Who Am I Now?

This is a One Direction fanfiction. Yeah! so if you don't want to read it then don't.
What happens when One Direction get a helper in their band? Will their be romance? frustration? hate? disappointment? drama? *wink*
Really wil there.
You know I'm just going to wing it soo yeah......


13. Chapter 12

I walked in after Liam and I shut the door locking it. "Alright now tell me" he demanded. "Liam sot down first" I said running my hand through my hair. He sat on the bed and I sat next to him. He started ribbing his knees. "Tell me what the fuck is going on." He said a bit paranoid. "Liam.calm down" I paused as I looked at the ground, "zayn kissed me and Niall saw it happen." "So that's what this is all about?" He said a little less annoyed. 

Liam POV

Zayn kissed her. He's dating Perrie though. Why did he do that? Anyways we all know that Niall has a thing for Rai. I don't like this one bit. She seems a bit angry about it. "It's alright Rai." I said as I stood up. I walked to the door and opened it. In tumbled Larry. Were they listening? We turned to Rai. She was balled up on the bed. She was scrolling through her phone and took out a notebook. I signaled the guys to leave and we did. I was trying to give her some time to herself. You know to just think, calm down, and get some privacy. Which is hard to get around here.

Raine POV

I started to write something down:


I got kissed by Zayn. I found out that Niall likes me too. Zayn has a girlfriend though. It annoys me. I know that I told Niall to lets just act like it never happened but I can't. I actually liked the kiss... Who am I kidding, I loved the kiss. I just don't know what to do. I want to change back to my old self. Before the dark make up, before the bullying, before the deaths, before tenth grade. I swear on behalf of this book that I  going to be the old me. I don't want to be emo or known as it. I have the cuts, the pain, everything but I hate it.'

I put my pencil down and scrolled through my phone. I deleted most of my music and went to my closet. I made a pile of things I didn't want anymore. Then I went through everything else. I tore it all apart. I guess I was making a lot of noise because then there was a knock at the door. "Who is it?" I asked. "Zayn" he said. "Go away" I replied through the door. "No. I'm not going away." he responded. "And why not?" I asked. "Because I'm not" he stated. "JUST GO AWAY" I said raising my voice. "I SAID I WOULDN'T" he yelled back. "I'M CALLING LIAM" I shouted. "TRY. EVERYONE WENT TO THE PARK." he commented. I closed my eyes and yelled at the top of my lungs "LEAVE ME ALONE." I jumped onto my bed and cried. The door swung open. "LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. I'M TELLING YOU. GO AWAY! I NEVER WANTED MY LIFE LIKE THIS ANYWAYS! I WISH I WAS STILL THE OLD ME" I yelled uncontrollably. I threw a shoe at him and soon enough I was throwing everything. From shoes to purses to hair products to jewelry. He grabbed my hands and restrained me from doing anything else. "LET ME GO" I fused. "NO. I'm not letting you go." he responded. "Just go run off to your girlfriend Perrie." I yelled at him. "That's the problem. She broke up with me last week, but no one knows." he said. I stood there shocked for a moment.   

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