GUILT

It feels like the night is closing in on me, the darkness would eat me up, and i will be lost somewhere in the universe.without a sign. This night is lying between you and me, the silence separating us from within, I fear not to fall apart.

I can't see your face, everything has turned so black and so far away and so have you. I know you too must be looking up for words in the silence but unable to make sentences. Though i could not speak i have a loud mind, there is noise inside me. My thoughts are all over the place...crowding. If only i could gather that courage to reach out and hold your hand. If only i could just touch your lips and read your mind. The air has become tense.

I feel breathless, choking on air itself. Your silent treatment is feeding my guilt. I want you to shout, show some resentment but you are just silent. I can feel your eyes on me i know you are awake i can sense your consciousness.

We both jus lay there...waiting for the endless night to somehow pass......