Starting Over Again -COMPLETED-

One Boy. One Girl. What happens when these two people cross paths again? Follow the adventure of Toby as she starts her journey over again with the BIGGEST Pop band member Louis Tomlinson.


30. Toby




  What the hell? That's all I can think off right now. As soon as we left the cottage, I rushed to the room Louis and I were sharing at his mum's house; whilst locking the door. I don't want to talk to anyone or see anyone. I just want to sit here and cry my eyes out.

 Simon fucking Cowell is my father, my real dad? If only my parents..well my mother was alive, we would either be yelling at each other. How come she never told me, she made me believe that Jensen was my father; but all along my father was famous. That's why I was probably got along with him. I remember when I first met him, he told me about how he never really liked all their exes, that I was probably the first one to be fond of.

  Had he said that because he knew I was his daughter? Or he just completely oblivious. Ugh! shit, all I need right now is a fucking good news. And on that note my phone ranged. If it's the girl or the boys calling me again, I swear am going to throw a fit. I reluctantly press answer; before spatting out....


"Oh sorry, is this Toby Harrison..." Suddenly I straighten up, relaxing a little.

"Yes this is she?" I utter trying to sound as polite as I could.

"Ah yes, Mrs. Harrison we are calling on behalf of our company, that we really liked your audition and were giving you the lead role in the movie 'Dance Revolution' " As soon as the words left his mouth, I was screaming for Joy. Oh my god, I got it I got it I go it. That's what I can really let out. I heard knocking and yelling from behind the close doors; but I didn't care, Finally good news. "Uh, Hello are you there?"

"Oh yes yes yes am here, sorry just got really excited."

"Haha it's alright sweetie..." I screamed again, ignoring his sentence.

"Thank You, Thank You, Thank You..." I repeated bouncing up and down like a puppy.

"You shouldn't be thanking us, you should Thank your boyfriend; he's a great lad for getting this for you." And there goes my happiness.

"Oh uh thank you." With that I hung up, whilst I slowly dropped my phone on the bed.

  How could he do that to me, after I repeatedly told him I didn't want his help. I wanted to do it on my own, something I can be proud of myself about; but he just had to put his sense in it. It's cute he tried to help his girl-friend; but I wanted to do it on my own because I didn't want his fans thinking that's why am with him. Gosh Louis sometimes you can be so stupid.

  Without warning I found myself walking downstairs angrily, the sound of the loud door banging, made their heads all snap towards me. Louis was the first to get up, and walk towards me.

"No don't touch me..." I utter jerking my hands away from him. He looked up at me confused, and hurt. Well to bad am fucking hurt as well. "How could you?" I utter, shutting my eyes tightly, preventing from letting the tears fall.

"How could I what? Toby what are you talking about?" He inquires calmly.

"How could you do that to me? I trusted you, and you betrayed my trust, how could you?" I bellowed louder, making his sisters jumped a little. Gosh am so terrible right now!

"Toby please sit down, and talk this out." He tried reaching out for me again, but I moved away from him, taking another step backwards.

"I told you I didn't want your help. I get it your famous, you can have anything you want; but am not as famous as you, I wanted to get that role by myself, not with your help. You knew how happy I was, when I heard am the lead role? It took away all the hurtful shit that bitch had said to me today, and then I find out you helped me get the role, brought my happiness faster that you can say it. It felt like I did all that hard work for nothing...Nothing " I cried harder, running my hands through my hair.

"I wanted to help alright. You were always practicing for that role, it took away time for us. I just missed you so I took matters in my own hands without thinking and..."

"Dam right you did. Did you think I don't miss spending time with you? We all have Jobs to do, and I was doing mine. Did you think I like when girls throw themselves at you, or just kiss you out of no where. No I didn't, but I never complain because I know at the end of the day, am the one you love...But now am not so sure."

"W-what do you mean?" He stuttered, tears running down his cheeks. Ugh! Gosh this is like a scene in a movie. Everyone else is just watching us, with tears either forming their eyes or already falling down.

"I mean am done..." I utter waving my hand. "At this point Lou, I just want a break."

"A break? From what?"

"Yes a dam break...From us. This is all too much, am tired of the constant flashes, am tired of the constant lies, am tired of it all, I need a break to clear my head. To start fresh." I close my eyes, the tears stream faster.

"Toby please don't leave me. I need you; Please Please don't leave me...I love you." He stampers, reaching out for me. This time I didn't move away.

"Am sorry, am not breaking up with you, I just need a break. I love you too, you know that right?"

"Yes I do, but please don't leave me, I can't leave without you, don't close the doors on me now, please You're what I need to keep me going, Please Toby understand that I'm so sorry...." I said nothing for a while before moving away from his grasp. "Toby please..." He bellowed louder, making most people jump, including me.

"Am S-sorry Lou...If you love me you'll wait for me." I whisper-yell before walking up the stairs.

"I'll wait till the end of the world for you Toby Harrison." I heard him yelled, making me smile.

From Good mood to Bad mood to Good mood to Bad...Maybe after-all Sylvia was right?

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