The Girl Next Door

Mia has just moved into a new apartment in London and her neighbor happens to be Liam Payne. She thinks she has fallen for his friend Niall, until Liam gets involved and things get complicated.
Niall or Liam? Niall or Liam?
Will she end up with one of them or none?
Will she be able to escape her past and have a chance at romance?
Or will she stay 'just The Girl Next Door...

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4. Change

I never understood change. 
What's so great about it? 
You will never find a person that said 'my life got worse because of the changes I had to go through.' 
It's always 'what doesn't kill you makes you stronger' or 'I got through it and so can you' 
Everyone acts as though change is the best thing that ever happened to them, but it's not really the changes they went through, but the way they reacted to them. 
I've accepted my life. I'm single, I'm independent, I'm strong and I'm a fighter. But I won't lie. 
They are some days when I feel so depressed that nothing can cheer me up. Days when I look at myself and think 'what an ugly pathetic little sh*t' and 'why can't it all disappear?' 
But even though I sometimes feel sorry for myself and think I have a hard life, I know deep down, that there is always someone that will have it worse than you. 
Even though, I don't understand change, I still let it shape me. 
I believe that it doesn't matter how terrible you think your life is, everyone deserves it. 
When I think of Ella, in a way I'm glad she died the way she did. Peacefully. 
Even though she was only 8 years old, she was very wise. I remember when I asked her to promise me never to do anything rash or stupid, and to never think she wasn't beautiful because she was, she replied by saying 'relax. I'm not like the other girls, I would never take my own life, before even having the chance to live it.' 

I like to believe that her 8 years were full and happy, and that, even if it was only for a short time she was happy. 

Because from what I've tasted of desire and love I realise that not all change is bad or good. Because change can't be defined, just like happiness, it can't be defined and it can't be described, because it's special, for however many moments it lasts. 

The good and the bad.

 

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