Bad Boi Malik

Isabella is used to going to parties with her friends.
One night at a party, she meets a certain guy who she keeps seeing around her for the rest of the evening.He is revealed to be ZAYN MALIK. A known bad boy - in other words nothing but trouble. She is warned to stay away from him. Yet What happens when something about him pulls her towards him and He just won't give up? read to find out. Maybe he isn't who she thought he was.


27. Space

Zayn's P.O.V : 

Unconsciously, I let it slip out. 
My feelings took over me and spoke for themselves.
" I love you, Bella."

Just as I let it out, she gasped and her eyes grew wide. Her hands fell down to her sides, as she took a step back. 

Minutes later she was still quiet. She looked speechless as she had her mouth wide open.

"You don't have to say anything doll, I just wanted you to know how I feel." I said taking hold of her arms again.

"You didn't just say that."

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you, but I really do lov-" 

"Don't say that again ! " she yelled at me in frustration, pushing my hands away from hers. 

Her eyes were burning from rage, "Don't YOU DARE say that again !" she spat angrily. 
"Why'd you.." she cut me off again, and that started to piss me off. 

"You don't LOVE ME. Don't make those words lose their meaning. " 

"Why are you acting like this ?" I asked her frustrated. What was this all of a sudden? I only confessed my feelings, I thought that being honest was best.

"You don't even know the meaning of love, SOMEONE WHO LOVES ANOTHER DOESN't think of someone else. One minute you're the sweetest guy I have ever known- You're kind, loving and gentle. But once you see her picture,or even think about HER Everything becomes different. YOUR FEELINGS TOWARDS ME DISAPPEAR, or whatever it is you felt. But I knew you did feel something, your touch and your kisses were warm and loving, but then when she's in the picture, I'm nothing ! you turn cold and avoid me. Your kisses become indifferent and cold, Do you have the slightest idea of how that made me feel? A bloody worthless replacement! You disappeared for 4 days, and for what? You remebered her." 

Her eyes pierced into mine, giving me an empty glare as tears ran down her face. Her hands covered her face in an attempt to hold back her tears. 

"She'll always be in your thoughts. You seem uncapable of letting her go, which would be fine, But we won't be together."

I felt my jaw and fists clench as I tried to control my anger. 

In a matter of seconds I had her held up against the wall, with my hands pinning hers to the wall on either side of her head.

 "What the hell has gotten into you! She has nothing to do with this. My feelings towards you are still here, even getting stronger by the second! I get upset, but you're still you! YOU ARE my girl, YOU! I yelled at her unwillingly, my face inches away from hers.

"What changed? was it because I said I loved you? If you're too afraid of love because of that piece of shit then fine! but don't you deny my feelings, you have no idea what I feel ! You have no idea what the hell you mean to me!!"

" You're hurting me." She said closing her eyes.

I stared blankly in her eyes as I dropped my hands to my sides.

"I'm sorry, doll."

She was quiet, her whole body trembling as she looked into my eyes. 

Her eyes were watery as she held back her tears. She breathed heavily, looking at me with fear. 

It broke my heart knowing she was afraid of me as I saw her tears fall down her face. 

"I don't wanna scare you away Bella, please. I don't expect you to say it back if you don't feel this way, forget what I said if It hurt you so much."

 She just shook her head as she took a deep breath. "I just don't think you really feel that way about me or that you ever will.  I'll always be nothing compared to her, and you've showed me that plenty of times." Her lips trembled as tears continued to stream down her face. 

God, If only she can feel the way I feel towards her. My feelings for her are stronger than the ones I had for Taylor. Much, much stronger. 

"You're wrong about everything. I don't say stuff like that out of joke. I told you what I feel, and that's stronger than what I felt towards Taylor! Even if you refuse to believe it." 

She stared at me with blank blue eyes as she stayed quiet. 

"You're everything to me, Bella." I walked closer to stand in front of her, her head between my hands as she closed her eyes. 

"She's in the past.  YOU are my present snd future. I never thought someone could care about another person that much. I never thought..." I wiped her tears with my thumb as she slowly opened her eyes to glance at me, her sparkling eyes that looked hurt. "I never thought I'd meet anybody like you."

She let a couple of tears fall before she held my hands and put them by my sides. She wiped away the tears, taking a deep breath as she walked towards the living room. I followed her quickly, putting my shirt on. She picked up her phone and purse walking towards the door. 

"Wait," I called her before she went out the door. She stood there, her back facing me as she waited. I couldn't figure out what I should say. I want her to stay with me, I wanted her to act like she did yesterday, before all this happened. I wanted to see her smile again, me being the reason.

" I..." 

"I'm gonna be late " she talked in a low voice .

"That's it? You're just gonna leave me ?" I managed to ask, tears threatening to fall as I faced the risk of losing her,  the only one I really care about and love.

"I think w-we should t-take some space" she muttered still not facing me. The space thing was never a good thing in a relationship. If it does something, it's increasing the distance between the couple. And I don't want that, I just want her. 

I couldn't say anything, I wanted to beg her to give me another chance, but knowing her, that would be a waste of time. 

Seconds later she was out the door, leaving me behind, speechless of what to say.

I stood there for minutes, feeling empty. I felt my whole world fall apart as I took my car keys and ran to the car, I can't just sit here and watch her go. 


Bella's P.O.V: 

I wasn't capable of taking all that information in. I never thought I'd here those three words from HIM, cause I never thought he'd feel this way. 

I couldn't help but think of the way he acts when she's mentioned, the look in his eyes is full of sadness and somehow love. I often find myself thinking how lucky she was, to win Zayn's love. He doesn't feel like that for me, he's still hung up on her.

I didn't find anything appropriate to say in this situation. His hands went to both sides of my face, pulling me closer, saying the things he said. It was too hard to resist. It wasn't something new that I go weak when I'm with him, but this time was different. I melted by his touch, his kiss, the way he looked at me. If only I could believe what he said. 

I walked away towards the door, until he stopped me. I froze unwillingly, still facing the door.

" I..." he started to say, his voice was weak and hurt. 

"I'm gonna be late" was all I said. 

"That's it? You're just gonna leave me ?" he asked hesitantly. I swear I heard my heart break at his expression. His tone was so fragile, painful, and desperate as if he was gonna break any second.

I desperately wanted to stay, I wanted to be with him and feel his warmth, his hugs, but I had to act according to mind.

"I think w-we should t-take some space" I said shaking. I thought of the days I'd experience without him, he was beside me for over 4 months. He's gonna be hard to let go, but I had to try.

I gathered strength to walk out the door, taking one last look at his expression. Pain and disappointment written all over. I closed the door behind me, and started running, as fast as I can to reach my destination. I felt the cool air hit my face like a pack of ice. Feeling the pain, warm tears streamed down my face. I kept running until I reached a bus station. Seconds later I got on one, heading towards my old friends. 

2 minutes by bus and I was already there. I entered Starbucks, taking a deep breath aa I headed towards the bathroom. 

I sighed as I looked in the mirror, my face was pale and my eyes were red and puffy. Dry tears on my cheeks, hair messed up from all the running. When I thought I looked almost normal, I headed towards the tables, and just as I stared at the first table near the door, I spotted a familiar pair of blue eyes staring right back at me with a smile on her face,  and pair of Hazel eyes doing just the same.

I started walking towards them with a grin on my face as they smiled at me lovingly. I hugged them for what seemed like forever. 

I sat in front of my two hometown besties as we started to catch up. Not more than seconds later, my phone rang. I took a deep breath as I looked at the caller ID. Putting it on silent, I tried to concemtrate with my girls. 

Please, Zayn. Please, stay out of my head. 


 You guys are amazing ! Your comments made my day. I'm sorry if I don't reply, It's just that my computer is broken and I'm on my Iphone.  Enjoyed this chapter? tell me what you think! lots of love. 

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