Forgive and Forget


I suppose you could say I was 'the popular girl'. I don't like that, because usually the popular girls are stuck up bitches. I'm not like that. Really, I'm not. Its not like in tv programs, where the popular girl rules the school. I try to be nice to everyone, even the less popular kids.

My name's charlotte , people call me Charlie. I just turned 19 a couple of months ago. I would say I quite pretty, and the captain of the football team is my boyfriend. I have long, blonde curly hair, with bright blue eyes. I'm quite slim, and i like the shape of my body.Typical for the popular girl, I know.

I would say I'm quite a strong person. I mean, I used to be bullied when I was younger, because I wasn't very pretty, but I stood up for myself. Now, I can take a lot of what people say or do to me.

But this time I just couldn't take it. I don't think anyone would be able to take it from a celebrity.


35. Chapter 35:

Charlotte's P.O.V:

I couldn't sleep much that night. It was already 1:00am when harry and I got to bed, but I still couldn't sleep even though I was really tired. Harry fell asleep quite quickly, but I stayed awake, just thinking.

I was thinking about my big news, that only louis and tyler knew about. Oh, and that little hater girl. But I tried to forget about her, and hope that she didn't tell anyone about our secret..

What do I do? Should I tell harry about it? Or should I not tell him and just leave now? These questions were all invading my thoughts, but I had no answers to many of them. I was just so confused.

I was pregnant with harry's child, so of course I knew that I had to tell him at some point.

But how was I going to tell him? More importantly, how would he react to something like this? He was only 19, so I doubted that he would want a child at his age. We were both still young teenagers, we still have our whole lives ahead of us.

I wasn't exactly thrilled about it either, so I was dreading telling him.

I wondered how the fans would react to it too... I know that a lot of them would support, and support anything that we do or say. But I know there was a large part of the fandom that would hate on us, especially me.

Every decision that the boys made would get some hate. I can tell you from personal experience. I remember when harry and I announced that we were dating. You get a lot of hate when you haven't done anything wrong.

I don't know why some of these people hate on the people that the boys love. I mean they call themselves directioners, so why can't they just accept the girls that the boys choose to date? It really doesn't make sense...

I just stayed up all night thinking about all those things. Sometimes I would look over at harry, and just think about how lucky I was to ever meet him and the other boys.

I never wanted to loose them again.

But I remember telling louis that I was only staying for one night. And that's because I can't take the hate anymore. Seems selfish, I know. But I just can't take it, and louis understood me when I told him.

But if course, we agreed that we were going to keep in touch this time. I just wasn't ready to move back with them completely.

So I decided that I would leave in the middle of the night without anyone knowing I was going, instead of making a big fuss about it in the morning. That's the best thing to do, right?

I climbed out of bed, trying not to wake harry who was sleeping beside me. It was hard though, because he was lying very close to me and he had his arm around my waist.

I slowly lifted his arm from my waist, and placed it gently down on the bed. I wriggled out of the bed, making sure I wasn't too loud. I smiled at the sleeping boy, he looked so peaceful and angelic when he was asleep.

I quickly got dressed and put my make-up on, so I was ready to leave. It was only 3:00am, so I doubted anyone would be awake. But I still wanted to look decent, just in case anybody saw me.

When I was ready to leave, I grabbed a few of my clothes from harry's wardrobe, which I had left here a few weeks ago. I threw some of them into my bag, but I left half of them there. I would be back soon, so there was no point in taking everything.

I was all prepared to leave, and I was about to walk out of the door when I remembered something. I had promised louis that I would keep in touch with him and the boys, so I decided to leave a note for them.

I grabbed paper and a pen,and quickly scribbled down some words.

'To Harry, Louis, Niall, Zayn, Liam & Rosie,

I know that I came back yesterday, but I'm not staying here yet. I will be back soon, though. Maybe when your tour is over.

But I still want to keep in touch with you all for now, so here's my number and address.

Charlotte. X'

I scribbled down my phone number and address, and then placed the note on the table. With that, I silently left the tour bus.

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