Afraid of Falling

"Just promise me one thing Styles"
"Anything just please give me the chance to prove myself" He practically begged me.
"Just don't fuck me over. Please! That's the last thing I need right now and I can't go through what I've gone through with every relationship I have ever had with anybody, again."
"Promise. Cross my heart hope to die" He smiled down at me. I lifted me head up so I was finally looking him in the eye. His gorgeous sparkling emerald eyes that left me weak in the knees. I gave him a weak smile and nuzzled my head into his chest as he wrapped his arms around me in a protective manner.
All I could think was how perfect he was. How charming he is. How funny, talented, good looking he is. The first guy to get me to admit my feelings. But also how there has to be a reason I have been protecting myself for so long. There has to be a reason relationships hardly ever work out. A reason why the divorce rate is going up. A reason why I am afraid to fall.


3. Puddles

"What do you want Rocky? I need to get home to do my English essay!" I yelled as I ran out to the fields to meet her.

"I miss you! You're always doing homework and your parents never let you out much anymore. I mean the essay isn't even due for another week! I thought your parents didnt care as long as it was in on time." Rocky whined pulling me in for a hug.

"I know but I just don't want to take any chances. Plus if I get it dome soon and ace my text tomorrow I might be able to come over!" I gripped her by the shoulders and gave her a big grin. She didnt sound too convinced but tried her best to put on a smile although i could tell it wasn't genuine.  "Rocky I swear I'm really trying my best here but I can only do so much. Just remember we have three months left of senior year and I'm free of my family, We're both free from school, and we're off to Paris!" I saw a real smile creep onto her face. I laughed as we said our goodbyes and went our separate ways.

I was walking home and i could feel the humidity in the air. it was warm but sticky i could feel that it was going to rain soon. I started walking a bit faster but i was still a mile and a half away from my house. I felt a drop of rain, then another before it just started pouring.

I walked a couple blocks in the rain and puddles were forming on the side of the street. An old white car was coming up behind me really fast. I recognized the two boys in the car as two guys from my Chemistry class. 

They werent slowing down bu they were  coming a bit closer to the curb. I could see them smirking before then went right though a puddle splashing it all over me. They rolled down a window and i could a hear a muffled 'Loser'. I was now drenched and freezing standing of the side of the street. Tears were starting to come up but i tried to keep from crying. I didnt do so well. Tears were just streaming from my face. I  just couldnt take it anymore. I needed to get out of there. Away from my family, away from school and all the people in it.

It was then that a red Nissan car was coming towards me. They slowed down a bit when they came near. I only got a quick  glance at their face before they sped off again. they had a look of sympathy on their face almost like their wanted to help but couldnt. Like they felt bad.

It was Him. It was Harry.


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