Sticks And Stones

Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will ALWAYS hurt me.

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2. Dear Harry,

Dear Harry,

 

            I’m gone. I know. But then again- I’m a stranger, so you probably won’t care. There are so many reasons why I had to end this- I guess I never was strong. There was school- the bulling. You know how they say ‘Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me’? Well that’s not true. I would rather have stones thrown at me any day then go through all this hate. You might be wondering why I’m writing this to you out of all people. Well here’s the thing. You’ll never wonder. You’re never going to read this. And this is exactly why I’m writing this to you. I can’t have anyone read this, to know what I’ve been through. This paper is the only thing who will ever know how much I’ve been hurt, and what I had to go through. It’s going to be the only one to know my story. But I have to get it out. Because I’m grasping on the tiniest hope the just maybe you’ll read this. And somewhere inside me deep down, I want you to save me. But I’m not here to just tell you my story; I’m here to talk to you too. Many people don’t see it Harry- but I know you’re lonely. You’ve been used so many times- too many times. I can see how you’re the third wheel with your friends; I can see your fake smile. I may not know you- and you may not know me, but anyone with a brain can see it. I see it in the photos; I see it in the videos. But after you read this, I hope it becomes real. Harry, go out and be you. Don’t listen to others; don’t let the people bring you down. Don’t listen to management and don’t allow them to control your life. If Larry is real, then come out with it. If it isn’t- end all the rumors. There are so much people hating on each other, just in this fandom. It’s tearing us apart, and making you guys slowly hate us. Let it out- for me. For a girl who always cared, despite the fact that I never got cared for. But just like it’s time for you to be you- it’s time for me to leave. Apparently everyone would be happy, they wouldn’t care. I get told that everyday- to ‘pop some pills’. And that’s exactly what I am going to do. It’s going to be painless; it’s going to be fast. Not now though. There are things I’ve always wanted to do, wanted to do with my life. Even though I might have not had the best life, I’ve had my jobs- and my inheritance. I want to visit England, to see the London Eye.  I want it to end somewhere beautiful where I can die in peace- not this dump. I’m flying there in three days, and my ‘adventure’ starts. It’s the end for me, time for me to give up. But you, don’t listen to the haters, listen to your fans. There are so many girls out there hurting their selves’ everyday, telling themselves that they aren’t good enough. Love them, talk to them. Tell them everyday how beautiful they are, that they’re worth everything and more. This may sound stupid- but follow them on twitter. You have no idea how much power one of your follows have. But don’t just follow them, talk to them. I hope what I’ve told you  has really gone to the heart what am I saying? You probably haven’t even read this. Just remember Harry, I love you. Millions of people love you, just like I always have.

 

Love,

 

Erin Bradshaw.            04.06.13

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So guys this is my 3rd Movella, updated just for Judith c; Thoughts?? xx

Thanks potatos, 

Alexis xx

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