Friendships, Heartbreaks, and Love/Hates.

This is where i will write all my feelings and events that are important to me that i need to write.


7. May 5 2013

Dear Diary,

A week and some days ago I found out that he still loves me. I was so happy to hear that. I can finally sleep soundly. He also said that the day of the dance he was really looking forward to going because he was planning to slowdance with me. I'm such an idiot. He was also planning to ask me out that day. I didn't know honestly. If I had i wouldn't have had second thoughts on him. I'm the worst kind of person. Now all this chaos with J.L. is happening. People think he's stealing me away from B.A. On friday he showed me a poem he wrote about a girl he really likes. Some of his friends commented "Is that for his girlfriend?" in a different language and he answered but i'm not sure what he said. Hopefully he said no, so there won't be anymore drama. I've noticed that all the love drama revolves around those three and me. It's a burden for all of them to like me at the same time. It's not that I hate them for that but it could have been easier if they did one at a time. I don't know what will happen next. But other than that, I'm gonna hang out with some friends on friday with B.A. we are gonna watch a horror movie sadly. I'm gonna scream   probably, but he said that I could hold onto him so I won't be as scared. He's so sweet. Wow I sound like a player huh? Well it may look like that to you but I'm not. It's just that all of this stuff makes it look like that. I honestly did not think all of this would happen.

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