty much my whole life. I'm in love with you. Deeply, truly, madly in love with you Ally. From fifth grade I had a small crush on you that evantually turned into the feelings that tell me you're the one. I never had the courage to tell you. Even when I got to x-factor, you were always on my mind. Every time we sang a romantic song,  I imagined myself singing it to you. I imagined you there with me, right by my side. Finding out you were coming back to London was the best news ever. I missed you more than I thought I would've when I went off to x-factor. The moment I saw you at the airport, my heart remembered what love was. It recalled how much I love you. Ally, you make my heart race. You got that one thing about you that lit up my world like nobody else. Everything about you and your little things is magic. You're perfect to me. I wish that was me in Harry's position. He's a very lucky guy to have you. I apoligize for messing up everything last night. I hope you and Harry continue and I wish you guys the best. You probably wont ever think about dating me, but I hope this changed things even just a bit. just remember , I will love you until my very last breath no matter what. I love you Ally. <3

-Lots of Love-

xxxxxxxxxxx Louis.


  Once I finished reading the letter, I was furious. First Louis kissed MY Ally. Plus Louis didnt tell me his lovve for Ally. If he did tell me, I wouldve never thought of falling for Ally! I would never want to hurt him like that! But now it's too late. Just like him, I have fallen deeply in love with Ally. Being the jealous type, I wanted Ally all to mine. I had a feeling she would have even the slightest feelings for Louis if she read this note. I ripped the note and crumbled it into a ball and threw it in the trash.




-Authors Note-

Woaaaah. o;
Did any of you guys notice I use some song lyrics and the names of some songs in Louis' letter? c;

Anyways, please like/favorite/fan/and comment!(:

Please dont be a silent reader:(

And a special thanks to everyone whose reading. <3

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