Something's missing....

Hey I am April Lee Ray but most people call me from my middle name Lee. I am eighteen. Believe it or not I use to be best friends with Harry Styles the boy who works successfully in a boy band called one direction. Key word: use to. We are no longer best friends things changed. Something's missing


4. Introduce (Harry)

Yup, now I am famous, I succeeded on my dream but a part of me wanted to go back to the past an re live everything all over again. Don't get me wrong I love being successful with my band but I miss the times when I worked in a bakery and hung out my best friend Lee. No fans stalking me. No paps stalking me. A place I can be the real me again. 

Lee is in my mind. Is she okay? I kept asking my self. I needed to know but I was scared to even go next to her because I'm scared the paps will see me with her and they won't stop following her and those screaming fans sending death threats to her. I will never let that happen to Lee, she has a bad live already I don't need to make it worse for her. 

Lee called me a few times, but I never picked up the boys always asked me who it was and my reply. 'Nobody' , it hurt me to say that but, I just had to , I promised my self I am never going to let nobody know about Lee. I deleted her from my contacts so I can't contact her , good thing I don't know her number off by heart. 

I needed to take my mind of her somehow, so I pleasured my self with woman. I am no longer a Virgin. I am lost without her but I know I can't run back to her. No way I am allowing my fame to hurt her, I saw few people get hurt because of me, and my heart aches every time. I needed her safe, is much better not knowing  how she is than seeing her get  hurt especially if it is because of me.

we are going on break soon, I can't wait to see my family back home, I missed them so much. Family is a whole new level when it comes to fame so I know they won't get hurt because of me.


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