Who Am I Now?

This is a One Direction fanfiction. Yeah! so if you don't want to read it then don't.
What happens when One Direction get a helper in their band? Will their be romance? frustration? hate? disappointment? drama? *wink*
Really wil there.
You know I'm just going to wing it soo yeah......


10. Chapter 9

I smiled and looked around. I stepped into a room that had huge couch. "Guys! I think we should do the video diary in here!" I yelled. I went to my stuff and took it to a room. Immediately I took a shower. The water was nice and hot. I walked out and since we didn't have anything else to do than the video, I took out some random clothes. I was wearing my Three Days Grace T-shirt, some shorts and I was walking bare foot. I brush my hair and put it around my shoulder. I walked back to the boys ho were playing around. "Niall. Stop eating all the food. Harry and Loui. Stop looking at cat videos. Zayn. Stop thinking about your hair." I cut Liam off as I said, "Liam. Stop being a dad" I have to admit, I did smile. I hear a couple of oohs. I signaled everyone to follow me and they did. We walked onto the room. Liam and Niall had already set up the camera. "Ready you guys?" I asked looking around. "I started the recording and sat down. "Hey!" I yelled as Harry put his feet on my seat. I went behind the couch with Zayn and we flipped the couch. Loui, Liam and Niall had moved before. Harold ended up on the floor. "Better" I said as I looked at the camera. I sat on the arm rest of the couch and Niall, Liam and Loui sat on the couch. Zayn sat on the other arm rest and Harry was on the floor. "Hey you guys." Said Liam. He began to talk about why they weren't really doing any video diaries. I walked out the room and came back with a bag of chips. I grabbed some and passed it around. Liam was sit talking. "CRUSH!" Yelled Loui as he crushed up some chips in his hands. "Nom. Nom. Niall" I teased as he grabbed the bag again. "So this is Rai," he was cut off as I said "what?" I looked at Liam. He laughed with the others. I got up again and crawled on the ground. I came back behind the couch and rolled over the couch landing  onto off the guys. "So guess what I found out?" I asked them. "I found this!" I said as I took out a stuffed penguin. It was blue with a red bow and a sailor hat. They laughed. We continued to talk. Then we answered sone questions we've been asked. "Can one of you sing your favorite song?" asked Liam. "Your first Rai" he said quickly. "Alright then" I made a weird thinking face then began to sing.


Uh, With everything happening today

You don't know whether you're coming or going

But you think that you're on your way

Life lined up on the mirror, don't blow it (Whoo!)

Look at me when I'm talking to you

You lookin' at me, but I'm lookin' through you

I see the blood in your eyes

I see the love in disguise

I see the pain hidden in your pride

I see you're not satisfied

And I don't see nobody else

I see myself

I'm lookin' at the


Mirror on the wall

Here we are again (yeah)

Through my rise and fall (uh)

You've been my only friend (yeah)

You told me that they can understand the man I am

So why are we here

Talking to each other again?


I see the truth in your lies

I see nobody by your side

But I'm with you when you're all alone

And you correct me when I'm lookin' wrong

I see the guilt beneath the shame

I see your soul through your windowpane

I see the scars that remain

I see Wayne

I'm looking at the


"That's all I'm doing" I cut myself off. "since when do you rap?" asked Zayn. "I don't know? Maybe when I was twelve?" I responded. Louis came behind me and started touching my hair. For a moment I thought he was monkey. He tried to bite my head. "I'm not food Louis" I laughed at him. Niall's eyes popped out when I said food. "So I can't wait to perform with these crazy people. Just hope I don't mess up!" I smiled. WE kept talking. "Want to know a secret?" Lou asked as Harry walked out. "What is it Lou?"  I asked. "Harry has a crush on you!" He yelled and turned to the camera showing off his mouth. "Harry walked back in with a couple of drinks. " PAINT IT BLACK" I yelled. I began to sing again.

I see my red door and I want it painted black

No colors anymore I want them to turn black

I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes

I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

I see a line of cars and they're all painted black

With flowers and my love both never to come back

I see people turn their heads and quickly look away

Like a new born baby it just happens every day

I look inside myself and see my heart is black

I see my red door, I must have it painted black

Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts

It's not easy facin' up when your whole world is black

No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue

I could not foresee this thing happening to you

If I look hard enough into the settin' sun

My love will laugh with me before the mornin' comes

I see a red door and I want it painted black

No colors anymore I want them to turn black

I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes

I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

I wanna see your face, painted black

Black as night, black as coal

I wanna see the sun blotted out from the sky

I wanna see it painted, painted, painted, painted black Yeah!

"I thought you weren't going to sing anymore." said Harry. "Did I ask?" I said jokingly and then blurted out laughing. "So guess what?" Harry asked. "What?" said Lou. "Boom!!!" I yelled. "Your a rainbow" I added spreading my hands out in a rainbow formation. The others laughed. "NO! I'm not gay!" he practically screamed. "I never said you were" I got smart with him. He flicked me. "I have now been told we have a contest for all you guys. Directioners here is a number and email address. Tell us why we should perform at your school and the school with the most will have a concert during school by the one and only" Harry was cut off. I made a drum roll, "ONE DIRECTION" yelled Lou. "That's all the time we have you guys later" Liam said. "As long as I'm around, you can expect more videos" I said and winked.   

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