Us against the world

This is the sequel to 'Cyber Louis' check that out before you read.
Rae and Louis have overcome a lot, but their happy ending is far from them. They will do everything in their power to find Reiss, but how much time do they have? Louis and Rae are forced to start a new school, the one Louis tried to avoid. Many things will try and get in their way, but is their relationship strong enough to survive anything?

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10. Chapter 9

Lies, lies and more lies, when does it stop? How many more lies will I have to hear in my lifetime? Deep down I knew I was being overdramatic, unreasonable, hell even stubborn. But I couldn’t hide the fact that I was hurt and it was his fault. Why does he have to know every detail about my life, even the minor things and I can’t know about his? That’s not how a relationship works, at least that’s not how ours does. We made this relationship and built it on trust and respect, but what happens when trust is an issue? Maybe he doesn’t trust me with his past, maybe I’m not worthy of knowing. I rolled my eyes at another attempt at being dramatic.

I left early this morning so he couldn’t talk to me, I didn’t want to talk to him. He can talk to me after school after he’s given me a chance to calm down.

History was first and I was happy about this, nothing is better than learning about the past and how it’s been adapted through time. It’s strange to think Henry VIII lived on this earth, maybe in the same part I am in now.

The teacher wasn’t in lesson today, meaning we had a cover. I however didn’t mind, it could give me some time to think or be able to sit in silence and for it to not be weird.

Kelly - the girl who I’m sure is trying to make my life here a living hell – sat at the back of the classroom throwing pieces of paper at my back. Does she not realise that we’re too old for this? At what age does it make it unacceptable to pick on someone?

“Rae” Kelly whispered.

I turned to face her, waiting patiently for her to say something, instead she looked away from me pretending to have never spoken, how childish. Nat suddenly came into view as she entered the classroom holding her books in one hand, and her bag in another.

“Do you need any help?” I asked her.

She winced and shook her head, I take that as a no… Kelly stuck her foot out under the table which caused Nat’s books to fly everywhere. I pushed my chair back running over to her and helped her pick up her books.

“It’s fine really” she reassured me.

“No it isn’t.”

“Kelly apologise to her” I ordered.

“Excuse me I didn’t do anything?” she shrieked.

“Who do you think you are?” I spat.

“Do you really want me to answer that?” her eyes squinted.

Whether it was her icy tone of the cold look on her face I instantly backed off and brought Nat’s books to her table.

“Thanks” she muttered.

“You’re welcome” I smiled widely at her, how can I make her see that I’m not the bad guy?

She pulled a face after realising I had been standing in the same position for well over 5 minutes.

“Sorry” I tried to laugh.

She kept her head down finding the correct book to work in.

“You can let people in you know.”

She looked up to me shocked to see I was still standing there “okay?”

“It’s hard and hell you will get hurt many times, but you’ll find someone.”

“Yeah and how would you know?” she grunted.

“You say I don’t know anything about you, well Nat you don’t know about me.”

“You’re dating Louis” she shrugged.

“So?” I half shouted. “What exactly is your point?”

“I know people like him” she spat. “What they do, how they make people feel including me and you expect me to what be friends with you?” she laughed in disbelief.

I frowned “do you want some useful advice?”

“Not from you” she said bluntly.

“Don’t push people away because of something you don’t know or not sure of. I’m not like them, Louis yeah he’s tries to be the asshole but he isn’t…”

“You’re kidding me right?”

“What have you got against him?”

“Him and Harry” she shuddered.

“What about them?” I gulped.

“Have you ever felt so worthless, so helpless that all you can do is just lie there and pretend everything’s fine when it’s not?” she tilted her head.

I nodded.

“Have you ever been victimised, bullied to the point you think you can’t take it anymore?”

Again I nodded.

“Times that, no quadruple and times that by a million that’s how they made me feel. They were disgusting and horrible, constantly picking on me telling me nice things about myself then using it against me” I noticed the tears forming in her eyes “getting the whole school to call me Fat Nat all because I’m insecure about myself, laughing at me because of what I looked like. I thought after Louis left it would have gotten better but it didn’t Harry took over and made it worse.”

“You’re beautiful” I whispered.

She wiped her eyes “that’s what they would say constantly until they reminded me I was ugly.”

“You are” I protested. “Fuck them, fuck everyone in this school who disagrees with me Nat. Don’t let people bring you down, I mean it don’t.”

She tried to smile “why do you date him?” she asked.

“I love him” I reassured her.

“Why?”

“You wouldn’t believe that he’s changed, but he has I’ve seen it with my own eyes. He saved me in so many ways, he stopped the bullies, he saved me” I said over and over.

Thinking about everything Louis has done for me made me weak at the knees. I sat down on the nearest chair stopping myself from falling.

“Are you okay?” she asked.

I barley registered what she said “I need to see him” I muttered.

It was pointless telling her this as she has the same perception – probably worse – than what I used to have of him.

“Excuse me” I said before walking out of the classroom.

He wasn’t hard to find, I knew he would be sulking somewhere after earlier. He was sat down outside on the bench smoking a cigarette. I came up from behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist, too tight but he didn’t seem to mind.

“Rae” he smiled turning me around. “What’s wrong?”

“I love you” I cried.

“I love you too so much” he mumbled kissing me.

I sat down beside him wrapping my arm around his “you need to apologise.”

“I’m sorry” he said.

“Not to me you idiot” I laughed “to Nat.”

“Nat?”

I nodded “she really hates you and I can’t blame her.”

“Who’s Nat?” he asked.

“The girl you bullied.”

He winced and stared ahead of him “I’m losing you aren’t I?”

“Why do you think that?”

“Because of this fucking place, everything I have done there’s too much to apologise for.”

“One apology is a start right?”

He nodded “the things I have done Rae, you would never forgive me.”

“I’d always forgive you Louis, because of what we have, you saved me.”

“You saved me” he reminded me.

“Fine we saved each other” I rolled my eyes.

“Stop rolling your eyes” he smirked.

“Habit” I shrugged.

He kissed me again making it last for as long as possible, soon enough we were interrupted.

“I hate to break you guys up but I need to talk to you” Harry said to Louis.

After hearing everything Nat had to say, it made me hate Harry even more. Louis nodded at him and then planted a soft kiss on my nose. Harry tried smiling at me but I returned the smile with a glare and walked off.

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