She's Not Afraid

Peyton is at a party with her best friend Christa. She thinks everything is going to be perfect until she spots a certin curly-haired boy, and plays a game of truth or dare, her life is turned around, but in a good way.


12. Why?

Peyton's P.O.V

Harry cheated on me. He cheated on me. I know it was a mistake, but why? I hugged him, but that didn't mean I forgave him. "Harry, I'm sorry, but I think we need a break." I told him and looked into his eyes. They were full of pain and sadness. "P-Peyton, please. I'm sorry!" He said. I shook my head. "I'm sorry Harry. You can keep this house if you want it." I said. "No! You keep the house, it's not mine anyways." Harry said. "Goodbye Harry." I said and gave him one last hug. "I love you Peyton." Harry said before I closed the door. I watched him get in his car and drive off.


Harry's P.O.V

I hated myself for what I did. If I could take it back I would. I got to my house and went in. I threw my phone at the wall and it shattered. I slid down the wall and hit the floor. She broke up with me. I knew I made a mistake, but I didn't think she would break up with me because of it. I loved her so much, and I would never do anything on purpose to hurt her. I ran my finger through my hair and sighed. It's all your fault, Harry, you did it all. My mind said. I know, but I didn't mean to. If only I had another chance.......

I got up and went to the kitchen. I grabbed a glass and poured some water in it. I drank it and heard a knock at the door. I answered it and it was Louis. "What's wrong?" Louis asked. "Peyton broke up with me." I said as he walked in. "Why?" he asked and looked at me shocked. "Because, I cheated on her. But I didn't mean to!" I said. "What did she exactly say?" Louis asked. "She said she thought we needed to take a break." I said. "She didn't break up with you! She said she just needed some space to get her mind straight. She's deciding if you should stay together." Louis said. I nodded, processing everything. "Yeah, you're right!" I said and hugged him. Louis smiled at me. "You want to go get something to eat?" He asked. "Sure." I said and grabbed my jacket. We walked out and into his car. Louis pulled out of the driveway.


We pulled up to a little cafe and went in. We found a table and sat at it. "So, why did you cheat on Peyton?" Louis asked. "I really didn't mean to, we had a fight, and then I went to a bar to let off some steam. The I met this girl, I told her I had a girlfriend, but by then I was drunk. She wouldn't get her hands off of me, and well, one thing led to another,and we had sex. I told Peyton that I really didn't mean to, but I don't think she believed me." I said and sighed. "Just give her some time, things will work out in the end." Louis said.


Peyton's P.O.V

I sighed as I walked up to my room. I love Harry, but can I be able to trust him again? I mean, I know it was just one time, but he might do it again, and I can't handle that, I've been hurt too much in the past, by my ex-boyfriend, Miles. Haven't told you that story, have I? Well, it all started two years ago, when I had met Miles. We were in this camp together along with Christa, and her friend, Jazmine. Miles and I got to know each other and we started hanging out together after camp was over. Then, during our seinor year in high school, he asked me to prom. I gladly said yes. After prom was over, we were outside when it started to rain. I tried to go inside but Miles wouldn't let me. We stayed outside and danced. Then he kissed me. He was my first kiss.

One year later, it was our first year together. We had both graduated high school, and we were thinking about moving in together. We found a flat, and bought it, and moved in together. That's when things started going downhill. He would always be at the bar and coming home drunk, or saying that he slept with someone. I would give him another chance, because I loved him. Then he started to try and make me have sex with him, even though I wasn't ready to.

He stopped for about two months, then he started again, but it got worse. He started to force me every now and then, but I would get away.

Then, after a year and six months together, he finally raped me. I gave him another chance, being stupid me of course, and he continued to rape me. I got used to it and thought it was our way of life.I thought he would eventually stop, but he never did. In fact, he got worse. So bad to the point of me having brusies on my body. I kept giving him chances but he only got worse.

I tried to break up with him, but he beat me and made me stay inside. I was to never go out unless he was with me. It was tourture. But, I thought he was going through some rough times, and gave him yet another chance, because I loved him dearly. Then he started coming home late. I knew he was out drinking every night, but he would always be home around four. He staretd coming home around noon of the next day. I asked him where he was going, and he said he was sleeping with his other girlfriend every night because I wouldn't. I thought he was lying and let it pass.

Then one day, while Miles was gone, a knock came to the door. I opened it and there was a girl standing there. She said she was pregnant and needed to talk to Miles. I asked her who she was and she said she was his girlfriend and was pregnant with his child. I ran up to my room and packed all of my stuff. I ran out of the house and called mum and dad. I went to live with them for a couple of years until they died in the plane crash. I never saw Miles again and now here I am, my realtionship turning upside down, again.

I thought about all of this and a tear escaped my eyes. I wanted to make this relationship work out, because I've never felt anything like I've felt for Harry. I didn't want to loose another loved person over some stupid reason. I grabbed my phone and called Harry. There was no answer. So then I tried calling Louis.

"Hello?" Louis' voice ran through the phone.

"Hey Lou, it's Peyton. Is Harry there?" I asked, hoping he would say yes.

"Yeah, why?" He asked.

"Do you think you two could come over later today.?" I asked.

"Yeah! Of course! How about after we finish lunch?"

"Yeah, sounds great!"

Okay, see you then." Louis said.

"Bye." I said and hung up. I sat back on the couch. I had to tell Harry.


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