Mary Kate would like you to know that she's having a very hard time

This is my story. It will contain rants, sappy letters, crappy stories, ASDFGHJKL moments, and the all together recollection of my hilariously loser-ish life.


19. To The girl who as all the strength of a raging fire

Dear Bekah,

          Hey Bekah. I know this may seem weird. Anyways, I have some stuff to tell you. Now I know I'm not graceful, or talented, or particularly intelligent, but you've stuck with me through it all. Through my rants, and bad days. Through my hyper moments, and through my dark times. I'm not lying when I say that you were every thing I wished I was. But now, after knowing you for 3 years, I feel like I can figure out how to like myself just how I am because I have my sisters around me. Now before this gets to sappy I would like to bring the tone back up. I have a crate, and rope, and tape ready and waiting for if, IF Josh screws up. I truely hope he doesn't. I have hope for that one. He knows how he has to gain my approval. He has to be as swift as a coursing river, have all the force of a great typhoon,  have all the strength of a raging fire, and be mysterious as the dark side of the moon. We can't ship Micheal to madagascar...yet. He will live with the psychotic lemurs for the rest of his life should he hurt Mesha. You are the other half of the feels fest, and I feel a bit incomplete when I see something and go asdfghjkl without you.  I think I will keel over on the spot if you end up going to Tinley instead of Andrew.  I know I 'm not the best at writing letters, but I'll try to add something interesting in here eventually. Oh! DON'T LISTEN TO A WORD BELLA TELLS YOU I SAID NOTHING AND SHE CAN'T PROVE ANYTHING! I' still holding you to our movie day you know that right? I'll just spam you until you say yes. I remember the first day I really met you. It was in Mrs. Conway's Acc.LA class. I had heard of you, and I sat across the aisle from you in reading, but I'd never actually met you before. Anyway, Mrs. Conway put us in a group with a couple other people. We were all sitting together, and you were sitting across from me, and I think someone said something like "It's always been this way" and I made a joke, fully expecting no one to get it, I said "Always" and pretended to cry "Too soon". Then others around us stared at me like I had three heads, but you didn't, you laughed with me instead of at me, and I don't think you know how much that really meant to me. The next time you talked to me, you asked me to borrow a book...which I still haven't gotten around to leaning you. Skip forward a year. It' was a week before my 13th birthday, and I was telling you how I was finally allowed to get a facebook. The first thing out of your mouth after I said that was "Oh! Here! Here's my name on facebook, add me as soon as you get it" We've had dozens and dozens of facebook chats from that point, and they brighten up my entire week. Alright skip forward a bit more, and you and me are going to the movies together. It took everything I had not to burst out laughing in the middle of the movie as you were whispering in my ear "No! Thats not how you survive a zombie apocolypse!" every few seconds. Now I may just be a mundane, a mortal, a muggle, factionless, and a loser,  but you are one of the most extraordinary people I've ever met. 

                                                    Love Always,

                                                 Mary Kate/ May Kay/ the other half of the feels fest


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