Forgive and Forget


I suppose you could say I was 'the popular girl'. I don't like that, because usually the popular girls are stuck up bitches. I'm not like that. Really, I'm not. Its not like in tv programs, where the popular girl rules the school. I try to be nice to everyone, even the less popular kids.

My name's charlotte , people call me Charlie. I just turned 19 a couple of months ago. I would say I quite pretty, and the captain of the football team is my boyfriend. I have long, blonde curly hair, with bright blue eyes. I'm quite slim, and i like the shape of my body.Typical for the popular girl, I know.

I would say I'm quite a strong person. I mean, I used to be bullied when I was younger, because I wasn't very pretty, but I stood up for myself. Now, I can take a lot of what people say or do to me.

But this time I just couldn't take it. I don't think anyone would be able to take it from a celebrity.


25. Chapter 25:

Louis' P.O.V:

Rosie handed me the note with shaky hands. Tears were forming in her eyes. What did the note say?

I looked at the piece of paper and a lump grew in my throat, and tears formed in my eyes.

"I'm sorry louis." Rosie whispered.

'To Rosie,

Hey rosie. I told you the story of what has been happening to me for the last few days, and you understand. It has been really hard for me for the past few days, and I'm scared that it will become harder.

I can't live with this anymore. The hate, the pictures, the fame. You know I'm not used to it all. Its really hard for me, and the hate and fame must be a little bit hard for you too. But not as bad as it is for me.

I'm not the only one that this is affecting though. Its starting to affect the boys' lives too. I don't want that to happen. I don't want them to get more hate because of me, and I don't want it to affect their careers.

I really love the boys, they're amazing people. Even harry, he is a really great person. And louis. I've become very close to him over the past few days, and I know I'm going to miss him like crazy. I really do love them all, its been amazing having them around.

And you, rosie. I'm going to miss my best friend so much. I love you loads, you're an amazing person rosie. You and niall make the cutest couple ever, you were made for each other. Just remember, I love you so much and you'll always be my best friend.

I'm really going to miss you all so much.

But like I said, I can't go on with this anymore.

I can't live with the boys anymore, because I'm ruining their lives. I wouldn't be able to go on tour with them anyway, they wouldn't want me in the way all the time.

So I'm moving away. Back to london, but not in my old house. I'm not selling it though, I'm going to keep it. I might go back there sometimes, because of all the memories it holds. The memories of my past life..

Don't come looking for me, you won't find me. I don't want you to leave niall just to come look for me. You should go on tour with them, because I know you and niall won't be able to live without each other. You need him, and I don't want to get in the way of that.

I'm going to stay away from the public eye. I can't be seen with the boys anymore, but like I said I'll miss them so much, and you.

I'm getting a new phone so the boys won't be able to call me or text me. I can't bear to be away from them, and talking to them will make it worse. But I'll try to keep in touch with you. I promise I'll write to you, and we could skype sometimes when the boys aren't around.

This isn't goodbye though. Louis said that they put the tour on pause while I was in hospital, and that when I became better they continued it. So they will be back in england in about a month. So I could meet up with you sometime.

Tell the boys I love them, and I'm going to miss them so much. Louis, my best friend (beside you). I'm going to miss him soo much, I don't know how I'm going to live without him. And harry. I love him so much, tell him that. I won't stop loving him, even if he hates me. And zayn, niall and liam. Like the brothers I never had. I'm going to miss them too, even though I didn't get to know them very much.

But you can't tell the boys where I'm going.

Remember, I love you rosie, best friends forever and always. I won't ever forget about you, and I hope you won't forget about me. I'm going to miss you so much, and I know I won't be able to live without you.

Lots of love,



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