Mary Kate would like you to know that she's having a very hard time

This is my story. It will contain rants, sappy letters, crappy stories, ASDFGHJKL moments, and the all together recollection of my hilariously loser-ish life.


6. Being single has that nice sense of irresponsibility

I am single. I know I'm only 13 so its not that big of a deal, but still. I kid you not ALL my friends have/ have had a relationship. My best friends Bekah (Josh), Melissa (Micheal), Becky (Nathan), Emily (The most hated Zack -_-), and April (Ethan). I however, have had none. I can't really picture myself being in a relationship. I just don't know how any guy can look at me and think I'm worthy of being a girlfriend. Not trying to be mean to myself or anything, it's just my friends are skinny, and (If I may say) gorgeous, and I am...not so skinny and I don't mean to say I'm ugly, because I would like to think I'm not, but I look no where as good as my friends. I want a boyfriend, I want to have someone that I know cares about me, but I don't want the meaningless, 3 day long, relationships.  I always seem to draw guys in as friend, instead of getting them to fall for me like I might want them to. I have this one friend (Bekah wipe that smirk off you face right now, that I know you have right about now!), his name is Matt, and for I kid you not, 4 years I have liked him. and ever since 6th grade, I have desperately wanted him to ask me out, and for 4 years, he has not. I have pretty much given up hope that he will ever see me that way. One of my friends says that he wanted to, but I still find it impossible. Guys always say how they forget I'm a girl, I guess because I'm easy to talk to. 

                                                                             Love Always,

                                                                                                  Mary Kate

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